A coming weekend, second post of the day

[CuRRent MooD:] In thought

[CuRRent Song:] Transformer - Tranceorient Rush

Actually I can dun need to write anything for today since in normal circumstance no one would have the patience to read beyond my first post - for two reasons.

1) My posts are usually (and unusually) long
2) My blogskin does not help matters in reading
3) No one is bothered about my life enough to read beyond single posts (apart from myself)

While planning for 4.0, I'll try to make sure things are pleasing to the eyes once more.

I gonna try new technologies (sounds big) and ideas for 4.0, so jus relax and wait...haha...

Why have I decided to blog again for today? Jus now I visited one random blogger that I got to know (and she had not added me to Friendster yet - so sad :< ) and briefly went thru her past archives (you guys must be thinking I'm mad) and jus read abt her life.

If you have seen my current nick in MSN, it is this: "I'm Con Vin Ced Li Fe Su Ck s" which is a broken up version of "I'm convinced life sucks" becos there are simply so much things I can't believe it's happening. I've once concluded the world isn't fair but balanced - which of cos holds very true if you think hard enough. For all the love one may have for another, one could not get reciprocal in the end. There are just so many of such pple, so why can't they be together - the devoted wif the dedicated and both loving people? That's of one main thing in life - life's not fair, only balanced. In normal circumstance should it happen, it will cause an imbalance, thus the need to balance by making an equal - having two persons who does not know how to love properly to be together.

Get my point pple? I tink I should stop loving - and make the world slightly balanced by making one who have not learnt how to love, to love better.

Resolution? Decision? Time will tell. I'm very disappointed wif love right now, I mean love to a couple level. You pple know I'm single, and I still am. Go figure.

Oh yea, to that "random blogger", I'm sure your life will be better. Remember to look things on the bright side. You're a bright and bubbly lady, I'm sure things will work out fine for you if and when you want it. "Nothing is impossible so long you try hard enough" - a quote from my friend...

.LuKe.