What a warm...sunday.

[CuRRent MooD:] Tired but awake? =)

[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - Only Love

Actually current song is Fantasy Project's Tell Me -.- haha

Anyway...back from Batam a few hours back...nothing much really...jus look look c c makan a bit..know more abt the island..den like dat lor..spend like 270,000 rupiahs (!!!) - a lot hor?? No la...convert back SGD onli abt $50...haha...buy one Kuah Lapis cake already SGD 22...but very nice...who wants to try faster tell me..will disappear soon..confirm one!!!

Now, to say a word of sorry to Miss Tricia cos I forgot to comment about her blog entry =P (gome)...

To quote from Miss Tricia...

Does it hurt more when ur loved one hurts u or when u hurt ur loved one? Do u love becos u wan to or becos it's love tt loves helplessly? Envision the world u would have to face when the one forsakes u for the other aspects of life whereas u would nv exchange the one for anything. All that one is rendered with are memories and tears that would be wiped away using the hands that were once held tightly when the facade of love churns its masquerade. My gd friend is in agony. What she has learnt is trust. But what i have learnt is that it's really better being alone rather than experiencing emotions on both extreme ends.

I guess for people who've been looking out for love, looking for what's love...this is something we all go through. All the time. When we're in love, out of love, without love, thinking of love, being loved...all the same, her words will go through our minds in wonder.

To say the least, her first question will put a question to your 'style' of love - are you the kind who prefers to love more than the person loving you, or vice versa? Do you look for love that you give more, or you take more? My brother posed me another view - when you are in love, you do not wonder whether you will give more or take more, simply cos if you do, the relationship will crumble. To put an insight to current matters, I'm referring to the style in which you follow when you are looking for love.

The style of love will dictate the result of how the first question is being issued in the first place. If you get hurt more when someone hurts you, I guess in some aspect you expect more from the person...whereas if you get hurt by hurting someone, then probably you are more on the giving side, and in your thinking you care more of how the other party is thinking. Then again, I can refute my first point because in some instances, you end up letting the other party hurt you because you try to UNDERSTAND him/her too much.

How love works is one thing that we can't simply answer the way it is - how we feel towards love is our approach to love...so let us not think too much whether love works in what way...

On the last part, she mentioned about her being left alone than to experience emotions on extreme ends. This is something I digress. How we learn in life is thru experiences, and love is no exceptions. In life we fine-tune expectations and conditions simply by learning thru so many circumstances, and thru all these we learn better to what we want and may not want. When we prefer to be left alone, it only means we try to avoid certain matters - this is something that I can't say is "bad"...but it's never a permanent solution because we will never be able to learn anything in life if we go on avoiding everything.

I like to experience. Even though times may be hard, tough...sometimes even suicidal - however, once we get over it we have an edge over others who don't. If we don't learn in life, we miss out in life.

I hope for those who are in pursuit of learning in life, first learn not to avoid but to be ready for life's challenges. Tricia, how about you?

.LuKe.