Monday, October 31, 2005

*Yawnz* Monday

[CuRRent MooD:] Tired, average mood

[CuRRent Song:] Nebula - Sea Angel

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

I've talked about Friday's funny meetup with Carol, so let's just leave to Saturday and Sunday...wait, I thought my weekends' the same nowadays? Hmmm...I guess so, but since I got nothing to just update lor...:P


Went to market wif mum...come back and slp...till 4+pm when Mad called me to pop down Sim Lim to help Allan with his comp...den went dere to buy the PC, and met up with Darkwolf. Went to Pool Junction and saw MondayBlues (now I knoe her name is Serene), they play pool while we hang ard watch and play photohunt...hahaa...after that wanted to walk down MU for a while when Linda called and said she wanna meet ok, sure...I went to PS Star Fac to play games and waited for her till 11+pm...ouch...den meet le walk a while den she said she wanted to go MU -.- so go lor...saw Edwin and Rusty...den dance n dance lor...till 3+ they started 1 + 1 housepour...Linda said she wanted to drink so I asked Rusty if he's member (which he is) so he helped to order...ordered 2 Bourbon Cokes and Vodka Ribena (he ordered the latter which I'm happy) and upon this I realised those pple at the bar are siao sia...the Bourbon Coke I think I should just call it Chivas...damn concentrated!!! Ended up I took his Vodka Ribena (which is so much nicer cos of concentration differences) and each of us finished a jug (not much pple to share cos by that time most of the kakis had left) and of cos that's my first ever time I finished a jug by noe lousy lah, but have to start somewhere rite...:p

After MU closing, Rusty suggested to go YingHuang which is at Shaw we walked down and spent time there till 6am...den Linda suggested going to the beach! But b4 dat they dragged everyone to Mac to makan breakfast...den after that seems everyone almost tired in the end cos I tired also, I left Linda and Rusty to go since I knoe Rusty will probably take good care of her and that she is in proper hands.


Went to find my Sunshine and spent 13 hours over at her place. Nice time wif her :) muackz :P


Saturday, October 29, 2005

Out of the norm on a Saturday Morning

[CuRRent MooD:] Little emotional

[CuRRent Song:] Kylie Minogue - On A Night Like This

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Rice (brown + white) + black bean soup

It's unusual of me to be blogging on a saturday - in normal circumstances I will be blogging about the weekend on Monday but cos I need to get a small issue off my chest...and with Sunshine asleep...oh well...

Just now I opened my Hotmail and spotted a Friendster notice - someone has updated her Friendster Blog. She's Jiaru. Who's Jiaru?

Jiaru is the sister of my childhood sweetheart, Jiawen (also known as Annette).

I looked at the picture...a small girl. Can't be Jiaru, I thought. I clicked the link and logged into Friendster. Looked into her profile and saw a picture I might not wish to see...

Jiawen's solemnization pictures. A sight of my childhood sweetheart...married.

Yes, few months ago I knew that. It's hard to think about it, and when I see it...I felt weird. Kinda sour. Certainly not jealousy. It's a sense of helplessness.

The past is the past and I do not wish to dwell on it...but I'm human and full of emotions, hard for me not to think back and ponder about it. I did not know why things had to turn in that direction that time...I know, all my bad memories will start flowing back into my brain this very moment I start talking about this...I will have to stop it. I'll play SG or whatever game on my hands.

Back to present, just now went to Bugis to meet up with LSX pple. Carol looks younger compared to the pictures, and one thing you can certainly tell she's young.

Her expressions. I can't describe it but if you know me personally, I can show it to you. It was hilarious. It was half a crap session as we ended a lot of situations being OOT but we still managed to get comments and drafts done.

I'm being assigned "Game Master" position. I hope I am up to the task.

Still smiling and grinning about Carol's extremeness expressions. Very funny!


Friday, October 28, 2005

It's Friday! =)

[CuRRent MooD:] Average alertness

[CuRRent Song:] Kylie Minogue - Red Blooded Woman

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Patching again. Haha...anyway the alarm sounded in the morning and the first sms of the morning is a msg from last night (I suppose, but it's this morning I think) and then I continued replying lor...den Sunshine called to morning call me...:) nice of her to have done so...:)

Yeah...later got makan at 11am...dun need spend money on lunch happy!! :)

Anyway...when I woke up I saw mum doing stuff. Asked her why she woke up so early she said just to do a bit of moving about b4 she gets back to bed again. Hmmm...ok. Just did my usual stuff and came to school.

What's it yesterday? On way going home, Sunshine told me she'll be going her aunt's place..ok, so I went back home to SG...den she said she will go walk walk wif her I took my diary and went to Mac and makan, and wrote. I know it's weird to have both a blog and diary, but they served different purposes. Anyway...Berlinda called a few times and the last time resulted me spending time in Mac thus not making it home before the downpour - stuck in Mac!!! Then bo bian, just went through my entries in the diary...just when I was leaving I bumped onto Bingwen (my same block neighbour) and we went home together with his umbrella sheltering me from the weather.

Logged on LSX, did some maintenance to the system...used the comp for a while (included all the makan and wateva) and Jaslyn called to chat. Gave my system up for my bro to use and we chatted till 3am where my phone almost went out of battery...if not, I think she will continue talking...she ji tao really noe a lot of crap to

I'll be meeting up LSX pple in the's the list...

1) Blizzard (Roy)
2) Darkwolf (Tommy)
3) Cinimod (Dominic)
4) DJ Zach (dunno his real name)
5) Cyric (Rank)
6) Garnet (Winnie)
7) Colourlee (Carol)

...for the End of Year Event Programmes Meeting. I hope we will actually be getting the agenda done rather than random yakking and chatting. I know it shouldn't be a very serious meetup but something needs to be done. I think I better bring some writing materials just in case.

Ok till next update...

[ Update - 1032 Hours ]

Got time go listen to this:
Quite funny...about customizing car...


Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thursday close to Friday

[CuRRent MooD:] Fine

[CuRRent Song:] Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For (Went thru some songs already)

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

So so so...what's up yesterday?

Nothing much...met up with Sunshine, spent some time wif her, sent her to service, went home mop floor and makan, den fetch her back home, den back home bath den play SG...yeah.


End of Wednesday.

Boring? Not really.


Today's Thursday. Hmmm...gonna work towards the weekend. Anyway I've sent an application for "internal promotion". :) hope it works out.

[ Update - 1110 Hours ]

DU LAN! My account in Reincarnation tio banned!!! What for? For logging on a few times a day? For buying and generating lots of items? For not attacking anyone? STUPID MAN! Now I understand why they said the admins suck. LOL.


Wednesday, October 26, 2005

A Wednesday

[CuRRent MooD:] Fine, irritated a little

[CuRRent Song:] Fantasy Project - Gimme Love (Extended Mix)

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Starhub really irks me at times. For some unknown reason I've tried logging into their account manager but failed. I've took down the password, changed it before and took that down, and they still won't allow entry and lock me out. It's really freaking dumb.

Yesterday I was on SG mood, well kinda, so I played SG. I think there wasn't anything much since I've featured whatever shit that had happened last morning and noon. Went to fetch Sunshine home at night, and tried to slp early...ended up woken up by Berlinda's call and found that I couldn't sleep much anymore. Tossed and turned and the next moment I checked my phone, it's 4:30am. Ouch. Surprised I'm awake now.

Oh yeah, did a random wallpaper for a forumer. She did not request it, but I did it out of fun on my free time. Just my usual routine - seems weird that I do such pointless stuff.

Now doing SP2 patching again - I'll update if any.

[ Update - 1239 Hours ]

Somehow I still feel that Divinity is punishing me for whatever irresponsible and bad sins I've done. Sigh.


Tuesday, October 25, 2005


[CuRRent MooD:] Tired

[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - There Is A Star

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Curry Rice & ingredients + Iced Lemon Tea

This morning was busy. Ouch. The 2 PCs which I tried upgrading to SP2 in staff room failed on me and died. I had to recover which I took super lots of attempts, and only one managed to upgrade to SP2 while the other stayed at's a strange computer to say the least...I think I got to tackle the HOD Room PC morrow...still stuck at

While I was doing the above, got arrow ask me go lab prepare for some workshop thingie! ALamak waste of my energy and time but bo bian, so went up prepare...den makan and rest...nothing much right? But I used so much brain cells I'm tired out. Then went to Lab 2 and found that those workshop pple actually offed the main switch without offing the other power switches, thus it activated the circuit breaker to cut energy off from the lab. Good thing I figured a little and got it back - but it was a scare.

Yesterday...hmmm...after work it was raining. Wait...before that, Carol from LSX added me to Friendster, den I added her on MSN...we chatted for 2 hours plus while waiting for the damned SP2 to patch properly...den turned out it took more time than usual...but no choice...good thing she kept me company online during that time else it will be so bored and I think I will be dozing off on my desk..hahaha...den after that I knocked off and noticed it was raining, so I took an umbrella and went to MRT station to fetch Sunshine...den sent her home...after that she went service and I went home...home did some configuration to the system and got Bro's jap game working...also got new software working...den went to fetch Sunshine from terminal...den sent her home...yeah like dis lor...

I think. Haha. Den reached home slack, play game, slp. Didn't really play a lot of SG ytd.

Anyway I think it's time to break the news pple...I'm attached! :) I have a girlfriend those who might wanna hope I be their "perfect" boyfriend, sorry ah I'm taken :P (wah piang so BHB!!!) but if you want you can queue lah...I think my girlfriend wun mind one...she also got queue one leh...the guys queue from her place to another block say until so kua zhang...

Who is she? Go figure lor..very easy one wat..rite..:P

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine~"


Monday, October 24, 2005

Tired Monday

[CuRRent MooD:] Tired (see my title?)

[CuRRent Song:] Bananarama - Move In My Direction

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Tired. Yawnz. Slept at 4am as I was chatting wif she sudden low mood so she called me lor..den since long time no chat den just chat and crap wif her...den until 4am..power anot..haha..woke up just now so tired felt like slping more...but sunshine msged me to wake up cannot slack on bed liao...hahha...

So back to my summaries...


Haha I can't remember what I did...I think I went PS...played Puzzle Fighter...went back home...hahaha...something like that...I only remembered I played SG till 6am I think...den I slp till 10+am...den...


...went market wif mom. Memory blocked -.- can't remember what I did...I think I slept till ard 6+ or 7+ or 5+ den played went PS, den went MU. Sent Linda back home, reached home morning ard 7am.


Bathed, played SG and "Reincarnation", then went to find Sunshine...den back home, played again till 6+pm, slp till 10+pm, went to Mac makan...come back, play again.

LOL. Stupid weekend eh? Hahaha...

Now chatting wif Michelle abt Salsa VS Jazz


Friday, October 21, 2005

A planned rest on this Friday

[CuRRent MooD:] A bit tired, glad

[CuRRent Song:] Anjay - If You Dance

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Beehoon + Curry Puff

Today school provide breakfast cos got staff meeting :P free breakfast! Not just milo milo all the way!

Keke...oh yeah been rare to see "glad" mood eh? That's cos 2 persons justified my reasoning in the forum! That's 2 for 2! At least my cause has been defended, thanks to both of them...really glad someone came out to speak for me. I dun wish to continue the OOT posts so I just decided to back out...when they appeared to clear my way. I'm really happy - or should I call it sweet revenge? Well nothing much to avenge about also...just hurt ego, maybe?

Nothing much about yesterday...install SP2 in school, reach home and went out again to Chinatown to get my dad's phone done. The guy said water went into the phone and I was reasoning out with him saying that there is no way that could happen, and that it's certainly not my problem since the problem started right after I tried the phone at home. The end he sent it for a 2-week repair. Duh.

After that took 851 down to Bugis and met up with Linda and her Malaysian fren (and my bro), after that had dinner at an eating place behind one of the bus stop at Bugis, then walked to PS and played DDR in Zone-X, then walked down from PS to Cineleisure to have my Chocobits. Then walked down to Orchard and took bus back home.

Home, watched Anime, bath, makan, watch TV den play SG. Den sleep.

It's SG again tonight I guess. No money to walk walk and play play le :P

So what's the plans for the weekend? I think for morrow I'll be either...hmmm...I dunno? Heard that my neighbours wanted to go Marina South to fly kite, and Linda was trying to find places to waste time away. At night my bro said he might go MU cos his frens will be there - contemplating whether I should be there, but with Linda constantly saying that she will appreciate it if I'm there (guess she's being too comfortable with my presence), I really feel funny going there. I dun wish to associate that place with anybody, but right now this is the issue. I dun like such situations, really. Irks me.

[ Update - 0936 Hours ]

Stupid sia...a processor had burnt pins in one of the comp and they said it's not covered under warranty -.- as if I will go and burn the pins like dat...stupid sia...I dun think my HODIT will accept the quotation since the warranty will end in less than half a year's time...oh well, they wanna waste time, ink and paper - that's their business. Really stupid leh.


Thursday, October 20, 2005

Feeling Thursday, or Thursday Feeling?

[CuRRent MooD:] Emotional, tired

[CuRRent Song:] Evanescence - Bring Me To Life

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Somehow I felt emotional, I guess it's just life playing tricks on me.

Someone in forum had irritated me twice this month. I wonder if he had changed from the times I knew him, or was there anything that happened between us that I've never known. It seems to me he had changed much from the times, I've started to not see proper light to his very purposes. Now I shall pull my finger from the button that promptly agrees to myself going for the End Of Year event for LSX...I'm now not certain of my purpose there. Of cos, I'm never in LSX for any particular person, but sometimes when mood gets to you it wonders your very purpose and existence in life.

That lady just updated her profile and I've just given her a testimonial. My guess was more or less correct, and congratulations. Just hope everything works fine on her side, and efforts have not been wasted. Personally I know what had been "wasted" but life's like this - you can plan all you want in anything, but Divinity has other plans. In chinese they call it 人算不如天算. Once life works proper for someone whom I've once shown care, I guess my purpose is fulfilled.

Back to "yesterday" news.

Worked till 6:30pm, cool eh? Haha...but the shock was not the late hour but the call after that. Linda just called to say she'll pop by my place with my brother and I was like O.o wtf??? She said to visit my mum. Hmmm...

The night just went past like this, watching TV and me mopping the floor. Then sent her to bus stop, den went back to look for Ivan (chanced upon Ivan, Valerie and her bf on the way to the bus stop) and went home. Bathed and watched TV, played SG and Zero Hour. Sleep.

At times like now, my heart is frail. I'm feeling more tired than I should have been. Going to Chinatown later, then to Bugis to meet Linda and her friend whom she introduced on Saturday in MU. Heard from my bro and her that the guy is rather good at Exceed - I'll know soon I guess.

I need an fflush() for my emotional buffer.

[ Update - 0926 Hours ]

Suddenly felt like going to chiong and dance. But I know myself not to do that on day which the following day's a work day. Also, I have no money to be there in the first place. Guess it's just stupid mood acting on myself.

[ Update - 1316 Hours ] getting on my nerves...pple like to bite on me and no one to defend me :( so sad...


Wednesday, October 19, 2005


[CuRRent MooD:] Tired

[CuRRent Song:] Rimini Project - A Day In The Sun (Extended Version)

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo I realised why my IE can often lose's cause of the yahoo messenger background that DCs by itself and tries to

Yesterday...just do stuff in school...and I did not go Chinatown (should be today I guess) as I went to accompany funny...I went her place but before that I took the lift on the other side, a middle-aged man went in with me. He was reading mail and was on earphones (and high volume) and had forgotten to press the level he wanted to go. I pressed mine and was looking at I called out to I began waving my hand in front of him and asked which level he would like to go...then it turned out the same level as mine.

Thought ran through "hmmm, can't be. Coincidence." So the lift stopped at that level and I allowed him to go first. Then I saw him climb the stairs and I thought "can't be so...coincidence?" so I followed and we ended the same level, and turned the same direction. "Life COULD be dramatic to say the least" and we walked the same path...till we stopped at the same gate - Sunshine's place. OMG that man's her dad!!! LOL!!!

Hahhaa...funny sia...after that Sunshine and I went for dinner @ mac, den she went for service while I went back home to SG a while before coming out again to fetch her back home from service. After that I went to look for my neighbours while we chatted for an hour or so before we went back home. Initially wanted to play SG but my bro was on the comp so I went to bed at 1am as my endurance was limited. Woke up at 8 but still tired. Not much difference whether I slp at 1am or 3am. LOL.

Better start hurrying on my progress. LOL. Will update if any.

[ Update - 1746 Hours ]

So idiotic...still in school...SP2 installation take ages...*yawnz*


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

A Gastric Tuesday Morning

[CuRRent MooD:] Sianz 1/2

[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Blue

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Wanton Mee + Sugar Cane Drink

Having gastric pangs now...hope it will go off soon...

Yesterday was bad...after I blogged I tio struck by stomach upset that caused me to be in toilet for one hour, breaking cold sweat and difficulty in breathing. Initially I thought I was ok but soon realised I wasn't, so no choice but called up office for help. Had pple bringing me water, pill, Ribena...thanks pple...really appreciated it...

Went to doctor...tio meh by her...cos she said I shouldn't anyhow take medicine...cos she dunno if the pill they gave me is meant for constipation or diarrhoea, so she cannot anyhow prescribe medicine for me...end up she gave me pills for abdominal pain (sound like menstrual-related pain, lol) and also charcoal pills...interesting pills. It's black in colour, and tasted like carbon (I know pple asked me how carbon taste like...if you have the time and feeling adventurous, try biting pencil lead)...went home and ended in toilet too, took the pills and was a little better. Practically slpt the whole day off. Woke up for water, slp. Woke up for dinner, slp. Woke up for bath, den use comp, den slp. Den wake up dis morning for work.

Now feeling a bit tired and also the stupid gastric feeling...but just that little bit better...I guess the pain came cos I did not take breakfast...normally I do take milo but cos of this upset I was told not to take dairy products (milo has milk) so I dare not take the risk though it's already a day gone. I have to be so selective with food now - no spicy, no duck, no whatever that seemed to be not freshly cooked as what the doctor said...although she said "today" yesterday, I think it's better to extend the deadline for another day just in case.

Kiasi? I prefer to be.

I believe I will still have leftovers for charcoal pills. If you want one or to see one, just tell me. Haha.

Waiting for the NB to finish


Monday, October 17, 2005

Another Monday, now is Mid-Oct

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, tired

[CuRRent Song:] Slinkee Minx - Summer Rain

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Just now was Bananarama's Move In My Direction and now this, both of my current faves.

Seriously speaking, I wonder if I should blog abt my past weekend's proceedings. Rather tired now..and any movement to my memory brain cells seem to invoke irritation than anything else...but I noe if I don't write now, I probably wun write later. Here goes? Lol.


Went down Chinatown with Sunshine, bought the second-hand phone for my dad and we walked down to Marina Square to makan dinner, after that we walked to Promenade and had a rest and chat there...den sent her back home...and realised I forgot to take the phone (which was in her bag) so I went back to take...but she was taking a bath so I waited for 20 mins or so (I think it's 1/2 hour) before I got it

Back home, played SG and Winning Eleven 8 till 6:20am and went market with mum.


Reached home 8am and thought I could have a good rest b4 I go for David's BBQ (David = bunkmate in army during my Alpha days) but ended up every saturday's the same...

...I could never, ever have an undisturbed sleep with my phone on. It seems everyone loves to disturb my sat mornings somehow. Msgs, phone calls...bla bla bla...oh man, I really don't wish to switch off the phone for my convenience in case it became an inconvenience for others...but oh well guess I have to endure the weekly disturbances...haha...

Think I woke up at 3+ and went to Aljunied MRT to meet up wif Weiteck. I reached at 4:50pm and thought I was late...yeah I was late, but others were later -.- so I waited for Weiteck and we went over the condo that the BBQ was held at. Reached there and realised we're the only 2 army buds ard -.- so we went out again to Geylang and walk walk, settled in a kopitiam and drank beverages and chatted. After that went back and slacked, eat/drink and chat. Turned out I'm lucky to have avoided the BBQ mess - I can't imagine myself smelling of BBQ + Cigarette smoke + Alcohol = horrendous!!!

The cake cutting dragged on pretty late and by the time I left the condo and reached MU, it was 9:58pm on my watch but they have started on cover charge -.- so Linda had one of her frens bringing me in.

Stupid night, I should say. Tell me what's my accomplishment, and it was that I managed to watch Man Utd win Sunderland 3-1 on the latter's home ground - which means it's 1-3 actually. The 'celebration' wasn't really anything dramatic or what, I dun think I even heard a birthday song, but the night was simply experience and stuff for me.

Why? Cos I had to send the early birthday girl to hospital. -.-

Took Chivas + coke and it was no prob for me. It seems the birthday girl had some issues with straw-drinking alcohol and soon hell broke loose - she took up practically all my time of the night and I had to attend to her and after 2 hours of rubbish, I had zero choice but to dial up the ambulance (ok my fren dialled) and send her to hospital.

I was in the hospital from 2+ till 7 in the morning when the hospital decided to discharge her and I had to send her back home. That rounded my saturday night - no dance, little chio-bu gazing but nevertheless experience - of sending someone to hospital. Ouch.


I have one word to summarize this day - SLEEP.

I think Sunday's remarkably the best summary. Haha...ok time to continue my work...I will update if anything comes up.


Friday, October 14, 2005

Fry Fry Friday

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral Smile mood

[CuRRent Song:] Alfresca - Sunshine After The Rain

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Today is Friday...but dunno why, it seems I'm not anticipating this Saturday to come...

I have 2 birthdays to attend, one being David's 21st birthday which the gift has already been settled by Weiteck the Great, and another belongs to Linda...the former is a BBQ at a certain condo which I dunno wat time it will end, while the latter meetup time is 8pm which I think due to David's BBQ, I will not be able to make it.

But she wants me to be there regardless of the time. how how? Sianz.

Now den I know...O2 not only coming up with XDA Atom but also Atom Exec and Mini Pro...Exec and Pro both has QWERTY keyboards in-built as well as wireless too...not bad, but the latter is only @ 195Mhz..although not everything is on CPU spd but at first glance, it really makes pple think.

Atom wins by multimedia capability and its 2.0mp cam + flash. Move away, Nokia 7270! Atom's on the way!!! By proper planning...I can even sell 7270 and my iPod Mini...if Atom's running on SD card that is. As of date critics do not know if Atom's running on SD (2GB max) or MiniSD (512mb max) so if they run by latter, I will be keeping my Mini. much "mini" terms running about...

I'm looking forward to Atom being my next gadget - probably my only motivation now. LOL.

Later at nite going Chinatown wif Sunshine...yeah dat's abt it.

Saturday is coming soon...


Thursday, October 13, 2005

Thursday. Thursday? Thursday! Thursday.

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral

[CuRRent Song:] Bananarama - Move In My Direction

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Some things that I should stop:

1) To know more people
2) Think too much
3) Going to blogs of people that will only affect me negatively
4) Thinking that I can't be financially well-off
5) Assume I can never be what my chinese name speaks of
6) On low mood
7) Lending people money

Things I should start:

1) Knowing how to appreciate pple more
2) Putting a stop to unnecessary expenditure (food is another matter)
3) Planning finances properly to clear debts
4) Praying hard that all money that went out to people's pockets will come back to me
5) Not care too much about other people; focused on who I should bother
6) Work harder to earn more money
7) Seriously wonder if I need anyone to motivate my life

Recent days have me to wonder that I should really settle myself down. Can I?

I don't even know precisely what I want with my life. This is serious stuff that I should really sit down and wonder, and to make an absolute conclusion.

Who can seriously support me as a motivational factor?

I'm not just looking for a girlfriend - I'm looking for a girlfriend willing to brace me through my hard times and motivate me whenever possible.

Not easy. At all. Takers anyone? LOL.


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

The 200th Post

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral

[CuRRent Song:] Gunther & The Sunshine Girls feat. Samantha- Touch Me

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Yesterday I spoke of the fact about appreciation. A day won't change my views but it will go a long way - I'm still bothered by much of what happened within such a short time. I'm still glad of those who appreciated me though...thank you very much.

Went to cut my difference. LOL. Met up wif Sunshine den went home and rested a while and took over the comp and played Princess Maker 4, the new game I bought on Sunday. I've got a 'normal' ending of my daughter marrying some normal knight - well time to raise another daughter. Do you know what English-translated name I gave to her?

爱美玲. Read it and it will sound catchy. Even the birthday goes exactly to that person's - I like to relate actual people to a game at times so I can be pretty serious about it. I should be trying 依玲 or something like that soon - need to get the correct name. Haha.

It's about 4am the time I completed the game. LOL.

Gonna continue my rollouts today, doing some checking and stuff. Oh yeah, reminded me to check escalation status. Will update on this post if any.

200th post! Yeah.

[ Update - 1128 Hours ]

To commemorate my 200th post, I've done up version 5.0! Hope you guys like it!


Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Peaceful Tuesday

[CuRRent MooD:] Peaceful (for now)

[CuRRent Song:] SonicDoom - Check This Playboy Out

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Early in the morning before I even step foot out of the house, Mr Lee called up from school to enquire some stuff. Oh well =)

Yesterday went to Sim Lim and walk walk...nothing much, just grabbing price lists...den I noticed a shop on the 4th storey that sells Anime...nothing special? Wait till you notice the triangular M18 tags! Singapore should have opened this market a long time back...actually there was an underground market, but that's another story. I see old pieces like 电影少女 by 桂正和 and recent year works like Chobits. Also spotted AppleSeed and other works too.

Probably you guys won't notice this till I tell ya - I've added a "wants" list, or what some people call it a "wishlist". So you wanna know? You can check it out over at "Profile" but I'll briefly go through now:

Fujitsu LifeBook E8020
This is a powerhouse serious. Desktop replacement contender, runs at DDR2 and Centrino next-gen technology @ 1.73Ghz (I think). PCI-E with ATi Radeon X??? (I forgot) in many many cool features. You can check the link in my list.

I wouldn't need the powerful notebook above if I have...
P4 LGA-775 3.0GHz (HT-enabled) Processor
MSI (Microstar) 915P Neo2 Platinum (Intel 915P)
CORSAIR 2x512MB Kit (Total:1GB/PC-4300/CL4) 533MHz DDR2-533
Hitachi (HGST) 7K250 ~160GB~ (HDS722516VLSA80/8MB) SATA-150
SAPPHIRE Radeon X600 Pro 256MB DDR

With such stuff on my PC, I don't need a desktop replacement. I still need my PC to run various stuff (gaming/video/programming/web design/etc) so I need raw power as much I possibly can - within budget that is.

Since I might have the above, I only need this for a Notebook...
Fujitsu LifeBook P7010E
Coolness isn't it? LOL.

O2 XDA Atom
Something which I featured yesterday on my blog. The newest gadget from O2, this promises to be a media whore from them. I hope it is up to standard.

Some other stuff includes...
Microsoft Visual Studio .NET 2003 Academic Edition
Microsoft Windows XP Professional
Symantec Norton Systemworks 2005
Digital Camera (not decided on brand/model)

Hahaha...hellous right? No money still say so much...can always *wish* right...just give me any as a Christmas Present...I don't mind :P you can choose the cheapest (which I think is the Norton Systemworks)...but now it's still too early to talk about presents.

If I can keep a very tight rein on my finances, all these are possible. Seriously.

And of course, I need to go beyond my current job cos it pays too little to get the above...furthermore I have debts to settle.

Will update if any.

[ Update - 1035 Hours ]

Just updated my Friendster Profile. Go take a look! Muahahhaa!!!

[ Update - 1642 Hours ]

That "someone" really made my day - bad. Blasted me wif more crap...but she did make me realise some things about myself...I guess I should not wonder if people will not learn to appreciate me, but instead be glad that people DO appreciate me. Just like counting my blessings. Oh's life isn't it? I must look closer into my life.


Monday, October 10, 2005

Monday Morning...a week gone like this.

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, although I can be on either side

[CuRRent Song:] Eighth Wonder - Cross My Heart

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

My mood is strictly strange at times...though I start to realise why. I can see that things will start clearing up soon. I should know who I should appreciate on my side. Anyway...


Actually can't remember much...oh, yeah I met up wif Ben to grab his CDs...he wanted to convert mp3s to just help him a bit (well so long he doesn't bug me that much...)...though he's a queer friend but nevertheless one...and he did help me before, so I should jus help him out when needed too.


Morning went to attend Briefing and got my vouchers...hehe...:) wonder what to buy? When I got home I was pretty tired and msged Weiteck I'll not be meeting him for lunch and I went to sleep :P woke up in the evening and I went out to walk walk...lemme think...what went on...oh yeah, I met up wif Berlinda at wasn't a pleasant session cos I sorta goofed it with a lot of stuff (as usual) and she just went back earlier (which was good for me since I can go in MU before 10 to get free entry).

Note of CURRENT moment: Someone just made my mood less than neutral with his shallowness of an assumption of situations. I don't think I deserve that.

Back. Went in MU ard 935pm and saw Meiyun n co. Found out it was Tommy's birthday and there were tons of pple given the early we celebrated his birthday, booze mode on and party it out (I only drank a cup -.- and Soda + Chivas = SUCKS). Saw the scary side of Meiyun again...even though my bro and I did have some say to the matter, and reasoned out with our own views pertaining to it. Oh well that's her. Danced wif Tommy's frens as well although not much since by Techno the alcohol's off and the mood is gone (fatigue + other reasons maybe) - actually the alcohol did not even kick in -.- lol...

Bro and Linda came in after 1130pm (I think) and some issues here and there, my bro and I left the place as RnB came in (130am) and so zun zun after we came out, Police raided the place in search of illegal stuff (if any). I had some other friends in (Edwin, Maurice etc.) and they were a little pissed off...oh well, relax dudes =)

Went to eat and drink beverage a lil before we left home.


Slept till 1+...when I realised I needed to meet Miko -.- so I woke up, checked offline msgs and yeah she confirmed it. Went down Woodlands and reached 245pm...waited 3 hours but no one. Went online wif GPRS and realised she's home and she said she waited 2 hours too. Oh well "got round no shit" so that's how it is. The only consolation of the day was I found Princess Maker 4 @ Popular and I bought it. Home wif it, met up wif Sunshine and Benjamin...also saw Crystal, Jasmine, Vanessa and Amy at Mac and chatted a short while.

Home to do Desy's stuff, set up my system for Princess Maker 4. Realised one thing - mainboard is starting to give problems, and I just found that my ECS mainboard has been in my system for 1 1/2 years - wow! Not bad. LOL.


Someone online sorta irritated me with his strange accusations. Never mind, I never thought he might think of me as someone who tried to terrorize him or something...well, never did, never will. I'm not that eng as you think I am. To think I treat him 1 x friend...he like dat. Oh far for not being appreciated again...

Today is only 9 hours past, so let's get it over and done with. :)

[ Update ]

Targetted phone: O2 XDA Atom

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[ Update - 1458 hours]

Whoa. I really can't believe I'm like offending pple everywhere...well I've just offended 2 without wondering why. I do realise when someone does not know you very well, they can hurl all sorts of accusations at you. Someone just commented I'm impatient and pushy.

Me pushy? Impatient? Well I admit I have limits, and in certain issues I may be impatient. But call me pushy? Some pple even wish I AM! I can't even make proper decisions, let alone pushy! Wow suddenly I felt that "pushy" is a compliment!

My patience goes beyond how much that "someone" knows about me.

Earlier morning's case already put me less than neutral, now my mood is really starting on a low. Better not let the trip later to Sim Lim be a bad one. *deep breath*

I'm being patient enough to have stopped the argument from aggravating further. Imagine if I, World War III commences...I think very few pple really quarrelled with of them had to be Shan...

Shit. Memories coming back.


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Thursday, October 06, 2005

It's Thursday!

[CuRRent MooD:] A lil tired

[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - Show Me The Light

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Green Tea

Tried to update blog this morning but with no success as blogspot/blogger seemed to be down a moment.

Suddenly I was wondering about how they give name of artistes in techno pieces - this thought came from the day I got the Lunaspace version of Show Me The Light. It was tweaked to sound faster (increased tempo), so I utilised Goldwave to slow it down.

Ta dah! It sounds the same as the Mysterio version. Exactly. So do they actually change artiste name due to a different remix/mixer? Or does Mysterio has two names? They could just put "Mysterio - Show Me The Light (Lunaspace Mix)" or something - something which my mixer friends and I do.

Maybe it's the same case with the Eurobeat artistes - many names, same pple.

Just a short moment "that" female came into my mind and I wondered why the ignorance situation happened. Just really felt I do not deserve to be ignored. She would rather return tag to an anonymous person instead of me. She ignored my Friendster msg. She ignored my smses. Chris (was it her?) said she could have missed my smses and maybe Friendster msgs, but she certainly wouldn't miss the tags cos it's still on the same page, and since she made a new tagboard with a new blogskin, she only has 2 tagging visitors so far - me and that anonymous person. If that's not ignoring me, I don't know what is...but I don't wish to confront anything in her use anyway. It's her decision to ignore me, I just know I've done nothing to offend her.


Ytd went town to meet Desy...and stuff and stuff...well I guess I'm not saying much of it...just some dumb stuff...yeah and back home. No SG apart from uranium-taking last night because I played Winning Eleven 8 and C&C Zero Hour...the latter was slow...damn...time to change my system...

...but no money.

Damn. The thought keep going backwards. No no no...forward!!!


I have more personal problems than I thought. It's just me.


Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Just an average midweek Wednesday

[CuRRent MooD:] Average, not very tired

[CuRRent Song:] Fantasy Project - Never Stop

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Today early morning came school for QSE stuff.

Yesterday...another normal day?

Did the usual stuff, Mad actually wanted to draw up her plan for Os but when I reached home and called her, it seems she was somewhere in limbo so the plan was not materialised. Read up on my programming stuff and really should decide on starting it. Hehe.

Den SG. Yeah. Really a small little typical day. It's ok so long as I can pass it without spending too much money. I've spent $3 extra yesterday due to the Laksa + Teh Peng frm the coffeeshop after school.

See ya.

Oh yeah, something I found out about "that" person...which made me a little pissed...but nvr I said, sometimes I just felt unappreciated or ignored. Don't worry, mood will resume very soon cos I will convince myself never to be affected by such pple...what goes round, comes round.


Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral

[CuRRent Song:] Lolita - Wanna Be Your Emotion

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Pokka Green Tea

Current song is Siria - I Will Believe It (Cascada remix). Hehe.

Actually nothing much to blog...yesterday was rather busy with QSE prep and cloning of lab...damn I did that image like thrice -.- made me so fedup, after that cannot Ghost Walker to change computer name...ended up I have to do so for every leh chey...

Went home at ard 6:20pm, reached home helped mum with chores. Then meet up wif Sunshine to pass her stuff, den went home take bath play SG. Initially I felt tired and thought "a game of SG to get ura" ended up me ending the game at abt 4am. LOL...but it was fun I guess, I'm finally maxed stats ready to kick @ss...I have like 8 gold H-weaps imps @ TL120...woo...nice...hehe...

Nothing much really. Today is Tuesday only. Haha...oh yeah, Meiyun called me at night and chatted wif me for a while wif regards to what happened to her on last saturday. So lame. LOL.

Will update if anything.


Monday, October 03, 2005

This is really strange

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, average alertness

[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo

Lol...I think this song has been the third time in recent weeks to be my "current song". Just so happened this way I guess.

Oh yeah, my title came about this way because of blogger. If you happened to read Dan's blog, he faced a problem at home whereby the blogger post editor will have icons lying about everywhere and you can't compose/view a post properly. For my case I can't configure the settings as well...however as I came to school and looked fine...maybe I should try logging in from an SP1 machine in school and see what happens...

Woke up, check stuff online, blogged, go to PS, saw Ivan and Val and got introduced a fren by the name of Rue, den go back Ghim Moh area to makan/drink/chat, go home play SG/watch Vampire...yeah that's my sunday. Well I woke up at 4+pm and slpt at 9amon Sunday, so what do you expect? :P

And yeah, Berlinda kept calling up my phone. And disturbed my sleep.

Ivan was quite funny really. Starting to get used to his "lameness".


Sunday, October 02, 2005

Saturday Stuff

[ CuRRent MooD: ] Neutral

[ CuRRent Song: ] Anjay – If You Dance

[ Last Food/Beverage: ] Rice + fish and Cold Plain Water

It’s near 7am, and guess what I am doing? Eating last night’s dinner. I know its not good, but I jus wanna finish it…well it was me in the first place that didn’t make it back home early…

It was simply a stupid day…did not get responses from somebody out dere, den I was meeting Desy at 5pm…turn out that at 5:40pm when I was reaching Bugis Desy was saying that I’m early! I told her it was 5 and she said I did not confirm…well ok, could be my fault. Waited for her there and she came along and we looked at phones, then we went down Chinatown.

Haha, we exceeded the stop and we walked a stop backwards. Managed to fetch $265 for her 6230 (I think it’s a good price) and she treated me to Mac. After that we were planning about her BBQ and that she brought me into her place to check out the facilities. Ended up her granny said she can’t celebrate her bday dis yr cos 19 is not auspicious so…no choice.

Initially due to Desy’s decision not to go MU I was quite moody…but later on I decided to go because Dan’s there. Called up Meiyun and she was there too, so I reckon if I go it’ll not be too bad. Went there but Linda was late due to work. Waited for her from 11pm till 12:10am when she called and said she lost her way -.- so I had to wait again till 12:30am when Dan came out from MU and found me, and made small chat. Thanks dude =) and Linda eventually came wearing a black dress which really suits her and made her stand out.

Went in MU and looked for Meiyun…oh man, that was certainly a mistake. I’ve learnt to avoid Meiyun when she’s drunk – extremely dangerous. After that we walked around the place and I found Morris, Edwin and Rusty! Nice! LOL…and it turns out Dan knows Rusty as well! The world is so small! The mood was a little better…but things turned a funny direction so my mood was bad again…went out to catch some breath, and still not found back my mood. Went in, convinced myself to claim a Bourbon Coke, downed it and went to the stage and dance. Was a nice feeling really, so I continued for a good half hour or so till Dan came along and we danced together on stage. Certainly coolness to dance with him.

That’s about all, the rest is the usual go home bla bla stuff…

Amelyn’s blog is back, finally.

Hmmm, does the above even matter at all? I guess my life is stuffed with so much insignificant matters.

I want things to turn better, please.


Saturday, October 01, 2005

The Baton From Dan The Man

[ CuRRent MooD: ] Irritated – what happened to blogger?

[ CuRRent Song: ] SG Background Music

[Last Food/Beverage: ] Cabbage soup + Pork bits + Mushrooms

Under the request of Mr Dan the Man, I need to pass the five thingie baton to 5 pple. But before I do…let me just feel up the wateva things (some are so stupid)…

Five colours and the first sexy/sex-related item that comes to mind

Actually I’m hardly surprised I’m being affected by Dan’s thought, but really, the first thing that came to my mind is a dildo, I don’t know why. In relevance, whatever colours you relate to dildos will not make a difference isn’t it? Hey, I noticed the loophole – it only said 5 colours but it didn’t tell me to relate to the item. So here it goes…

Item = Dildo

Colours = Red, Purple, Yellow, Pink, Blue

Five celebrities of the same sex that you COULD have a crush on

This is so f**king impossible, Dan could list it but I couldn’t, since I’ve never, and not ever going to think about this! OMG! I can only agree with Dan’s view of Richard Gere and Will Smith. Seriously, no way will I think about this…

Five things you plan to do before this week ends

Now this is so much more logical. Lemme think, I spoke about my weekend plans right? Dbl O was out since I did not go with Isabelle so here goes…

  1. Meeting up with Desy and getting her gift

  2. Finding out whether Berlinda’s phone can be repaired

  3. Checking selling prices for Desy’s phones

  4. Going Music Underground with Desy, maybe asking Linda, Meiyun, Peishan along, and with Daniel himself there too! Gonna be a cool night out.

  5. More SG? NO. I think something like meeting up with friends that I might not have met before, or meeting Sunshine, or just catch up on sleep.

Five singers/artistes/Djs whose song can make you dance/groove

Another easy one.

  1. Slinkee Minx – Summer Rain

  2. Elizabeth – Crazy Red

  3. Cascada

  4. Spring Break

  5. Master Blaster

Five people you wish to pass this heel/baton to

Simply lame if I pass it back to Daniel, so let me think a little of whoever reads my blog…

  1. Christina – you’re toast.

  2. Sunshine – try it gurl =)

  3. Jeremin – if you happen to be reading my blog, here goes

  4. Sylvia – I know you won’t do it, but if you do, that’s nice =)

  5. Zhuzhu – of cos, if you are even bothered and reading my blog

Ok done. =)

Oh yeah, blogger screwed up on me and I had to use their Blogger for Word to blog.