It's very late now

[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral

[CuRRent Song:] Guang Liang - Yue Ding

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Fish / Teh Peng

Well...actually it's very late now and I should be slping but...

Just roughly go thru wat happened ytd.

I believe many of you who had known me for some time knows just how much I regards my friends, how much I protect my frens and godsisters. It seems that he had really crossed my boundary and I'm still restraining myself.

What happened was that on one saturday, my bro smsed me whether I have $20 to spare cos our fren needs it. Initially I wanted to decline, but upon seeing it's a particular fren's request, I hesitated. I asked him why she did not approach me herself and he said she did request thru him but he did not have the cash so he approached me instead. Being doubtful, I asked him to tell her to msg me the account number. She did, so I thought it was true...or so I thought.

That day after the transfer, I went down to the usual haunt and checked wif her if the money was deposited and she said yes, it did. She continued her game without saying when she will return - quite unlike her style, but probably cos she was busy I didn't really bother her with it. Budget is rather low dis month so I smsed her the next day or so asking when she will return the money. No reply...never mind, it's rather normal since she do miss sms at times. On that night, she was on MSN and asked me a funny question, about something to do with return of money, but vice versa. I was like ?????? so I asked her but she did not respond.

Ytd she msged me if my bro said that she was the one needing money and I said yeah, if I did not misintepret the SMS my bro left for me. I double-checked...yeah no, I doubt I misintepreted. It turned out that my bro owed her some money and being down on resources, she asked my bro for the money. He did not have any, so he asked from me. I transferred, thinking SHE was the one borrowing. Yes she needed the money, but it was actually my bro who caused the problems. I was like WTF. WTF!!!!! I can't believe my bro did that. She is already bloody pitiful, no family le, money also using what her decreased mum left for her, in Singapore also living under someone else's roof and without a job...den my bro still dare to borrow that much money from her???

JUST WHAT IS THAT BLOODY USELESS BROTHER OF MINE THINKING? HAS HE GONE BONKERS???

He wanna screw half of my life upside down, I already resigned to it. He screwed my family upside down, that I have nothing to say....BUT I can't stand MY FRIENDS BEING PART OF HIS VICTIMS as well.

Sadly said, I believe her much more than my bro...since he had already disappointed those that had faith (may still be hoping) in him many many countless times.

This being said, I may still clear part of the debts for him...to be exact, I'm giving face to my friend who was an unfortunate victim. There is no single way I think he can return the money, and my friend is prepared to give up this friendship. It sounds bad but if you're at the end of it, you will understand why.

Borrow money. Don't return. Then twist the words. I can't believe he did it right in front of me and my friend.

He owes me an explanation.

.LuKe.

P.S. Post created at 1+am but edited the next day.