Divine Protection

[CuRRent MooD:] Figuring Mood

[CuRRent Song:] Magic D - Someday (Original Radio Edit)

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Rice + Steamed Fish

Weird title eh? This thing has been revolving around my mind for an extreme amount of time, but most notably these few years. I did notice that whatever I do, whatever I plan and think is often been prejudged or negated by some "higher being" up there.

I'm far from a good guy, so I do harbour evil intentions at times. This is an interesting thought though, that every time I do plan carefully and with purpose, somehow something will happen that will spoil the entire plan or cripple it so there is no way I can proceed even with contingency plans. If this ain't divine intervention, I wonder what it is. It happened WAY too much times.

Either He has been protecting me from harm, or that He is preventing others from being harmed, that He chose to stop all similar processes. It could be that whatever I do may cause myself harm in the long run that was stopped, or that it could cause more damage to others so it got interrupted. Whatever it is, it is certainly weird.

Coming to another point, when will this Protection actually end? I start to speculate, and my first deduction will be when my family gets properly taken care of (actually I'm referring to the "worse" sense, but I'm not spelling it out here). Once they are being taken care of, there is nothing left for me to fend for, to worry for, and therefore I'm left by myself to account for and I do not require to repay debts, thus leaving me to be exposed to the very deep evils of the world. Other than this speculation, I cannot find another probable date that the Protection will cease. Call it an imaginary view, but that's me - living in my dream world.

Point of note: Divine Protection actually makes an exception if a great deal of lessons are to be learnt from an escapade. I can't really remember if this happened more than once (what I mean is I made plans for something to happen and it actually happens), but I do recall the single one in Shan's incident.

... Scanning Memories ...

... Stopping Scan ...

I really can't think of anything else that was sinisterly planned and succeeded.

Let's see if Divine Protection works on my next "evil plan".

.LuKe.

Disclaimer: I'm only ranting and expressing my thoughts. I hope I won't receive any form of preaching.