[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, lil tired
[CuRRent Song:] 杜德伟 - 救我
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo (x2) & bread toast wif sausage + mayo + crabstick
Wondered how I get such sumptuous breakfast? All thanks to my darling dearest Sunshine :) :P MUACKZ love ya to bits for preparing such breakfast...touched till no words can be said :D
Ok I'm easily satisfied for this matter. Back to life :)
Speaking of which, I wanna find that song...it's played in MU a few times but so far I had zero luck finding it...anyway why I said it's a tough entry cos I've not written my blog for 5 days...so how to backtrack sia...lol...
Wednesday:
Think I was at home or something...only remembered I went to book dental appointment on Friday...
Thursday:
Public holiday...den nothing much I guess...haha memory not good liao...remembered I went out at night...yeah that's about it...hahahha!!!
Friday:
Also go out...but then dental changed to Monday cos dentist need perform surgery last-min...went out at night lor...
Saturday:
Expected one...go out...went to PS to meet bro, den went Bugis bought something, den asked bro help me bring home cos I going MU, den went MU and reached 930pm. Bumped onto a new fren from last week under Rusty's circle, waited for them till 945pm before I went in...den saw Tommy and Raymond...came out wif chop den went to 7-11 to buy drinks...drink and chat...den went back in...by the time Linda + Rusty + gang came, it's already like 11 something...or 12 plus I forgot le...good thing Lecherous Monk came!!! :) LOL he said he dun wan his identity be divulged so no choice...he introed 2 of his frens den we hang out there and chat and look ard...den as usual lor...dance and wateva...I onli took very little alcohol but he hyped up the mood a lot...thanks! Oh yeah, when RnB came in we went to makan and watch football n chat...happened to know some new pple...one of them is like mix of Eleen (zhuzhu) + Shan (my ex)...hahaha...den nothing much la...den went back MU at 2+am...enjoy the music. The power thing that night is that the crowd lasted till 430am! That was way too cool! Closing, den walked some of them to their bus stop when the NR didn't come, they took cab home...I walked to my bus stop waited for bus...den SUPER SUAY rain...den went home lor...
Sunday:
Went to look for Sunshine in the afternoon...evening went down PS initially to pass something to Berlinda but ended up she said next week...so no choice...den met up wif Serene (Rusty's contact)...den sent her home...siao lor waste of time and money cos she lives in SENG KANG...stupid sia...den she like bomb n bomb my phone wif SMS...which I already exceeded...haiz...den went home played SG n stuff...den "sleep" cos I did not even manage to sleep much :( sadz...ended up now so tired...
Oh well...that sums up my 5 days...hahaha...I know my memory sucks but what to do...well actually also nothing much happening in life...enjoying the peace perhaps? Hope it will continue be peaceful...dun wanna be interrupted...
.LuKe.
Monday, November 07, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
This is a Wednesday (eve of PH again!)
[CuRRent MooD:] Lil tired, average
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Calling You (Album Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
I might be visiting the dentist today...cos I'm starting to feel a toothache...damnit. Gonna have an hour of torture again :p
Oh...so I didn't update too much eh...Monday...well I was doing odd stuff in school...after that met up wif Sunshine and went to town to buy CDs and makan dinner...hehe bought 2 CDS - Best Techno Hits and Dance Attack! No.1 Euro Chart Hits..the songs are not bad though :)
Tuesday...slp till 4pm...den woke up by Sunshine cos going out wif her...den went to Suntec to walk and makan...den went to Esplanade slack the night away den came back home...
Today? Dunno. Maybe dentist lor. Sian and waste money but no choice...besides, wanted to go for some time le...not checked by dentist for some time le..den got one stupid hole in one of my molars..I think comfirm will be painful session...besides everytime need to use that stupid drill thingie to drill into the plaque...lol
KKz...anything will update again...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Calling You (Album Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
I might be visiting the dentist today...cos I'm starting to feel a toothache...damnit. Gonna have an hour of torture again :p
Oh...so I didn't update too much eh...Monday...well I was doing odd stuff in school...after that met up wif Sunshine and went to town to buy CDs and makan dinner...hehe bought 2 CDS - Best Techno Hits and Dance Attack! No.1 Euro Chart Hits..the songs are not bad though :)
Tuesday...slp till 4pm...den woke up by Sunshine cos going out wif her...den went to Suntec to walk and makan...den went to Esplanade slack the night away den came back home...
Today? Dunno. Maybe dentist lor. Sian and waste money but no choice...besides, wanted to go for some time le...not checked by dentist for some time le..den got one stupid hole in one of my molars..I think comfirm will be painful session...besides everytime need to use that stupid drill thingie to drill into the plaque...lol
KKz...anything will update again...
.LuKe.
Monday, October 31, 2005
*Yawnz* Monday
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired, average mood
[CuRRent Song:] Nebula - Sea Angel
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
I've talked about Friday's funny meetup with Carol, so let's just leave to Saturday and Sunday...wait, I thought my weekends' the same nowadays? Hmmm...I guess so, but since I got nothing to do...so just update lor...:P
Saturday:
Went to market wif mum...come back and slp...till 4+pm when Mad called me to pop down Sim Lim to help Allan with his comp...den went dere to buy the PC, and met up with Darkwolf. Went to Pool Junction and saw MondayBlues (now I knoe her name is Serene), they play pool while we hang ard watch and play photohunt...hahaa...after that wanted to walk down MU for a while when Linda called and said she wanna meet up...so ok, sure...I went to PS Star Fac to play games and waited for her till 11+pm...ouch...den meet le walk a while den she said she wanted to go MU -.- so go lor...saw Edwin and Rusty...den dance n dance lor...till 3+ they started 1 + 1 housepour...Linda said she wanted to drink so I asked Rusty if he's member (which he is) so he helped to order...ordered 2 Bourbon Cokes and Vodka Ribena (he ordered the latter which I'm happy) and upon this I realised those pple at the bar are siao sia...the Bourbon Coke I think I should just call it Chivas...damn concentrated!!! Ended up I took his Vodka Ribena (which is so much nicer cos of concentration differences) and each of us finished a jug (not much pple to share cos by that time most of the kakis had left) and of cos that's my first ever time I finished a jug by myself...lol...I noe lousy lah, but have to start somewhere rite...:p
After MU closing, Rusty suggested to go YingHuang which is at Shaw there...so we walked down and spent time there till 6am...den Linda suggested going to the beach! But b4 dat they dragged everyone to Mac to makan breakfast...den after that seems everyone almost tired le...so in the end cos I tired also, I left Linda and Rusty to go since I knoe Rusty will probably take good care of her and that she is in proper hands.
Sunday:
Went to find my Sunshine and spent 13 hours over at her place. Nice time wif her :) muackz :P
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Nebula - Sea Angel
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
I've talked about Friday's funny meetup with Carol, so let's just leave to Saturday and Sunday...wait, I thought my weekends' the same nowadays? Hmmm...I guess so, but since I got nothing to do...so just update lor...:P
Saturday:
Went to market wif mum...come back and slp...till 4+pm when Mad called me to pop down Sim Lim to help Allan with his comp...den went dere to buy the PC, and met up with Darkwolf. Went to Pool Junction and saw MondayBlues (now I knoe her name is Serene), they play pool while we hang ard watch and play photohunt...hahaa...after that wanted to walk down MU for a while when Linda called and said she wanna meet up...so ok, sure...I went to PS Star Fac to play games and waited for her till 11+pm...ouch...den meet le walk a while den she said she wanted to go MU -.- so go lor...saw Edwin and Rusty...den dance n dance lor...till 3+ they started 1 + 1 housepour...Linda said she wanted to drink so I asked Rusty if he's member (which he is) so he helped to order...ordered 2 Bourbon Cokes and Vodka Ribena (he ordered the latter which I'm happy) and upon this I realised those pple at the bar are siao sia...the Bourbon Coke I think I should just call it Chivas...damn concentrated!!! Ended up I took his Vodka Ribena (which is so much nicer cos of concentration differences) and each of us finished a jug (not much pple to share cos by that time most of the kakis had left) and of cos that's my first ever time I finished a jug by myself...lol...I noe lousy lah, but have to start somewhere rite...:p
After MU closing, Rusty suggested to go YingHuang which is at Shaw there...so we walked down and spent time there till 6am...den Linda suggested going to the beach! But b4 dat they dragged everyone to Mac to makan breakfast...den after that seems everyone almost tired le...so in the end cos I tired also, I left Linda and Rusty to go since I knoe Rusty will probably take good care of her and that she is in proper hands.
Sunday:
Went to find my Sunshine and spent 13 hours over at her place. Nice time wif her :) muackz :P
.LuKe.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Out of the norm on a Saturday Morning
[CuRRent MooD:] Little emotional
[CuRRent Song:] Kylie Minogue - On A Night Like This
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Rice (brown + white) + black bean soup
It's unusual of me to be blogging on a saturday - in normal circumstances I will be blogging about the weekend on Monday but cos I need to get a small issue off my chest...and with Sunshine asleep...oh well...
Just now I opened my Hotmail and spotted a Friendster notice - someone has updated her Friendster Blog. She's Jiaru. Who's Jiaru?
Jiaru is the sister of my childhood sweetheart, Jiawen (also known as Annette).
I looked at the picture...a small girl. Can't be Jiaru, I thought. I clicked the link and logged into Friendster. Looked into her profile and saw a picture I might not wish to see...
Jiawen's solemnization pictures. A sight of my childhood sweetheart...married.
Yes, few months ago I knew that. It's hard to think about it, and when I see it...I felt weird. Kinda sour. Certainly not jealousy. It's a sense of helplessness.
The past is the past and I do not wish to dwell on it...but I'm human and full of emotions, hard for me not to think back and ponder about it. I did not know why things had to turn in that direction that time...I know, all my bad memories will start flowing back into my brain this very moment I start talking about this...I will have to stop it. I'll play SG or whatever game on my hands.
Back to present, just now went to Bugis to meet up with LSX pple. Carol looks younger compared to the pictures, and one thing you can certainly tell she's young.
Her expressions. I can't describe it but if you know me personally, I can show it to you. It was hilarious. It was half a crap session as we ended a lot of situations being OOT but we still managed to get comments and drafts done.
I'm being assigned "Game Master" position. I hope I am up to the task.
Still smiling and grinning about Carol's extremeness expressions. Very funny!
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Kylie Minogue - On A Night Like This
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Rice (brown + white) + black bean soup
It's unusual of me to be blogging on a saturday - in normal circumstances I will be blogging about the weekend on Monday but cos I need to get a small issue off my chest...and with Sunshine asleep...oh well...
Just now I opened my Hotmail and spotted a Friendster notice - someone has updated her Friendster Blog. She's Jiaru. Who's Jiaru?
Jiaru is the sister of my childhood sweetheart, Jiawen (also known as Annette).
I looked at the picture...a small girl. Can't be Jiaru, I thought. I clicked the link and logged into Friendster. Looked into her profile and saw a picture I might not wish to see...
Jiawen's solemnization pictures. A sight of my childhood sweetheart...married.
Yes, few months ago I knew that. It's hard to think about it, and when I see it...I felt weird. Kinda sour. Certainly not jealousy. It's a sense of helplessness.
The past is the past and I do not wish to dwell on it...but I'm human and full of emotions, hard for me not to think back and ponder about it. I did not know why things had to turn in that direction that time...I know, all my bad memories will start flowing back into my brain this very moment I start talking about this...I will have to stop it. I'll play SG or whatever game on my hands.
Back to present, just now went to Bugis to meet up with LSX pple. Carol looks younger compared to the pictures, and one thing you can certainly tell she's young.
Her expressions. I can't describe it but if you know me personally, I can show it to you. It was hilarious. It was half a crap session as we ended a lot of situations being OOT but we still managed to get comments and drafts done.
I'm being assigned "Game Master" position. I hope I am up to the task.
Still smiling and grinning about Carol's extremeness expressions. Very funny!
.LuKe.
Friday, October 28, 2005
It's Friday! =)
[CuRRent MooD:] Average alertness
[CuRRent Song:] Kylie Minogue - Red Blooded Woman
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Patching again. Haha...anyway the alarm sounded in the morning and the first sms of the morning is a msg from last night (I suppose, but it's this morning I think) and then I continued replying lor...den Sunshine called to morning call me...:) nice of her to have done so...:)
Yeah...later got makan at 11am...dun need spend money on lunch le...so happy!! :)
Anyway...when I woke up I saw mum doing stuff. Asked her why she woke up so early she said just to do a bit of moving about b4 she gets back to bed again. Hmmm...ok. Just did my usual stuff and came to school.
What's it yesterday? On way going home, Sunshine told me she'll be going her aunt's place..ok, so I went back home to SG...den she said she will go walk walk wif her aunt...so I took my diary and went to Mac and makan, and wrote. I know it's weird to have both a blog and diary, but they served different purposes. Anyway...Berlinda called a few times and the last time resulted me spending time in Mac thus not making it home before the downpour - stuck in Mac!!! Then bo bian, just went through my entries in the diary...just when I was leaving I bumped onto Bingwen (my same block neighbour) and we went home together with his umbrella sheltering me from the weather.
Logged on LSX, did some maintenance to the system...used the comp for a while (included all the makan and wateva) and Jaslyn called to chat. Gave my system up for my bro to use and we chatted till 3am where my phone almost went out of battery...if not, I think she will continue talking...she ji tao really noe a lot of crap to tok...lol...
I'll be meeting up LSX pple in the evening...here's the list...
1) Blizzard (Roy)
2) Darkwolf (Tommy)
3) Cinimod (Dominic)
4) DJ Zach (dunno his real name)
5) Cyric (Rank)
6) Garnet (Winnie)
7) Colourlee (Carol)
...for the End of Year Event Programmes Meeting. I hope we will actually be getting the agenda done rather than random yakking and chatting. I know it shouldn't be a very serious meetup but something needs to be done. I think I better bring some writing materials just in case.
Ok till next update...
[ Update - 1032 Hours ]
Got time go listen to this: http://podcast.mrbrown.com/tmbs-051010.mp3
Quite funny...about customizing car...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Kylie Minogue - Red Blooded Woman
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Patching again. Haha...anyway the alarm sounded in the morning and the first sms of the morning is a msg from last night (I suppose, but it's this morning I think) and then I continued replying lor...den Sunshine called to morning call me...:) nice of her to have done so...:)
Yeah...later got makan at 11am...dun need spend money on lunch le...so happy!! :)
Anyway...when I woke up I saw mum doing stuff. Asked her why she woke up so early she said just to do a bit of moving about b4 she gets back to bed again. Hmmm...ok. Just did my usual stuff and came to school.
What's it yesterday? On way going home, Sunshine told me she'll be going her aunt's place..ok, so I went back home to SG...den she said she will go walk walk wif her aunt...so I took my diary and went to Mac and makan, and wrote. I know it's weird to have both a blog and diary, but they served different purposes. Anyway...Berlinda called a few times and the last time resulted me spending time in Mac thus not making it home before the downpour - stuck in Mac!!! Then bo bian, just went through my entries in the diary...just when I was leaving I bumped onto Bingwen (my same block neighbour) and we went home together with his umbrella sheltering me from the weather.
Logged on LSX, did some maintenance to the system...used the comp for a while (included all the makan and wateva) and Jaslyn called to chat. Gave my system up for my bro to use and we chatted till 3am where my phone almost went out of battery...if not, I think she will continue talking...she ji tao really noe a lot of crap to tok...lol...
I'll be meeting up LSX pple in the evening...here's the list...
1) Blizzard (Roy)
2) Darkwolf (Tommy)
3) Cinimod (Dominic)
4) DJ Zach (dunno his real name)
5) Cyric (Rank)
6) Garnet (Winnie)
7) Colourlee (Carol)
...for the End of Year Event Programmes Meeting. I hope we will actually be getting the agenda done rather than random yakking and chatting. I know it shouldn't be a very serious meetup but something needs to be done. I think I better bring some writing materials just in case.
Ok till next update...
[ Update - 1032 Hours ]
Got time go listen to this: http://podcast.mrbrown.com/tmbs-051010.mp3
Quite funny...about customizing car...
.LuKe.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Thursday close to Friday
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine
[CuRRent Song:] Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For (Went thru some songs already)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
So so so...what's up yesterday?
Nothing much...met up with Sunshine, spent some time wif her, sent her to service, went home mop floor and makan, den fetch her back home, den back home bath den play SG...yeah.
Hahaha.
End of Wednesday.
Boring? Not really.
Hahaha.
Today's Thursday. Hmmm...gonna work towards the weekend. Anyway I've sent an application for "internal promotion". :) hope it works out.
[ Update - 1110 Hours ]
DU LAN! My account in Reincarnation tio banned!!! What for? For logging on a few times a day? For buying and generating lots of items? For not attacking anyone? STUPID MAN! Now I understand why they said the admins suck. LOL.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For (Went thru some songs already)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
So so so...what's up yesterday?
Nothing much...met up with Sunshine, spent some time wif her, sent her to service, went home mop floor and makan, den fetch her back home, den back home bath den play SG...yeah.
Hahaha.
End of Wednesday.
Boring? Not really.
Hahaha.
Today's Thursday. Hmmm...gonna work towards the weekend. Anyway I've sent an application for "internal promotion". :) hope it works out.
[ Update - 1110 Hours ]
DU LAN! My account in Reincarnation tio banned!!! What for? For logging on a few times a day? For buying and generating lots of items? For not attacking anyone? STUPID MAN! Now I understand why they said the admins suck. LOL.
.LuKe.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
A Wednesday
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine, irritated a little
[CuRRent Song:] Fantasy Project - Gimme Love (Extended Mix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Starhub really irks me at times. For some unknown reason I've tried logging into their account manager but failed. I've took down the password, changed it before and took that down, and they still won't allow entry and lock me out. It's really freaking dumb.
Yesterday I was on SG mood, well kinda, so I played SG. I think there wasn't anything much since I've featured whatever shit that had happened last morning and noon. Went to fetch Sunshine home at night, and tried to slp early...ended up woken up by Berlinda's call and found that I couldn't sleep much anymore. Tossed and turned and the next moment I checked my phone, it's 4:30am. Ouch. Surprised I'm awake now.
Oh yeah, did a random wallpaper for a forumer. She did not request it, but I did it out of fun on my free time. Just my usual routine - seems weird that I do such pointless stuff.
Now doing SP2 patching again - I'll update if any.
[ Update - 1239 Hours ]
Somehow I still feel that Divinity is punishing me for whatever irresponsible and bad sins I've done. Sigh.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Fantasy Project - Gimme Love (Extended Mix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Starhub really irks me at times. For some unknown reason I've tried logging into their account manager but failed. I've took down the password, changed it before and took that down, and they still won't allow entry and lock me out. It's really freaking dumb.
Yesterday I was on SG mood, well kinda, so I played SG. I think there wasn't anything much since I've featured whatever shit that had happened last morning and noon. Went to fetch Sunshine home at night, and tried to slp early...ended up woken up by Berlinda's call and found that I couldn't sleep much anymore. Tossed and turned and the next moment I checked my phone, it's 4:30am. Ouch. Surprised I'm awake now.
Oh yeah, did a random wallpaper for a forumer. She did not request it, but I did it out of fun on my free time. Just my usual routine - seems weird that I do such pointless stuff.
Now doing SP2 patching again - I'll update if any.
[ Update - 1239 Hours ]
Somehow I still feel that Divinity is punishing me for whatever irresponsible and bad sins I've done. Sigh.
.LuKe.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I am TIRED
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired
[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - There Is A Star
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Curry Rice & ingredients + Iced Lemon Tea
This morning was busy. Ouch. The 2 PCs which I tried upgrading to SP2 in staff room failed on me and died. I had to recover which I took super lots of attempts, and only one managed to upgrade to SP2 while the other stayed at SP1...it's a strange computer to say the least...I think I got to tackle the HOD Room PC morrow...still stuck at infancy...lol
While I was doing the above, got arrow ask me go lab prepare for some workshop thingie! ALamak waste of my energy and time but bo bian, so went up prepare...den makan and rest...nothing much right? But I used so much brain cells I'm tired out. Then went to Lab 2 and found that those workshop pple actually offed the main switch without offing the other power switches, thus it activated the circuit breaker to cut energy off from the lab. Good thing I figured a little and got it back - but it was a scare.
Yesterday...hmmm...after work it was raining. Wait...before that, Carol from LSX added me to Friendster, den I added her on MSN...we chatted for 2 hours plus while waiting for the damned SP2 to patch properly...den turned out it took more time than usual...but no choice...good thing she kept me company online during that time else it will be so bored and I think I will be dozing off on my desk..hahaha...den after that I knocked off and noticed it was raining, so I took an umbrella and went to MRT station to fetch Sunshine...den sent her home...after that she went service and I went home...home did some configuration to the system and got Bro's jap game working...also got new software working...den went to fetch Sunshine from terminal...den sent her home...yeah like dis lor...
I think. Haha. Den reached home slack, play game, slp. Didn't really play a lot of SG ytd.
Anyway I think it's time to break the news pple...I'm attached! :) I have a girlfriend now...so those who might wanna hope I be their "perfect" boyfriend, sorry ah I'm taken :P (wah piang so BHB!!!) but if you want you can queue lah...I think my girlfriend wun mind one...she also got queue one leh...the guys queue from her place to another block lor...lol...:P say until so kua zhang...
Who is she? Go figure lor..very easy one wat..rite..:P
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine~"
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - There Is A Star
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Curry Rice & ingredients + Iced Lemon Tea
This morning was busy. Ouch. The 2 PCs which I tried upgrading to SP2 in staff room failed on me and died. I had to recover which I took super lots of attempts, and only one managed to upgrade to SP2 while the other stayed at SP1...it's a strange computer to say the least...I think I got to tackle the HOD Room PC morrow...still stuck at infancy...lol
While I was doing the above, got arrow ask me go lab prepare for some workshop thingie! ALamak waste of my energy and time but bo bian, so went up prepare...den makan and rest...nothing much right? But I used so much brain cells I'm tired out. Then went to Lab 2 and found that those workshop pple actually offed the main switch without offing the other power switches, thus it activated the circuit breaker to cut energy off from the lab. Good thing I figured a little and got it back - but it was a scare.
Yesterday...hmmm...after work it was raining. Wait...before that, Carol from LSX added me to Friendster, den I added her on MSN...we chatted for 2 hours plus while waiting for the damned SP2 to patch properly...den turned out it took more time than usual...but no choice...good thing she kept me company online during that time else it will be so bored and I think I will be dozing off on my desk..hahaha...den after that I knocked off and noticed it was raining, so I took an umbrella and went to MRT station to fetch Sunshine...den sent her home...after that she went service and I went home...home did some configuration to the system and got Bro's jap game working...also got new software working...den went to fetch Sunshine from terminal...den sent her home...yeah like dis lor...
I think. Haha. Den reached home slack, play game, slp. Didn't really play a lot of SG ytd.
Anyway I think it's time to break the news pple...I'm attached! :) I have a girlfriend now...so those who might wanna hope I be their "perfect" boyfriend, sorry ah I'm taken :P (wah piang so BHB!!!) but if you want you can queue lah...I think my girlfriend wun mind one...she also got queue one leh...the guys queue from her place to another block lor...lol...:P say until so kua zhang...
Who is she? Go figure lor..very easy one wat..rite..:P
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine~"
.LuKe.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Tired Monday
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired (see my title?)
[CuRRent Song:] Bananarama - Move In My Direction
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Tired. Yawnz. Slept at 4am as I was chatting wif Eleen...lol she sudden low mood so she called me lor..den since long time no chat den just chat and crap wif her...den until 4am..power anot..haha..woke up just now so tired felt like slping more...but sunshine msged me to wake up le...so cannot slack on bed liao...hahha...
So back to my summaries...
Friday:
Haha I can't remember what I did...I think I went PS...played Puzzle Fighter...went back home...hahaha...something like that...I only remembered I played SG till 6am I think...den I slp till 10+am...den...
Saturday:
...went market wif mom. Memory blocked -.- can't remember what I did...I think I slept till ard 6+ or 7+ or 5+ den played SG...lol...den went PS, den went MU. Sent Linda back home, reached home morning ard 7am.
Sunday:
Bathed, played SG and "Reincarnation", then went to find Sunshine...den back home, played again till 6+pm, slp till 10+pm, went to Mac makan...come back, play again.
LOL. Stupid weekend eh? Hahaha...
Now chatting wif Michelle abt Salsa VS Jazz Dance...lol
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Bananarama - Move In My Direction
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Tired. Yawnz. Slept at 4am as I was chatting wif Eleen...lol she sudden low mood so she called me lor..den since long time no chat den just chat and crap wif her...den until 4am..power anot..haha..woke up just now so tired felt like slping more...but sunshine msged me to wake up le...so cannot slack on bed liao...hahha...
So back to my summaries...
Friday:
Haha I can't remember what I did...I think I went PS...played Puzzle Fighter...went back home...hahaha...something like that...I only remembered I played SG till 6am I think...den I slp till 10+am...den...
Saturday:
...went market wif mom. Memory blocked -.- can't remember what I did...I think I slept till ard 6+ or 7+ or 5+ den played SG...lol...den went PS, den went MU. Sent Linda back home, reached home morning ard 7am.
Sunday:
Bathed, played SG and "Reincarnation", then went to find Sunshine...den back home, played again till 6+pm, slp till 10+pm, went to Mac makan...come back, play again.
LOL. Stupid weekend eh? Hahaha...
Now chatting wif Michelle abt Salsa VS Jazz Dance...lol
.LuKe.
Friday, October 21, 2005
A planned rest on this Friday
[CuRRent MooD:] A bit tired, glad
[CuRRent Song:] Anjay - If You Dance
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Beehoon + Curry Puff
Today school provide breakfast cos got staff meeting :P hahaha...so nice...lol free breakfast! Not just milo milo all the way!
Keke...oh yeah been rare to see "glad" mood eh? That's cos 2 persons justified my reasoning in the forum! That's 2 for 2! At least my cause has been defended, thanks to both of them...really glad someone came out to speak for me. I dun wish to continue the OOT posts so I just decided to back out...when they appeared to clear my way. I'm really happy - or should I call it sweet revenge? Well nothing much to avenge about also...just hurt ego, maybe?
Nothing much about yesterday...install SP2 in school, reach home and went out again to Chinatown to get my dad's phone done. The guy said water went into the phone and I was reasoning out with him saying that there is no way that could happen, and that it's certainly not my problem since the problem started right after I tried the phone at home. The end he sent it for a 2-week repair. Duh.
After that took 851 down to Bugis and met up with Linda and her Malaysian fren (and my bro), after that had dinner at an eating place behind one of the bus stop at Bugis, then walked to PS and played DDR in Zone-X, then walked down from PS to Cineleisure to have my Chocobits. Then walked down to Orchard and took bus back home.
Home, watched Anime, bath, makan, watch TV den play SG. Den sleep.
It's SG again tonight I guess. No money to walk walk and play play le :P
So what's the plans for the weekend? I think for morrow I'll be either...hmmm...I dunno? Heard that my neighbours wanted to go Marina South to fly kite, and Linda was trying to find places to waste time away. At night my bro said he might go MU cos his frens will be there - contemplating whether I should be there, but with Linda constantly saying that she will appreciate it if I'm there (guess she's being too comfortable with my presence), I really feel funny going there. I dun wish to associate that place with anybody, but right now this is the issue. I dun like such situations, really. Irks me.
[ Update - 0936 Hours ]
Stupid sia...a processor had burnt pins in one of the comp and they said it's not covered under warranty -.- as if I will go and burn the pins like dat...stupid sia...I dun think my HODIT will accept the quotation since the warranty will end in less than half a year's time...oh well, they wanna waste time, ink and paper - that's their business. Really stupid leh.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Anjay - If You Dance
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Beehoon + Curry Puff
Today school provide breakfast cos got staff meeting :P hahaha...so nice...lol free breakfast! Not just milo milo all the way!
Keke...oh yeah been rare to see "glad" mood eh? That's cos 2 persons justified my reasoning in the forum! That's 2 for 2! At least my cause has been defended, thanks to both of them...really glad someone came out to speak for me. I dun wish to continue the OOT posts so I just decided to back out...when they appeared to clear my way. I'm really happy - or should I call it sweet revenge? Well nothing much to avenge about also...just hurt ego, maybe?
Nothing much about yesterday...install SP2 in school, reach home and went out again to Chinatown to get my dad's phone done. The guy said water went into the phone and I was reasoning out with him saying that there is no way that could happen, and that it's certainly not my problem since the problem started right after I tried the phone at home. The end he sent it for a 2-week repair. Duh.
After that took 851 down to Bugis and met up with Linda and her Malaysian fren (and my bro), after that had dinner at an eating place behind one of the bus stop at Bugis, then walked to PS and played DDR in Zone-X, then walked down from PS to Cineleisure to have my Chocobits. Then walked down to Orchard and took bus back home.
Home, watched Anime, bath, makan, watch TV den play SG. Den sleep.
It's SG again tonight I guess. No money to walk walk and play play le :P
So what's the plans for the weekend? I think for morrow I'll be either...hmmm...I dunno? Heard that my neighbours wanted to go Marina South to fly kite, and Linda was trying to find places to waste time away. At night my bro said he might go MU cos his frens will be there - contemplating whether I should be there, but with Linda constantly saying that she will appreciate it if I'm there (guess she's being too comfortable with my presence), I really feel funny going there. I dun wish to associate that place with anybody, but right now this is the issue. I dun like such situations, really. Irks me.
[ Update - 0936 Hours ]
Stupid sia...a processor had burnt pins in one of the comp and they said it's not covered under warranty -.- as if I will go and burn the pins like dat...stupid sia...I dun think my HODIT will accept the quotation since the warranty will end in less than half a year's time...oh well, they wanna waste time, ink and paper - that's their business. Really stupid leh.
.LuKe.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Feeling Thursday, or Thursday Feeling?
[CuRRent MooD:] Emotional, tired
[CuRRent Song:] Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Somehow I felt emotional, I guess it's just life playing tricks on me.
Someone in forum had irritated me twice this month. I wonder if he had changed from the times I knew him, or was there anything that happened between us that I've never known. It seems to me he had changed much from the times, I've started to not see proper light to his very purposes. Now I shall pull my finger from the button that promptly agrees to myself going for the End Of Year event for LSX...I'm now not certain of my purpose there. Of cos, I'm never in LSX for any particular person, but sometimes when mood gets to you it wonders your very purpose and existence in life.
That lady just updated her profile and I've just given her a testimonial. My guess was more or less correct, and congratulations. Just hope everything works fine on her side, and efforts have not been wasted. Personally I know what had been "wasted" but life's like this - you can plan all you want in anything, but Divinity has other plans. In chinese they call it 人算不如天算. Once life works proper for someone whom I've once shown care, I guess my purpose is fulfilled.
Back to "yesterday" news.
Worked till 6:30pm, cool eh? Haha...but the shock was not the late hour but the call after that. Linda just called to say she'll pop by my place with my brother and I was like O.o wtf??? She said to visit my mum. Hmmm...
The night just went past like this, watching TV and me mopping the floor. Then sent her to bus stop, den went back to look for Ivan (chanced upon Ivan, Valerie and her bf on the way to the bus stop) and went home. Bathed and watched TV, played SG and Zero Hour. Sleep.
At times like now, my heart is frail. I'm feeling more tired than I should have been. Going to Chinatown later, then to Bugis to meet Linda and her friend whom she introduced on Saturday in MU. Heard from my bro and her that the guy is rather good at Exceed - I'll know soon I guess.
I need an fflush() for my emotional buffer.
[ Update - 0926 Hours ]
Suddenly felt like going to chiong and dance. But I know myself not to do that on day which the following day's a work day. Also, I have no money to be there in the first place. Guess it's just stupid mood acting on myself.
[ Update - 1316 Hours ]
Sianz...forum getting on my nerves...pple like to bite on me and no one to defend me :( so sad...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Somehow I felt emotional, I guess it's just life playing tricks on me.
Someone in forum had irritated me twice this month. I wonder if he had changed from the times I knew him, or was there anything that happened between us that I've never known. It seems to me he had changed much from the times, I've started to not see proper light to his very purposes. Now I shall pull my finger from the button that promptly agrees to myself going for the End Of Year event for LSX...I'm now not certain of my purpose there. Of cos, I'm never in LSX for any particular person, but sometimes when mood gets to you it wonders your very purpose and existence in life.
That lady just updated her profile and I've just given her a testimonial. My guess was more or less correct, and congratulations. Just hope everything works fine on her side, and efforts have not been wasted. Personally I know what had been "wasted" but life's like this - you can plan all you want in anything, but Divinity has other plans. In chinese they call it 人算不如天算. Once life works proper for someone whom I've once shown care, I guess my purpose is fulfilled.
Back to "yesterday" news.
Worked till 6:30pm, cool eh? Haha...but the shock was not the late hour but the call after that. Linda just called to say she'll pop by my place with my brother and I was like O.o wtf??? She said to visit my mum. Hmmm...
The night just went past like this, watching TV and me mopping the floor. Then sent her to bus stop, den went back to look for Ivan (chanced upon Ivan, Valerie and her bf on the way to the bus stop) and went home. Bathed and watched TV, played SG and Zero Hour. Sleep.
At times like now, my heart is frail. I'm feeling more tired than I should have been. Going to Chinatown later, then to Bugis to meet Linda and her friend whom she introduced on Saturday in MU. Heard from my bro and her that the guy is rather good at Exceed - I'll know soon I guess.
I need an fflush() for my emotional buffer.
[ Update - 0926 Hours ]
Suddenly felt like going to chiong and dance. But I know myself not to do that on day which the following day's a work day. Also, I have no money to be there in the first place. Guess it's just stupid mood acting on myself.
[ Update - 1316 Hours ]
Sianz...forum getting on my nerves...pple like to bite on me and no one to defend me :( so sad...
.LuKe.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Wet-Nest-Day
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired
[CuRRent Song:] Rimini Project - A Day In The Sun (Extended Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Oh..now I realised why my IE can often lose focus...it's cause of the yahoo messenger background that DCs by itself and tries to reconnect...lol...
Yesterday...just do stuff in school...and I did not go Chinatown (should be today I guess) as I went to accompany Sunshine...haha...so funny...I went her place but before that I took the lift on the other side, a middle-aged man went in with me. He was reading mail and was on earphones (and high volume) and had forgotten to press the level he wanted to go. I pressed mine and was looking at him...hmmm...so I called out to him...no answer...so I began waving my hand in front of him and asked which level he would like to go...then it turned out the same level as mine.
Thought ran through "hmmm, can't be. Coincidence." So the lift stopped at that level and I allowed him to go first. Then I saw him climb the stairs and I thought "can't be so...coincidence?" so I followed and we ended the same level, and turned the same direction. "Life COULD be dramatic to say the least" and we walked the same path...till we stopped at the same gate - Sunshine's place. OMG that man's her dad!!! LOL!!!
Hahhaa...funny sia...after that Sunshine and I went for dinner @ mac, den she went for service while I went back home to SG a while before coming out again to fetch her back home from service. After that I went to look for my neighbours while we chatted for an hour or so before we went back home. Initially wanted to play SG but my bro was on the comp so I went to bed at 1am as my endurance was limited. Woke up at 8 but still tired. Not much difference whether I slp at 1am or 3am. LOL.
Better start hurrying on my progress. LOL. Will update if any.
[ Update - 1746 Hours ]
So idiotic...still in school...SP2 installation take ages...*yawnz*
.Luke.
[CuRRent Song:] Rimini Project - A Day In The Sun (Extended Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Oh..now I realised why my IE can often lose focus...it's cause of the yahoo messenger background that DCs by itself and tries to reconnect...lol...
Yesterday...just do stuff in school...and I did not go Chinatown (should be today I guess) as I went to accompany Sunshine...haha...so funny...I went her place but before that I took the lift on the other side, a middle-aged man went in with me. He was reading mail and was on earphones (and high volume) and had forgotten to press the level he wanted to go. I pressed mine and was looking at him...hmmm...so I called out to him...no answer...so I began waving my hand in front of him and asked which level he would like to go...then it turned out the same level as mine.
Thought ran through "hmmm, can't be. Coincidence." So the lift stopped at that level and I allowed him to go first. Then I saw him climb the stairs and I thought "can't be so...coincidence?" so I followed and we ended the same level, and turned the same direction. "Life COULD be dramatic to say the least" and we walked the same path...till we stopped at the same gate - Sunshine's place. OMG that man's her dad!!! LOL!!!
Hahhaa...funny sia...after that Sunshine and I went for dinner @ mac, den she went for service while I went back home to SG a while before coming out again to fetch her back home from service. After that I went to look for my neighbours while we chatted for an hour or so before we went back home. Initially wanted to play SG but my bro was on the comp so I went to bed at 1am as my endurance was limited. Woke up at 8 but still tired. Not much difference whether I slp at 1am or 3am. LOL.
Better start hurrying on my progress. LOL. Will update if any.
[ Update - 1746 Hours ]
So idiotic...still in school...SP2 installation take ages...*yawnz*
.Luke.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
A Gastric Tuesday Morning
[CuRRent MooD:] Sianz 1/2
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Blue
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Wanton Mee + Sugar Cane Drink
Having gastric pangs now...hope it will go off soon...
Yesterday was bad...after I blogged I tio struck by stomach upset that caused me to be in toilet for one hour, breaking cold sweat and difficulty in breathing. Initially I thought I was ok but soon realised I wasn't, so no choice but called up office for help. Had pple bringing me water, pill, Ribena...thanks pple...really appreciated it...
Went to doctor...tio meh by her...cos she said I shouldn't anyhow take medicine...cos she dunno if the pill they gave me is meant for constipation or diarrhoea, so she cannot anyhow prescribe medicine for me...end up she gave me pills for abdominal pain (sound like menstrual-related pain, lol) and also charcoal pills...interesting pills. It's black in colour, and tasted like carbon (I know pple asked me how carbon taste like...if you have the time and feeling adventurous, try biting pencil lead)...went home and ended in toilet too, took the pills and was a little better. Practically slpt the whole day off. Woke up for water, slp. Woke up for dinner, slp. Woke up for bath, den use comp, den slp. Den wake up dis morning for work.
Now feeling a bit tired and also the stupid gastric feeling...but just that little bit better...I guess the pain came cos I did not take breakfast...normally I do take milo but cos of this upset I was told not to take dairy products (milo has milk) so I dare not take the risk though it's already a day gone. I have to be so selective with food now - no spicy, no duck, no chicken...no whatever that seemed to be not freshly cooked as what the doctor said...although she said "today" yesterday, I think it's better to extend the deadline for another day just in case.
Kiasi? I prefer to be.
I believe I will still have leftovers for charcoal pills. If you want one or to see one, just tell me. Haha.
Waiting for the NB to finish patching...lol...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Blue
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Wanton Mee + Sugar Cane Drink
Having gastric pangs now...hope it will go off soon...
Yesterday was bad...after I blogged I tio struck by stomach upset that caused me to be in toilet for one hour, breaking cold sweat and difficulty in breathing. Initially I thought I was ok but soon realised I wasn't, so no choice but called up office for help. Had pple bringing me water, pill, Ribena...thanks pple...really appreciated it...
Went to doctor...tio meh by her...cos she said I shouldn't anyhow take medicine...cos she dunno if the pill they gave me is meant for constipation or diarrhoea, so she cannot anyhow prescribe medicine for me...end up she gave me pills for abdominal pain (sound like menstrual-related pain, lol) and also charcoal pills...interesting pills. It's black in colour, and tasted like carbon (I know pple asked me how carbon taste like...if you have the time and feeling adventurous, try biting pencil lead)...went home and ended in toilet too, took the pills and was a little better. Practically slpt the whole day off. Woke up for water, slp. Woke up for dinner, slp. Woke up for bath, den use comp, den slp. Den wake up dis morning for work.
Now feeling a bit tired and also the stupid gastric feeling...but just that little bit better...I guess the pain came cos I did not take breakfast...normally I do take milo but cos of this upset I was told not to take dairy products (milo has milk) so I dare not take the risk though it's already a day gone. I have to be so selective with food now - no spicy, no duck, no chicken...no whatever that seemed to be not freshly cooked as what the doctor said...although she said "today" yesterday, I think it's better to extend the deadline for another day just in case.
Kiasi? I prefer to be.
I believe I will still have leftovers for charcoal pills. If you want one or to see one, just tell me. Haha.
Waiting for the NB to finish patching...lol...
.LuKe.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Another Monday, now is Mid-Oct
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, tired
[CuRRent Song:] Slinkee Minx - Summer Rain
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Just now was Bananarama's Move In My Direction and now this, both of my current faves.
Seriously speaking, I wonder if I should blog abt my past weekend's proceedings. Rather tired now..and any movement to my memory brain cells seem to invoke irritation than anything else...but I noe if I don't write now, I probably wun write later. Here goes? Lol.
Friday:
Went down Chinatown with Sunshine, bought the second-hand phone for my dad and we walked down to Marina Square to makan dinner, after that we walked to Promenade and had a rest and chat there...den sent her back home...and realised I forgot to take the phone (which was in her bag) so I went back to take...but she was taking a bath so I waited for 20 mins or so (I think it's 1/2 hour) before I got it back...lol...
Back home, played SG and Winning Eleven 8 till 6:20am and went market with mum.
Saturday:
Reached home 8am and thought I could have a good rest b4 I go for David's BBQ (David = bunkmate in army during my Alpha days) but ended up every saturday's the same...
...I could never, ever have an undisturbed sleep with my phone on. It seems everyone loves to disturb my sat mornings somehow. Msgs, phone calls...bla bla bla...oh man, I really don't wish to switch off the phone for my convenience in case it became an inconvenience for others...but oh well guess I have to endure the weekly disturbances...haha...
Think I woke up at 3+ and went to Aljunied MRT to meet up wif Weiteck. I reached at 4:50pm and thought I was late...yeah I was late, but others were later -.- so I waited for Weiteck and we went over the condo that the BBQ was held at. Reached there and realised we're the only 2 army buds ard -.- so we went out again to Geylang and walk walk, settled in a kopitiam and drank beverages and chatted. After that went back and slacked, eat/drink and chat. Turned out I'm lucky to have avoided the BBQ mess - I can't imagine myself smelling of BBQ + Cigarette smoke + Alcohol = horrendous!!!
The cake cutting dragged on pretty late and by the time I left the condo and reached MU, it was 9:58pm on my watch but they have started on cover charge -.- so Linda had one of her frens bringing me in.
Stupid night, I should say. Tell me what's my accomplishment, and it was that I managed to watch Man Utd win Sunderland 3-1 on the latter's home ground - which means it's 1-3 actually. The 'celebration' wasn't really anything dramatic or what, I dun think I even heard a birthday song, but the night was simply experience and stuff for me.
Why? Cos I had to send the early birthday girl to hospital. -.-
Took Chivas + coke and it was no prob for me. It seems the birthday girl had some issues with straw-drinking alcohol and soon hell broke loose - she took up practically all my time of the night and I had to attend to her and after 2 hours of rubbish, I had zero choice but to dial up the ambulance (ok my fren dialled) and send her to hospital.
I was in the hospital from 2+ till 7 in the morning when the hospital decided to discharge her and I had to send her back home. That rounded my saturday night - no dance, little chio-bu gazing but nevertheless experience - of sending someone to hospital. Ouch.
Sunday:
I have one word to summarize this day - SLEEP.
I think Sunday's remarkably the best summary. Haha...ok time to continue my work...I will update if anything comes up.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Slinkee Minx - Summer Rain
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Just now was Bananarama's Move In My Direction and now this, both of my current faves.
Seriously speaking, I wonder if I should blog abt my past weekend's proceedings. Rather tired now..and any movement to my memory brain cells seem to invoke irritation than anything else...but I noe if I don't write now, I probably wun write later. Here goes? Lol.
Friday:
Went down Chinatown with Sunshine, bought the second-hand phone for my dad and we walked down to Marina Square to makan dinner, after that we walked to Promenade and had a rest and chat there...den sent her back home...and realised I forgot to take the phone (which was in her bag) so I went back to take...but she was taking a bath so I waited for 20 mins or so (I think it's 1/2 hour) before I got it back...lol...
Back home, played SG and Winning Eleven 8 till 6:20am and went market with mum.
Saturday:
Reached home 8am and thought I could have a good rest b4 I go for David's BBQ (David = bunkmate in army during my Alpha days) but ended up every saturday's the same...
...I could never, ever have an undisturbed sleep with my phone on. It seems everyone loves to disturb my sat mornings somehow. Msgs, phone calls...bla bla bla...oh man, I really don't wish to switch off the phone for my convenience in case it became an inconvenience for others...but oh well guess I have to endure the weekly disturbances...haha...
Think I woke up at 3+ and went to Aljunied MRT to meet up wif Weiteck. I reached at 4:50pm and thought I was late...yeah I was late, but others were later -.- so I waited for Weiteck and we went over the condo that the BBQ was held at. Reached there and realised we're the only 2 army buds ard -.- so we went out again to Geylang and walk walk, settled in a kopitiam and drank beverages and chatted. After that went back and slacked, eat/drink and chat. Turned out I'm lucky to have avoided the BBQ mess - I can't imagine myself smelling of BBQ + Cigarette smoke + Alcohol = horrendous!!!
The cake cutting dragged on pretty late and by the time I left the condo and reached MU, it was 9:58pm on my watch but they have started on cover charge -.- so Linda had one of her frens bringing me in.
Stupid night, I should say. Tell me what's my accomplishment, and it was that I managed to watch Man Utd win Sunderland 3-1 on the latter's home ground - which means it's 1-3 actually. The 'celebration' wasn't really anything dramatic or what, I dun think I even heard a birthday song, but the night was simply experience and stuff for me.
Why? Cos I had to send the early birthday girl to hospital. -.-
Took Chivas + coke and it was no prob for me. It seems the birthday girl had some issues with straw-drinking alcohol and soon hell broke loose - she took up practically all my time of the night and I had to attend to her and after 2 hours of rubbish, I had zero choice but to dial up the ambulance (ok my fren dialled) and send her to hospital.
I was in the hospital from 2+ till 7 in the morning when the hospital decided to discharge her and I had to send her back home. That rounded my saturday night - no dance, little chio-bu gazing but nevertheless experience - of sending someone to hospital. Ouch.
Sunday:
I have one word to summarize this day - SLEEP.
I think Sunday's remarkably the best summary. Haha...ok time to continue my work...I will update if anything comes up.
.LuKe.
Friday, October 14, 2005
Fry Fry Friday
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral Smile mood
[CuRRent Song:] Alfresca - Sunshine After The Rain
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Today is Friday...but dunno why, it seems I'm not anticipating this Saturday to come...
I have 2 birthdays to attend, one being David's 21st birthday which the gift has already been settled by Weiteck the Great, and another belongs to Linda...the former is a BBQ at a certain condo which I dunno wat time it will end, while the latter meetup time is 8pm which I think due to David's BBQ, I will not be able to make it.
But she wants me to be there regardless of the time.
Haiz...how how how? Sianz.
Now den I know...O2 not only coming up with XDA Atom but also Atom Exec and Mini Pro...Exec and Pro both has QWERTY keyboards in-built as well as wireless too...not bad, but the latter is only @ 195Mhz..although not everything is on CPU spd but at first glance, it really makes pple think.
Atom wins by multimedia capability and its 2.0mp cam + flash. Move away, Nokia 7270! Atom's on the way!!! By proper planning...I can even sell 7270 and my iPod Mini...if Atom's running on SD card that is. As of date critics do not know if Atom's running on SD (2GB max) or MiniSD (512mb max) so if they run by latter, I will be keeping my Mini. Hahhaa...so much "mini" terms running about...
I'm looking forward to Atom being my next gadget - probably my only motivation now. LOL.
Later at nite going Chinatown wif Sunshine...yeah dat's abt it.
Saturday is coming soon...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Alfresca - Sunshine After The Rain
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Today is Friday...but dunno why, it seems I'm not anticipating this Saturday to come...
I have 2 birthdays to attend, one being David's 21st birthday which the gift has already been settled by Weiteck the Great, and another belongs to Linda...the former is a BBQ at a certain condo which I dunno wat time it will end, while the latter meetup time is 8pm which I think due to David's BBQ, I will not be able to make it.
But she wants me to be there regardless of the time.
Haiz...how how how? Sianz.
Now den I know...O2 not only coming up with XDA Atom but also Atom Exec and Mini Pro...Exec and Pro both has QWERTY keyboards in-built as well as wireless too...not bad, but the latter is only @ 195Mhz..although not everything is on CPU spd but at first glance, it really makes pple think.
Atom wins by multimedia capability and its 2.0mp cam + flash. Move away, Nokia 7270! Atom's on the way!!! By proper planning...I can even sell 7270 and my iPod Mini...if Atom's running on SD card that is. As of date critics do not know if Atom's running on SD (2GB max) or MiniSD (512mb max) so if they run by latter, I will be keeping my Mini. Hahhaa...so much "mini" terms running about...
I'm looking forward to Atom being my next gadget - probably my only motivation now. LOL.
Later at nite going Chinatown wif Sunshine...yeah dat's abt it.
Saturday is coming soon...
.LuKe.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Thursday. Thursday? Thursday! Thursday.
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral
[CuRRent Song:] Bananarama - Move In My Direction
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Some things that I should stop:
1) To know more people
2) Think too much
3) Going to blogs of people that will only affect me negatively
4) Thinking that I can't be financially well-off
5) Assume I can never be what my chinese name speaks of
6) On low mood
7) Lending people money
Things I should start:
1) Knowing how to appreciate pple more
2) Putting a stop to unnecessary expenditure (food is another matter)
3) Planning finances properly to clear debts
4) Praying hard that all money that went out to people's pockets will come back to me
5) Not care too much about other people; focused on who I should bother
6) Work harder to earn more money
7) Seriously wonder if I need anyone to motivate my life
Recent days have me to wonder that I should really settle myself down. Can I?
I don't even know precisely what I want with my life. This is serious stuff that I should really sit down and wonder, and to make an absolute conclusion.
Who can seriously support me as a motivational factor?
I'm not just looking for a girlfriend - I'm looking for a girlfriend willing to brace me through my hard times and motivate me whenever possible.
Not easy. At all. Takers anyone? LOL.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Bananarama - Move In My Direction
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Some things that I should stop:
1) To know more people
2) Think too much
3) Going to blogs of people that will only affect me negatively
4) Thinking that I can't be financially well-off
5) Assume I can never be what my chinese name speaks of
6) On low mood
7) Lending people money
Things I should start:
1) Knowing how to appreciate pple more
2) Putting a stop to unnecessary expenditure (food is another matter)
3) Planning finances properly to clear debts
4) Praying hard that all money that went out to people's pockets will come back to me
5) Not care too much about other people; focused on who I should bother
6) Work harder to earn more money
7) Seriously wonder if I need anyone to motivate my life
Recent days have me to wonder that I should really settle myself down. Can I?
I don't even know precisely what I want with my life. This is serious stuff that I should really sit down and wonder, and to make an absolute conclusion.
Who can seriously support me as a motivational factor?
I'm not just looking for a girlfriend - I'm looking for a girlfriend willing to brace me through my hard times and motivate me whenever possible.
Not easy. At all. Takers anyone? LOL.
.LuKe.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The 200th Post
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral
[CuRRent Song:] Gunther & The Sunshine Girls feat. Samantha- Touch Me
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Yesterday I spoke of the fact about appreciation. A day won't change my views but it will go a long way - I'm still bothered by much of what happened within such a short time. I'm still glad of those who appreciated me though...thank you very much.
Went to cut my hair...no difference. LOL. Met up wif Sunshine den went home and rested a while and took over the comp and played Princess Maker 4, the new game I bought on Sunday. I've got a 'normal' ending of my daughter marrying some normal knight - well time to raise another daughter. Do you know what English-translated name I gave to her?
爱美玲. Read it and it will sound catchy. Even the birthday goes exactly to that person's - I like to relate actual people to a game at times so I can be pretty serious about it. I should be trying 依玲 or something like that soon - need to get the correct name. Haha.
It's about 4am the time I completed the game. LOL.
Gonna continue my rollouts today, doing some checking and stuff. Oh yeah, reminded me to check escalation status. Will update on this post if any.
200th post! Yeah.
[ Update - 1128 Hours ]
To commemorate my 200th post, I've done up version 5.0! Hope you guys like it!
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Gunther & The Sunshine Girls feat. Samantha- Touch Me
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Yesterday I spoke of the fact about appreciation. A day won't change my views but it will go a long way - I'm still bothered by much of what happened within such a short time. I'm still glad of those who appreciated me though...thank you very much.
Went to cut my hair...no difference. LOL. Met up wif Sunshine den went home and rested a while and took over the comp and played Princess Maker 4, the new game I bought on Sunday. I've got a 'normal' ending of my daughter marrying some normal knight - well time to raise another daughter. Do you know what English-translated name I gave to her?
爱美玲. Read it and it will sound catchy. Even the birthday goes exactly to that person's - I like to relate actual people to a game at times so I can be pretty serious about it. I should be trying 依玲 or something like that soon - need to get the correct name. Haha.
It's about 4am the time I completed the game. LOL.
Gonna continue my rollouts today, doing some checking and stuff. Oh yeah, reminded me to check escalation status. Will update on this post if any.
200th post! Yeah.
[ Update - 1128 Hours ]
To commemorate my 200th post, I've done up version 5.0! Hope you guys like it!
.LuKe.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Peaceful Tuesday
[CuRRent MooD:] Peaceful (for now)
[CuRRent Song:] SonicDoom - Check This Playboy Out
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Early in the morning before I even step foot out of the house, Mr Lee called up from school to enquire some stuff. Oh well =)
Yesterday went to Sim Lim and walk walk...nothing much, just grabbing price lists...den I noticed a shop on the 4th storey that sells Anime...nothing special? Wait till you notice the triangular M18 tags! Singapore should have opened this market a long time back...actually there was an underground market, but that's another story. I see old pieces like 电影少女 by 桂正和 and recent year works like Chobits. Also spotted AppleSeed and other works too.
Probably you guys won't notice this till I tell ya - I've added a "wants" list, or what some people call it a "wishlist". So you wanna know? You can check it out over at "Profile" but I'll briefly go through now:
Fujitsu LifeBook E8020
This is a powerhouse serious. Desktop replacement contender, runs at DDR2 and Centrino next-gen technology @ 1.73Ghz (I think). PCI-E with ATi Radeon X??? (I forgot) in it...plus many many cool features. You can check the link in my list.
I wouldn't need the powerful notebook above if I have...
P4 LGA-775 3.0GHz (HT-enabled) Processor
MSI (Microstar) 915P Neo2 Platinum (Intel 915P)
CORSAIR 2x512MB Kit (Total:1GB/PC-4300/CL4) 533MHz DDR2-533
Hitachi (HGST) 7K250 ~160GB~ (HDS722516VLSA80/8MB) SATA-150
SAPPHIRE Radeon X600 Pro 256MB DDR
With such stuff on my PC, I don't need a desktop replacement. I still need my PC to run various stuff (gaming/video/programming/web design/etc) so I need raw power as much I possibly can - within budget that is.
Since I might have the above, I only need this for a Notebook...
Fujitsu LifeBook P7010E
http://www.pc-ap.fujitsu.com/products/lb_p7010.html
Coolness isn't it? LOL.
O2 XDA Atom
Something which I featured yesterday on my blog. The newest gadget from O2, this promises to be a media whore from them. I hope it is up to standard.
Some other stuff includes...
Microsoft Visual Studio .NET 2003 Academic Edition
Microsoft Windows XP Professional
Symantec Norton Systemworks 2005
Digital Camera (not decided on brand/model)
Hahaha...hellous right? No money still say so much...can always *wish* right...just give me any as a Christmas Present...I don't mind :P you can choose the cheapest (which I think is the Norton Systemworks)...but now it's still too early to talk about presents.
If I can keep a very tight rein on my finances, all these are possible. Seriously.
And of course, I need to go beyond my current job cos it pays too little to get the above...furthermore I have debts to settle.
Will update if any.
[ Update - 1035 Hours ]
Just updated my Friendster Profile. Go take a look! Muahahhaa!!!
[ Update - 1642 Hours ]
That "someone" really made my day - bad. Blasted me wif more crap...but she did make me realise some things about myself...I guess I should not wonder if people will not learn to appreciate me, but instead be glad that people DO appreciate me. Just like counting my blessings. Oh well...it's life isn't it? I must look closer into my life.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] SonicDoom - Check This Playboy Out
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Early in the morning before I even step foot out of the house, Mr Lee called up from school to enquire some stuff. Oh well =)
Yesterday went to Sim Lim and walk walk...nothing much, just grabbing price lists...den I noticed a shop on the 4th storey that sells Anime...nothing special? Wait till you notice the triangular M18 tags! Singapore should have opened this market a long time back...actually there was an underground market, but that's another story. I see old pieces like 电影少女 by 桂正和 and recent year works like Chobits. Also spotted AppleSeed and other works too.
Probably you guys won't notice this till I tell ya - I've added a "wants" list, or what some people call it a "wishlist". So you wanna know? You can check it out over at "Profile" but I'll briefly go through now:
Fujitsu LifeBook E8020
This is a powerhouse serious. Desktop replacement contender, runs at DDR2 and Centrino next-gen technology @ 1.73Ghz (I think). PCI-E with ATi Radeon X??? (I forgot) in it...plus many many cool features. You can check the link in my list.
I wouldn't need the powerful notebook above if I have...
P4 LGA-775 3.0GHz (HT-enabled) Processor
MSI (Microstar) 915P Neo2 Platinum (Intel 915P)
CORSAIR 2x512MB Kit (Total:1GB/PC-4300/CL4) 533MHz DDR2-533
Hitachi (HGST) 7K250 ~160GB~ (HDS722516VLSA80/8MB) SATA-150
SAPPHIRE Radeon X600 Pro 256MB DDR
With such stuff on my PC, I don't need a desktop replacement. I still need my PC to run various stuff (gaming/video/programming/web design/etc) so I need raw power as much I possibly can - within budget that is.
Since I might have the above, I only need this for a Notebook...
Fujitsu LifeBook P7010E
http://www.pc-ap.fujitsu.com/products/lb_p7010.html
Coolness isn't it? LOL.
O2 XDA Atom
Something which I featured yesterday on my blog. The newest gadget from O2, this promises to be a media whore from them. I hope it is up to standard.
Some other stuff includes...
Microsoft Visual Studio .NET 2003 Academic Edition
Microsoft Windows XP Professional
Symantec Norton Systemworks 2005
Digital Camera (not decided on brand/model)
Hahaha...hellous right? No money still say so much...can always *wish* right...just give me any as a Christmas Present...I don't mind :P you can choose the cheapest (which I think is the Norton Systemworks)...but now it's still too early to talk about presents.
If I can keep a very tight rein on my finances, all these are possible. Seriously.
And of course, I need to go beyond my current job cos it pays too little to get the above...furthermore I have debts to settle.
Will update if any.
[ Update - 1035 Hours ]
Just updated my Friendster Profile. Go take a look! Muahahhaa!!!
[ Update - 1642 Hours ]
That "someone" really made my day - bad. Blasted me wif more crap...but she did make me realise some things about myself...I guess I should not wonder if people will not learn to appreciate me, but instead be glad that people DO appreciate me. Just like counting my blessings. Oh well...it's life isn't it? I must look closer into my life.
.LuKe.
Monday, October 10, 2005
Monday Morning...a week gone like this.
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, although I can be on either side
[CuRRent Song:] Eighth Wonder - Cross My Heart
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
My mood is strictly strange at times...though I start to realise why. I can see that things will start clearing up soon. I should know who I should appreciate on my side. Anyway...
Friday:
Actually can't remember much...oh, yeah I met up wif Ben to grab his CDs...he wanted to convert mp3s to CDA...so just help him a bit (well so long he doesn't bug me that much...)...though he's a queer friend but nevertheless one...and he did help me before, so I should jus help him out when needed too.
Saturday:
Morning went to attend Briefing and got my vouchers...hehe...:) wonder what to buy? When I got home I was pretty tired and msged Weiteck I'll not be meeting him for lunch and I went to sleep :P woke up in the evening and I went out to walk walk...lemme think...what went on...oh yeah, I met up wif Berlinda at Bugis...it wasn't a pleasant session cos I sorta goofed it with a lot of stuff (as usual) and she just went back earlier (which was good for me since I can go in MU before 10 to get free entry).
Note of CURRENT moment: Someone just made my mood less than neutral with his shallowness of an assumption of situations. I don't think I deserve that.
Back. Went in MU ard 935pm and saw Meiyun n co. Found out it was Tommy's birthday and there were tons of pple given the early time...so we celebrated his birthday, booze mode on and party it out (I only drank a cup -.- and Soda + Chivas = SUCKS). Saw the scary side of Meiyun again...even though my bro and I did have some say to the matter, and reasoned out with our own views pertaining to it. Oh well that's her. Danced wif Tommy's frens as well although not much since by Techno the alcohol's off and the mood is gone (fatigue + other reasons maybe) - actually the alcohol did not even kick in -.- lol...
Bro and Linda came in after 1130pm (I think) and some issues here and there, my bro and I left the place as RnB came in (130am) and so zun zun after we came out, Police raided the place in search of illegal stuff (if any). I had some other friends in (Edwin, Maurice etc.) and they were a little pissed off...oh well, relax dudes =)
Went to eat and drink beverage a lil before we left home.
Sunday:
Slept till 1+...when I realised I needed to meet Miko -.- so I woke up, checked offline msgs and yeah she confirmed it. Went down Woodlands and reached 245pm...waited 3 hours but no one. Went online wif GPRS and realised she's home and she said she waited 2 hours too. Oh well "got round no shit" so that's how it is. The only consolation of the day was I found Princess Maker 4 @ Popular and I bought it. Home wif it, met up wif Sunshine and Benjamin...also saw Crystal, Jasmine, Vanessa and Amy at Mac and chatted a short while.
Home to do Desy's stuff, set up my system for Princess Maker 4. Realised one thing - mainboard is starting to give problems, and I just found that my ECS mainboard has been in my system for 1 1/2 years - wow! Not bad. LOL.
Today:
Someone online sorta irritated me with his strange accusations. Never mind, I never thought he might think of me as someone who tried to terrorize him or something...well, never did, never will. I'm not that eng as you think I am. To think I treat him 1 x friend...he like dat. Oh well...so far for not being appreciated again...
Today is only 9 hours past, so let's get it over and done with. :)
[ Update ]
Targetted phone: O2 XDA Atom
[ Update - 1458 hours]
Whoa. I really can't believe I'm like offending pple everywhere...well I've just offended 2 without wondering why. I do realise when someone does not know you very well, they can hurl all sorts of accusations at you. Someone just commented I'm impatient and pushy.
Me pushy? Impatient? Well I admit I have limits, and in certain issues I may be impatient. But call me pushy? Some pple even wish I AM! I can't even make proper decisions, let alone pushy! Wow suddenly I felt that "pushy" is a compliment!
My patience goes beyond how much that "someone" knows about me.
Earlier morning's case already put me less than neutral, now my mood is really starting on a low. Better not let the trip later to Sim Lim be a bad one. *deep breath*
I'm being patient enough to have stopped the argument from aggravating further. Imagine if I continued...wow, World War III commences...I think very few pple really quarrelled with me....one of them had to be Shan...
Shit. Memories coming back.
/erase
/erase
/erase
/delete
/delete
/delete
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.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Eighth Wonder - Cross My Heart
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
My mood is strictly strange at times...though I start to realise why. I can see that things will start clearing up soon. I should know who I should appreciate on my side. Anyway...
Friday:
Actually can't remember much...oh, yeah I met up wif Ben to grab his CDs...he wanted to convert mp3s to CDA...so just help him a bit (well so long he doesn't bug me that much...)...though he's a queer friend but nevertheless one...and he did help me before, so I should jus help him out when needed too.
Saturday:
Morning went to attend Briefing and got my vouchers...hehe...:) wonder what to buy? When I got home I was pretty tired and msged Weiteck I'll not be meeting him for lunch and I went to sleep :P woke up in the evening and I went out to walk walk...lemme think...what went on...oh yeah, I met up wif Berlinda at Bugis...it wasn't a pleasant session cos I sorta goofed it with a lot of stuff (as usual) and she just went back earlier (which was good for me since I can go in MU before 10 to get free entry).
Note of CURRENT moment: Someone just made my mood less than neutral with his shallowness of an assumption of situations. I don't think I deserve that.
Back. Went in MU ard 935pm and saw Meiyun n co. Found out it was Tommy's birthday and there were tons of pple given the early time...so we celebrated his birthday, booze mode on and party it out (I only drank a cup -.- and Soda + Chivas = SUCKS). Saw the scary side of Meiyun again...even though my bro and I did have some say to the matter, and reasoned out with our own views pertaining to it. Oh well that's her. Danced wif Tommy's frens as well although not much since by Techno the alcohol's off and the mood is gone (fatigue + other reasons maybe) - actually the alcohol did not even kick in -.- lol...
Bro and Linda came in after 1130pm (I think) and some issues here and there, my bro and I left the place as RnB came in (130am) and so zun zun after we came out, Police raided the place in search of illegal stuff (if any). I had some other friends in (Edwin, Maurice etc.) and they were a little pissed off...oh well, relax dudes =)
Went to eat and drink beverage a lil before we left home.
Sunday:
Slept till 1+...when I realised I needed to meet Miko -.- so I woke up, checked offline msgs and yeah she confirmed it. Went down Woodlands and reached 245pm...waited 3 hours but no one. Went online wif GPRS and realised she's home and she said she waited 2 hours too. Oh well "got round no shit" so that's how it is. The only consolation of the day was I found Princess Maker 4 @ Popular and I bought it. Home wif it, met up wif Sunshine and Benjamin...also saw Crystal, Jasmine, Vanessa and Amy at Mac and chatted a short while.
Home to do Desy's stuff, set up my system for Princess Maker 4. Realised one thing - mainboard is starting to give problems, and I just found that my ECS mainboard has been in my system for 1 1/2 years - wow! Not bad. LOL.
Today:
Someone online sorta irritated me with his strange accusations. Never mind, I never thought he might think of me as someone who tried to terrorize him or something...well, never did, never will. I'm not that eng as you think I am. To think I treat him 1 x friend...he like dat. Oh well...so far for not being appreciated again...
Today is only 9 hours past, so let's get it over and done with. :)
[ Update ]
Targetted phone: O2 XDA Atom
[ Update - 1458 hours]
Whoa. I really can't believe I'm like offending pple everywhere...well I've just offended 2 without wondering why. I do realise when someone does not know you very well, they can hurl all sorts of accusations at you. Someone just commented I'm impatient and pushy.
Me pushy? Impatient? Well I admit I have limits, and in certain issues I may be impatient. But call me pushy? Some pple even wish I AM! I can't even make proper decisions, let alone pushy! Wow suddenly I felt that "pushy" is a compliment!
My patience goes beyond how much that "someone" knows about me.
Earlier morning's case already put me less than neutral, now my mood is really starting on a low. Better not let the trip later to Sim Lim be a bad one. *deep breath*
I'm being patient enough to have stopped the argument from aggravating further. Imagine if I continued...wow, World War III commences...I think very few pple really quarrelled with me....one of them had to be Shan...
Shit. Memories coming back.
/erase
/erase
/erase
/delete
/delete
/delete
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.LuKe.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
It's Thursday!
[CuRRent MooD:] A lil tired
[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - Show Me The Light
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Green Tea
Tried to update blog this morning but with no success as blogspot/blogger seemed to be down a moment.
Suddenly I was wondering about how they give name of artistes in techno pieces - this thought came from the day I got the Lunaspace version of Show Me The Light. It was tweaked to sound faster (increased tempo), so I utilised Goldwave to slow it down.
Ta dah! It sounds the same as the Mysterio version. Exactly. So do they actually change artiste name due to a different remix/mixer? Or does Mysterio has two names? They could just put "Mysterio - Show Me The Light (Lunaspace Mix)" or something - something which my mixer friends and I do.
Maybe it's the same case with the Eurobeat artistes - many names, same pple.
Just a short moment "that" female came into my mind and I wondered why the ignorance situation happened. Just really felt I do not deserve to be ignored. She would rather return tag to an anonymous person instead of me. She ignored my Friendster msg. She ignored my smses. Chris (was it her?) said she could have missed my smses and maybe Friendster msgs, but she certainly wouldn't miss the tags cos it's still on the same page, and since she made a new tagboard with a new blogskin, she only has 2 tagging visitors so far - me and that anonymous person. If that's not ignoring me, I don't know what is...but I don't wish to confront anything in her blog...no use anyway. It's her decision to ignore me, I just know I've done nothing to offend her.
Dumb.
Ytd went town to meet Desy...and stuff and stuff...well I guess I'm not saying much of it...just some dumb stuff...yeah and back home. No SG apart from uranium-taking last night because I played Winning Eleven 8 and C&C Zero Hour...the latter was slow...damn...time to change my system...
...but no money.
Damn. The thought keep going backwards. No no no...forward!!!
LOL.
I have more personal problems than I thought. It's just me.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - Show Me The Light
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Green Tea
Tried to update blog this morning but with no success as blogspot/blogger seemed to be down a moment.
Suddenly I was wondering about how they give name of artistes in techno pieces - this thought came from the day I got the Lunaspace version of Show Me The Light. It was tweaked to sound faster (increased tempo), so I utilised Goldwave to slow it down.
Ta dah! It sounds the same as the Mysterio version. Exactly. So do they actually change artiste name due to a different remix/mixer? Or does Mysterio has two names? They could just put "Mysterio - Show Me The Light (Lunaspace Mix)" or something - something which my mixer friends and I do.
Maybe it's the same case with the Eurobeat artistes - many names, same pple.
Just a short moment "that" female came into my mind and I wondered why the ignorance situation happened. Just really felt I do not deserve to be ignored. She would rather return tag to an anonymous person instead of me. She ignored my Friendster msg. She ignored my smses. Chris (was it her?) said she could have missed my smses and maybe Friendster msgs, but she certainly wouldn't miss the tags cos it's still on the same page, and since she made a new tagboard with a new blogskin, she only has 2 tagging visitors so far - me and that anonymous person. If that's not ignoring me, I don't know what is...but I don't wish to confront anything in her blog...no use anyway. It's her decision to ignore me, I just know I've done nothing to offend her.
Dumb.
Ytd went town to meet Desy...and stuff and stuff...well I guess I'm not saying much of it...just some dumb stuff...yeah and back home. No SG apart from uranium-taking last night because I played Winning Eleven 8 and C&C Zero Hour...the latter was slow...damn...time to change my system...
...but no money.
Damn. The thought keep going backwards. No no no...forward!!!
LOL.
I have more personal problems than I thought. It's just me.
.LuKe.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Just an average midweek Wednesday
[CuRRent MooD:] Average, not very tired
[CuRRent Song:] Fantasy Project - Never Stop
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Today early morning came school for QSE stuff.
Yesterday...another normal day?
Did the usual stuff, Mad actually wanted to draw up her plan for Os but when I reached home and called her, it seems she was somewhere in limbo so the plan was not materialised. Read up on my programming stuff and really should decide on starting it. Hehe.
Den SG. Yeah. Really a small little typical day. It's ok so long as I can pass it without spending too much money. I've spent $3 extra yesterday due to the Laksa + Teh Peng frm the coffeeshop after school.
See ya.
Oh yeah, something I found out about "that" person...which made me a little pissed...but nvr mind...as I said, sometimes I just felt unappreciated or ignored. Don't worry, mood will resume very soon cos I will convince myself never to be affected by such pple...what goes round, comes round.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Fantasy Project - Never Stop
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Today early morning came school for QSE stuff.
Yesterday...another normal day?
Did the usual stuff, Mad actually wanted to draw up her plan for Os but when I reached home and called her, it seems she was somewhere in limbo so the plan was not materialised. Read up on my programming stuff and really should decide on starting it. Hehe.
Den SG. Yeah. Really a small little typical day. It's ok so long as I can pass it without spending too much money. I've spent $3 extra yesterday due to the Laksa + Teh Peng frm the coffeeshop after school.
See ya.
Oh yeah, something I found out about "that" person...which made me a little pissed...but nvr mind...as I said, sometimes I just felt unappreciated or ignored. Don't worry, mood will resume very soon cos I will convince myself never to be affected by such pple...what goes round, comes round.
.LuKe.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral
[CuRRent Song:] Lolita - Wanna Be Your Emotion
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Pokka Green Tea
Current song is Siria - I Will Believe It (Cascada remix). Hehe.
Actually nothing much to blog...yesterday was rather busy with QSE prep and cloning of lab...damn I did that image like thrice -.- made me so fedup, after that cannot Ghost Walker to change computer name...ended up I have to do so for every PC...damn...so leh chey...
Went home at ard 6:20pm, reached home helped mum with chores. Then meet up wif Sunshine to pass her stuff, den went home take bath play SG. Initially I felt tired and thought "a game of SG to get ura" ended up me ending the game at abt 4am. LOL...but it was fun I guess, I'm finally maxed stats ready to kick @ss...I have like 8 gold H-weaps imps @ TL120...woo...nice...hehe...
Nothing much really. Today is Tuesday only. Haha...oh yeah, Meiyun called me at night and chatted wif me for a while wif regards to what happened to her on last saturday. So lame. LOL.
Will update if anything.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Lolita - Wanna Be Your Emotion
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Pokka Green Tea
Current song is Siria - I Will Believe It (Cascada remix). Hehe.
Actually nothing much to blog...yesterday was rather busy with QSE prep and cloning of lab...damn I did that image like thrice -.- made me so fedup, after that cannot Ghost Walker to change computer name...ended up I have to do so for every PC...damn...so leh chey...
Went home at ard 6:20pm, reached home helped mum with chores. Then meet up wif Sunshine to pass her stuff, den went home take bath play SG. Initially I felt tired and thought "a game of SG to get ura" ended up me ending the game at abt 4am. LOL...but it was fun I guess, I'm finally maxed stats ready to kick @ss...I have like 8 gold H-weaps imps @ TL120...woo...nice...hehe...
Nothing much really. Today is Tuesday only. Haha...oh yeah, Meiyun called me at night and chatted wif me for a while wif regards to what happened to her on last saturday. So lame. LOL.
Will update if anything.
.LuKe.
Monday, October 03, 2005
This is really strange
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, average alertness
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Lol...I think this song has been the third time in recent weeks to be my "current song". Just so happened this way I guess.
Oh yeah, my title came about this way because of blogger. If you happened to read Dan's blog, he faced a problem at home whereby the blogger post editor will have icons lying about everywhere and you can't compose/view a post properly. For my case I can't configure the settings as well...however as I came to school and check...hmmm...it looked fine...maybe I should try logging in from an SP1 machine in school and see what happens...
Woke up, check stuff online, blogged, go to PS, saw Ivan and Val and got introduced a fren by the name of Rue, den go back Ghim Moh area to makan/drink/chat, go home play SG/watch Vampire...yeah that's my sunday. Well I woke up at 4+pm and slpt at 9amon Sunday, so what do you expect? :P
And yeah, Berlinda kept calling up my phone. And disturbed my sleep.
Ivan was quite funny really. Starting to get used to his "lameness".
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Lol...I think this song has been the third time in recent weeks to be my "current song". Just so happened this way I guess.
Oh yeah, my title came about this way because of blogger. If you happened to read Dan's blog, he faced a problem at home whereby the blogger post editor will have icons lying about everywhere and you can't compose/view a post properly. For my case I can't configure the settings as well...however as I came to school and check...hmmm...it looked fine...maybe I should try logging in from an SP1 machine in school and see what happens...
Woke up, check stuff online, blogged, go to PS, saw Ivan and Val and got introduced a fren by the name of Rue, den go back Ghim Moh area to makan/drink/chat, go home play SG/watch Vampire...yeah that's my sunday. Well I woke up at 4+pm and slpt at 9amon Sunday, so what do you expect? :P
And yeah, Berlinda kept calling up my phone. And disturbed my sleep.
Ivan was quite funny really. Starting to get used to his "lameness".
.LuKe.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Saturday Stuff
[ CuRRent MooD: ] Neutral
[ CuRRent Song: ] Anjay – If You Dance
[ Last Food/Beverage: ] Rice + fish and Cold Plain Water
It’s near 7am, and guess what I am doing? Eating last night’s dinner. I know its not good, but I jus wanna finish it…well it was me in the first place that didn’t make it back home early…
It was simply a stupid day…did not get responses from somebody out dere, den I was meeting Desy at 5pm…turn out that at 5:40pm when I was reaching Bugis Desy was saying that I’m early! I told her it was 5 and she said I did not confirm…well ok, could be my fault. Waited for her there and she came along and we looked at phones, then we went down Chinatown.
Haha, we exceeded the stop and we walked a stop backwards. Managed to fetch $265 for her 6230 (I think it’s a good price) and she treated me to Mac. After that we were planning about her BBQ and that she brought me into her place to check out the facilities. Ended up her granny said she can’t celebrate her bday dis yr cos 19 is not auspicious so…no choice.
Initially due to Desy’s decision not to go MU I was quite moody…but later on I decided to go because Dan’s there. Called up Meiyun and she was there too, so I reckon if I go it’ll not be too bad. Went there but Linda was late due to work. Waited for her from 11pm till 12:10am when she called and said she lost her way -.- so I had to wait again till 12:30am when Dan came out from MU and found me, and made small chat. Thanks dude =) and Linda eventually came wearing a black dress which really suits her and made her stand out.
Went in MU and looked for Meiyun…oh man, that was certainly a mistake. I’ve learnt to avoid Meiyun when she’s drunk – extremely dangerous. After that we walked around the place and I found Morris, Edwin and Rusty! Nice! LOL…and it turns out Dan knows Rusty as well! The world is so small! The mood was a little better…but things turned a funny direction so my mood was bad again…went out to catch some breath, and still not found back my mood. Went in, convinced myself to claim a Bourbon Coke, downed it and went to the stage and dance. Was a nice feeling really, so I continued for a good half hour or so till Dan came along and we danced together on stage. Certainly coolness to dance with him.
That’s about all, the rest is the usual go home bla bla stuff…
Amelyn’s blog is back, finally.
Hmmm, does the above even matter at all? I guess my life is stuffed with so much insignificant matters.
I want things to turn better, please.
.LuKe.
[ CuRRent Song: ] Anjay – If You Dance
[ Last Food/Beverage: ] Rice + fish and Cold Plain Water
It’s near 7am, and guess what I am doing? Eating last night’s dinner. I know its not good, but I jus wanna finish it…well it was me in the first place that didn’t make it back home early…
It was simply a stupid day…did not get responses from somebody out dere, den I was meeting Desy at 5pm…turn out that at 5:40pm when I was reaching Bugis Desy was saying that I’m early! I told her it was 5 and she said I did not confirm…well ok, could be my fault. Waited for her there and she came along and we looked at phones, then we went down Chinatown.
Haha, we exceeded the stop and we walked a stop backwards. Managed to fetch $265 for her 6230 (I think it’s a good price) and she treated me to Mac. After that we were planning about her BBQ and that she brought me into her place to check out the facilities. Ended up her granny said she can’t celebrate her bday dis yr cos 19 is not auspicious so…no choice.
Initially due to Desy’s decision not to go MU I was quite moody…but later on I decided to go because Dan’s there. Called up Meiyun and she was there too, so I reckon if I go it’ll not be too bad. Went there but Linda was late due to work. Waited for her from 11pm till 12:10am when she called and said she lost her way -.- so I had to wait again till 12:30am when Dan came out from MU and found me, and made small chat. Thanks dude =) and Linda eventually came wearing a black dress which really suits her and made her stand out.
Went in MU and looked for Meiyun…oh man, that was certainly a mistake. I’ve learnt to avoid Meiyun when she’s drunk – extremely dangerous. After that we walked around the place and I found Morris, Edwin and Rusty! Nice! LOL…and it turns out Dan knows Rusty as well! The world is so small! The mood was a little better…but things turned a funny direction so my mood was bad again…went out to catch some breath, and still not found back my mood. Went in, convinced myself to claim a Bourbon Coke, downed it and went to the stage and dance. Was a nice feeling really, so I continued for a good half hour or so till Dan came along and we danced together on stage. Certainly coolness to dance with him.
That’s about all, the rest is the usual go home bla bla stuff…
Amelyn’s blog is back, finally.
Hmmm, does the above even matter at all? I guess my life is stuffed with so much insignificant matters.
I want things to turn better, please.
.LuKe.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
The Baton From Dan The Man
[ CuRRent MooD: ] Irritated – what happened to blogger?
[ CuRRent Song: ] SG Background Music
[Last Food/Beverage: ] Cabbage soup + Pork bits + Mushrooms
Under the request of Mr Dan the Man, I need to pass the five thingie baton to 5 pple. But before I do…let me just feel up the wateva things (some are so stupid)…
Five colours and the first sexy/sex-related item that comes to mind
Actually I’m hardly surprised I’m being affected by Dan’s thought, but really, the first thing that came to my mind is a dildo, I don’t know why. In relevance, whatever colours you relate to dildos will not make a difference isn’t it? Hey, I noticed the loophole – it only said 5 colours but it didn’t tell me to relate to the item. So here it goes…
Item = Dildo
Colours = Red, Purple, Yellow, Pink, Blue
Five celebrities of the same sex that you COULD have a crush on
This is so f**king impossible, Dan could list it but I couldn’t, since I’ve never, and not ever going to think about this! OMG! I can only agree with Dan’s view of Richard Gere and Will Smith. Seriously, no way will I think about this…
Five things you plan to do before this week ends
Now this is so much more logical. Lemme think, I spoke about my weekend plans right? Dbl O was out since I did not go with Isabelle so here goes…
Five singers/artistes/Djs whose song can make you dance/groove
Another easy one.
Five people you wish to pass this heel/baton to
Simply lame if I pass it back to Daniel, so let me think a little of whoever reads my blog…
Ok done. =)
Oh yeah, blogger screwed up on me and I had to use their Blogger for Word to blog.
.LuKe.
[ CuRRent Song: ] SG Background Music
[Last Food/Beverage: ] Cabbage soup + Pork bits + Mushrooms
Under the request of Mr Dan the Man, I need to pass the five thingie baton to 5 pple. But before I do…let me just feel up the wateva things (some are so stupid)…
Five colours and the first sexy/sex-related item that comes to mind
Actually I’m hardly surprised I’m being affected by Dan’s thought, but really, the first thing that came to my mind is a dildo, I don’t know why. In relevance, whatever colours you relate to dildos will not make a difference isn’t it? Hey, I noticed the loophole – it only said 5 colours but it didn’t tell me to relate to the item. So here it goes…
Item = Dildo
Colours = Red, Purple, Yellow, Pink, Blue
Five celebrities of the same sex that you COULD have a crush on
This is so f**king impossible, Dan could list it but I couldn’t, since I’ve never, and not ever going to think about this! OMG! I can only agree with Dan’s view of Richard Gere and Will Smith. Seriously, no way will I think about this…
Five things you plan to do before this week ends
Now this is so much more logical. Lemme think, I spoke about my weekend plans right? Dbl O was out since I did not go with Isabelle so here goes…
- Meeting up with Desy and getting her gift
- Finding out whether Berlinda’s phone can be repaired
- Checking selling prices for Desy’s phones
- Going Music Underground with Desy, maybe asking Linda, Meiyun, Peishan along, and with Daniel himself there too! Gonna be a cool night out.
- More SG? NO. I think something like meeting up with friends that I might not have met before, or meeting Sunshine, or just catch up on sleep.
Five singers/artistes/Djs whose song can make you dance/groove
Another easy one.
- Slinkee Minx – Summer Rain
- Elizabeth – Crazy Red
- Cascada
- Spring Break
- Master Blaster
Five people you wish to pass this heel/baton to
Simply lame if I pass it back to Daniel, so let me think a little of whoever reads my blog…
- Christina – you’re toast.
- Sunshine – try it gurl =)
- Jeremin – if you happen to be reading my blog, here goes
- Sylvia – I know you won’t do it, but if you do, that’s nice =)
- Zhuzhu – of cos, if you are even bothered and reading my blog
Ok done. =)
Oh yeah, blogger screwed up on me and I had to use their Blogger for Word to blog.
.LuKe.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Friday! Hehe.
[CuRRent MooD:] So-so, fine
[CuRRent Song:] Slinkee Minx - Summer Rain (Alex K Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] None
Hehe...I'm late. Anyway just got wind the Summer Rain version from Slinkee Minx belongs to a remix from Alex K, just another mixer? LOL...
Don't think there's a lot to write about...hhaahha...so plans?
Today:
Meeting Max to exchange CDs
Maybe meeting Isabelle to go Dbl O
Maybe SG
Saturday:
Accompany mum go market
Maybe meeting fren
Meeting Desy to shop and stuff
Maybe go MU wif Desy n her bf (provided I dun go Dbl O)
Maybe SG
Sunday:
Sleep
SG
What else?
Wanna go makan breakfast turn out bumped onto recess...sianz...school also got much things to do.
Yeah, ytd Sharon asked if wanna go Genting at mid-mth..den need pay $250 I think too chor le...so I rejected the offer lor..bo bian not I dun wan to relax but den no money to relax...haha...
Oh yeah, ytd night went to meet up wif Desy cos she wanna chat wif me over some issues...ended up also didn't cover much of it...jus chatted and stuff lah...suddenly I realised we've gotten closer than usual...I wonder if that's good or bad...(on my pocket)...lol...hahhaa...
Still thinking whether to go Dbl O...it's a chance to go kua kua...haha...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Slinkee Minx - Summer Rain (Alex K Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] None
Hehe...I'm late. Anyway just got wind the Summer Rain version from Slinkee Minx belongs to a remix from Alex K, just another mixer? LOL...
Don't think there's a lot to write about...hhaahha...so plans?
Today:
Meeting Max to exchange CDs
Maybe meeting Isabelle to go Dbl O
Maybe SG
Saturday:
Accompany mum go market
Maybe meeting fren
Meeting Desy to shop and stuff
Maybe go MU wif Desy n her bf (provided I dun go Dbl O)
Maybe SG
Sunday:
Sleep
SG
What else?
Wanna go makan breakfast turn out bumped onto recess...sianz...school also got much things to do.
Yeah, ytd Sharon asked if wanna go Genting at mid-mth..den need pay $250 I think too chor le...so I rejected the offer lor..bo bian not I dun wan to relax but den no money to relax...haha...
Oh yeah, ytd night went to meet up wif Desy cos she wanna chat wif me over some issues...ended up also didn't cover much of it...jus chatted and stuff lah...suddenly I realised we've gotten closer than usual...I wonder if that's good or bad...(on my pocket)...lol...hahhaa...
Still thinking whether to go Dbl O...it's a chance to go kua kua...haha...
.LuKe.
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Thursday, last second working day of the week
[CuRRent MooD:] Not too tired, weird
[CuRRent Song:] "Cascada" - Altitude (why ""s is cause I've not heard of Cascada doing trance pieces -.-)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Chances that if I blog in the morning, my last beverage will be milo since I take that almost every morning before I come for work (excluding times when I'm late - oh, so you know when I am eh?).
Now chatting to Desy on sms...I worry for her sometimes. Not to say its bad on experimental mode, but I get a feeling things might not work out in the end...I got a weird feeling...I have to be on standby mode pretty soon in the near future...not that I'm pessimistic of her relationship, but somehow...somehow I felt weird about it. Dun tell me it's my jealousy as a daddy, lol...:P
Didn't play much of SG ytd cos I went for a jog. I took an edited route and bypassed the normal Orchard crowd route and took the back (the one that goes past 4 Seasons Hotel) up to Boulevard and beyond...however my stamina was limited and I stopped at Orchard Cineleisure area after a 2 min sprint-kind run...I'm amazed by my ability to do that cause I thought I'll be down in a min but I lasted 2 mins...how I knew the timing is cause I gave myself the gauge to run during the duration of which "Crazy Red" is running in my iPod Mini. The song is over 2 mins but I only started at the "intro" section.
I think it was Chris who said in my testimonial that I think too much. I agree, but that's jus how I am, isn't it? It won't be me if I don't. LOL.
Weekend planning:
Fri: Hotspot (lol), or meet up with Mad
Sat: Morning go market with mother, Meet Desy, maybe meeting a friend, maybe meeting another friend for a drink at night
Sun: Sleep, SG, ?
I wonder why the walls and windows are trembling...probably cos of the construction works of the Multistorey carpark near my school. Lol. Speaking of SG, I think I need to retrain my orgs to reach lvl 50 for that division...damn, should have been 10 of them but I tried wif a radar which helped a lot really. Ok probably I'm talking to myself since you guys won't understand of what I'm saying if you don't play it.
Ok I guess that's about all for today's post. Will post when there's anything else.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] "Cascada" - Altitude (why ""s is cause I've not heard of Cascada doing trance pieces -.-)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Chances that if I blog in the morning, my last beverage will be milo since I take that almost every morning before I come for work (excluding times when I'm late - oh, so you know when I am eh?).
Now chatting to Desy on sms...I worry for her sometimes. Not to say its bad on experimental mode, but I get a feeling things might not work out in the end...I got a weird feeling...I have to be on standby mode pretty soon in the near future...not that I'm pessimistic of her relationship, but somehow...somehow I felt weird about it. Dun tell me it's my jealousy as a daddy, lol...:P
Didn't play much of SG ytd cos I went for a jog. I took an edited route and bypassed the normal Orchard crowd route and took the back (the one that goes past 4 Seasons Hotel) up to Boulevard and beyond...however my stamina was limited and I stopped at Orchard Cineleisure area after a 2 min sprint-kind run...I'm amazed by my ability to do that cause I thought I'll be down in a min but I lasted 2 mins...how I knew the timing is cause I gave myself the gauge to run during the duration of which "Crazy Red" is running in my iPod Mini. The song is over 2 mins but I only started at the "intro" section.
I think it was Chris who said in my testimonial that I think too much. I agree, but that's jus how I am, isn't it? It won't be me if I don't. LOL.
Weekend planning:
Fri: Hotspot (lol), or meet up with Mad
Sat: Morning go market with mother, Meet Desy, maybe meeting a friend, maybe meeting another friend for a drink at night
Sun: Sleep, SG, ?
I wonder why the walls and windows are trembling...probably cos of the construction works of the Multistorey carpark near my school. Lol. Speaking of SG, I think I need to retrain my orgs to reach lvl 50 for that division...damn, should have been 10 of them but I tried wif a radar which helped a lot really. Ok probably I'm talking to myself since you guys won't understand of what I'm saying if you don't play it.
Ok I guess that's about all for today's post. Will post when there's anything else.
.LuKe.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Today is midweek Wednesday
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine, not tired (why?)
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Calling You (Album Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Good morning everyone =) oh well anyone who read this could've been already afternoon or night...so, in case I don't see you - "Good afternoon, Good Evening and Good Night!"
Find that familiar? The Truman Show.
Nothing to write actually...hahaha...I'm @ lvl 50 in SG and some of my fellow mates in the regiment were surprised. Lol...what to do, nothing to do just keep playing SG...not surprising that I raise my lvls this fast compared to them in which they actually have a life. But a bit sad cos I sold my maxed (full lvl) Hawks away (for pple who dunno: they are fast air units with awesome attack prowess and range but poor armour and life points) for some other stuff to train my own lvl...so there, what to do? LOL.
Sometimes I wish I can keep on gaming. LOL. But I want a life :P
Sunshine seems to be enjoying herself on her second day of attachment. :) hope it becomes better for her.
Tentatively I'm out on Fri/Sat with Desy, but not confirmed. There goes my money cos I need to buy her a bday gift. She better appreciates me...cos I've been doing so for the past 3 years...some pple really asked why I do such things...I wonder too as well. I guess if I'm at it it's hard to even think of the idea to come out of it, isn't it.
Oh yeah, I forgot to call up Starhub. Darn.
Now listening to Magic Incarnation by Sundee. Maybe I'll put as blog song one day, but I tell you it's different cos it's not Techno...it's actually Trance in nature. Not progressive though so it's slightly easier on the ears. Gives me the religious and spiritual feeling, adding on the modern electronic sense of it.
It will be darn cool if I foot Desy's gift and yet be able to fend off for the month. Well, if I spend $2.50 every weekday, it is really possible, but do you think I can only spend so little? Just on a good note, I spent $3.50 yesterday but I did not take early dinner - took dinner at home. I believe if I continue to do so, as in not take early dinner but to go home and game till I take my dinner, it is possible to save up on the early dinner cost...however electricity bills will go up :( oh well...although house bills are not footed by me, still felt the pinch on my parents. I'll try to take early dinner only for times when I am on mood to go for a jog or something. Maybe today. Haha.
I forgot. I have ulcers on my inner lips and that was the reason why I didn't go for a jog yesterday. It's not an exact reason but when you jog the lips will actually move, thus moving the ulcers as well - nothing irritates more than nudging pain while jogging. Of cos, traffic conditions apply too. I wanna change route on my next jog cos I found the "less-pple" route out of Orchard to PS...so maybe I'll do so.
Suddenly my post became a little longer than usual. I'll see if I can write Chapter 2 of my story later. Hehe.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Calling You (Album Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Good morning everyone =) oh well anyone who read this could've been already afternoon or night...so, in case I don't see you - "Good afternoon, Good Evening and Good Night!"
Find that familiar? The Truman Show.
Nothing to write actually...hahaha...I'm @ lvl 50 in SG and some of my fellow mates in the regiment were surprised. Lol...what to do, nothing to do just keep playing SG...not surprising that I raise my lvls this fast compared to them in which they actually have a life. But a bit sad cos I sold my maxed (full lvl) Hawks away (for pple who dunno: they are fast air units with awesome attack prowess and range but poor armour and life points) for some other stuff to train my own lvl...so there, what to do? LOL.
Sometimes I wish I can keep on gaming. LOL. But I want a life :P
Sunshine seems to be enjoying herself on her second day of attachment. :) hope it becomes better for her.
Tentatively I'm out on Fri/Sat with Desy, but not confirmed. There goes my money cos I need to buy her a bday gift. She better appreciates me...cos I've been doing so for the past 3 years...some pple really asked why I do such things...I wonder too as well. I guess if I'm at it it's hard to even think of the idea to come out of it, isn't it.
Oh yeah, I forgot to call up Starhub. Darn.
Now listening to Magic Incarnation by Sundee. Maybe I'll put as blog song one day, but I tell you it's different cos it's not Techno...it's actually Trance in nature. Not progressive though so it's slightly easier on the ears. Gives me the religious and spiritual feeling, adding on the modern electronic sense of it.
It will be darn cool if I foot Desy's gift and yet be able to fend off for the month. Well, if I spend $2.50 every weekday, it is really possible, but do you think I can only spend so little? Just on a good note, I spent $3.50 yesterday but I did not take early dinner - took dinner at home. I believe if I continue to do so, as in not take early dinner but to go home and game till I take my dinner, it is possible to save up on the early dinner cost...however electricity bills will go up :( oh well...although house bills are not footed by me, still felt the pinch on my parents. I'll try to take early dinner only for times when I am on mood to go for a jog or something. Maybe today. Haha.
I forgot. I have ulcers on my inner lips and that was the reason why I didn't go for a jog yesterday. It's not an exact reason but when you jog the lips will actually move, thus moving the ulcers as well - nothing irritates more than nudging pain while jogging. Of cos, traffic conditions apply too. I wanna change route on my next jog cos I found the "less-pple" route out of Orchard to PS...so maybe I'll do so.
Suddenly my post became a little longer than usual. I'll see if I can write Chapter 2 of my story later. Hehe.
.LuKe.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Tired Tuesday (again?)
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired
[CuRRent Song:] Alizee - Moi Lolita
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Strange, blogger claimed my 童话 blog was the most recently updated blog...but weird thing is, I've not updated it for 2 mths! Did someone hack into my account?? (*ponders*) Can't be anyone leaving comments too since I didn't even allow the comments link to be out. So what happened? I think blogger screwed on me. =)
Ytd I noticed someone in my Friendster contacts that updated her photos. Seeing it made me irritated. She seemed to have "conveniently" forgotten about my puny existence. Talking about unappreciative people. Haiz. Maybe I'll just Friendster msg her later and see if she replies.
I'm @ Lvl 49 in SG. Hehe 1 more lvl to the elusive 50.
Guess there's nothing much to blog for today.
Suddenly I just felt that a lot of things just went detached from myself. Wonder if it's good or not.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Alizee - Moi Lolita
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Strange, blogger claimed my 童话 blog was the most recently updated blog...but weird thing is, I've not updated it for 2 mths! Did someone hack into my account?? (*ponders*) Can't be anyone leaving comments too since I didn't even allow the comments link to be out. So what happened? I think blogger screwed on me. =)
Ytd I noticed someone in my Friendster contacts that updated her photos. Seeing it made me irritated. She seemed to have "conveniently" forgotten about my puny existence. Talking about unappreciative people. Haiz. Maybe I'll just Friendster msg her later and see if she replies.
I'm @ Lvl 49 in SG. Hehe 1 more lvl to the elusive 50.
Guess there's nothing much to blog for today.
Suddenly I just felt that a lot of things just went detached from myself. Wonder if it's good or not.
.LuKe.
Monday, September 26, 2005
Very short update on a Monday
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Calling You (Album Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Curry Rice + Otah + Tofu + Potato + Egg + Chicken and Iced Lemon Tea
Wish me luck on completing my new story. Will publish it once I finish it. =)
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Reset - Calling You (Album Version)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Curry Rice + Otah + Tofu + Potato + Egg + Chicken and Iced Lemon Tea
Wish me luck on completing my new story. Will publish it once I finish it. =)
.LuKe.
Irritated Monday Morning
[CuRRent MooD:] Irritated, but still ok
[CuRRent Song:] Mystral - Falling Star (Cherish Edit)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Irritated by Starhub. Current line not wif me, tried logging into Starhub online but failed (forgot password), called them but they take more than 1 min to answer, which is unacceptable cos I'm not using their line to call (which means I need to PAY). Forget it, gonna call when I'm back home.
Nothing really special over the weekend cos in order to save costs, I had to hang ard at home. Did I go anywhere? Oh I did. Friday I stayed at home while Saturday I went to look for Berlinda. Sunday I went to meet up with Sylvia, Limin and their friend Lixin. Kinda a weird evening actually as they pretty much talk cock den I got to see Sylvia's bf and jus hang ard in JP for a while before I go back home. Nothing fascinating to say the least.
I'm @ Lvl 41 now in SG I think. Won't be long before I join the "elite" lvlers. That's what happens when I don't go out on weekends.
I've formulated an "impossible" saving plan for October (oh shit I forgot abt Desy's bday). It claims by end of month I should still have savings provided...
...I spend $2.50 on weekdays. I don't think that's really possible. -.- but to not spend $50 in the weekend *might* just be possible, considering the fact I do not go clubbing every weekend, and that now my weekends are vacanted after the ending of the previous chapter. It's really time I should do something abt my money...yeah yeah I know I say this EVERY time but I should really convince myself...sometime soon. I'm already 24 but to have no savings SUCK big time.
Oh well, beginning of another week. Oh yeah, Sunshine just started her attachment today, hope she does fine.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Mystral - Falling Star (Cherish Edit)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Irritated by Starhub. Current line not wif me, tried logging into Starhub online but failed (forgot password), called them but they take more than 1 min to answer, which is unacceptable cos I'm not using their line to call (which means I need to PAY). Forget it, gonna call when I'm back home.
Nothing really special over the weekend cos in order to save costs, I had to hang ard at home. Did I go anywhere? Oh I did. Friday I stayed at home while Saturday I went to look for Berlinda. Sunday I went to meet up with Sylvia, Limin and their friend Lixin. Kinda a weird evening actually as they pretty much talk cock den I got to see Sylvia's bf and jus hang ard in JP for a while before I go back home. Nothing fascinating to say the least.
I'm @ Lvl 41 now in SG I think. Won't be long before I join the "elite" lvlers. That's what happens when I don't go out on weekends.
I've formulated an "impossible" saving plan for October (oh shit I forgot abt Desy's bday). It claims by end of month I should still have savings provided...
...I spend $2.50 on weekdays. I don't think that's really possible. -.- but to not spend $50 in the weekend *might* just be possible, considering the fact I do not go clubbing every weekend, and that now my weekends are vacanted after the ending of the previous chapter. It's really time I should do something abt my money...yeah yeah I know I say this EVERY time but I should really convince myself...sometime soon. I'm already 24 but to have no savings SUCK big time.
Oh well, beginning of another week. Oh yeah, Sunshine just started her attachment today, hope she does fine.
.LuKe.
Friday, September 23, 2005
Friday Night is the Night
[CuRRent MooD:] Stablised
[CuRRent Song:] Alex Megane - Hurricane (Cascada Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Lor Ng + Rice + Plain Water
I've removed my earlier post cos I felt I was in confused mood just now. Hehe I'm back, though not entirely. I will collect my mood as per timing permits.
Those who read my blog spot before I removed it, you are lucky. Hehe...well I guess I probably wun put it back till perhaps some time later...or maybe never, just like the post a few mths back.
Anyway, I still hope for the best in everything.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Alex Megane - Hurricane (Cascada Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Lor Ng + Rice + Plain Water
I've removed my earlier post cos I felt I was in confused mood just now. Hehe I'm back, though not entirely. I will collect my mood as per timing permits.
Those who read my blog spot before I removed it, you are lucky. Hehe...well I guess I probably wun put it back till perhaps some time later...or maybe never, just like the post a few mths back.
Anyway, I still hope for the best in everything.
.LuKe.
Foul Friday
[CuRRent MooD:] Moody, bored
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Iced Lemon Tea
"If Dreams are meant to be shattered, let Them shatter early so I can get on with the future."
How much do you agree with this statement?
As an authentic Piscean, I never wish or want any dream of mine to be shattered. Reality is never kind as we all know, and this time is no exception. I think the world is too realistic to my liking I'm starting to break down, to fall out of place. I'm trying to keep my head up high, but motivation itself ain't high, and motivation ain't the only thing now I can keep myself going.
I've been so low on assurance for the past months, and I'm really getting tired of everything.
So, is it better to find someone you love, or to find someone that loves you? I know a lot of people I've asked nowadays chose the latter as they are already low on confidence level to be always the giving party. Do you know I'm still trying to convince myself that finding someone I love is of utmost importance? It's very simple for the fact when you love someone you can give all you can, you will devote yourself to it and you will have no regrets even if things does not end up well in the end...however...there are just so many events for the past year that seemingly WANT me to change that perspective.
I DO NOT want to give up on that perspective. Bring it on. Come on, convince me the other way round, kill me, hurt me or torment me I do not care...this is going to be one perspective I'm so damn stubborn about. It's no point hanging around with someone who loves you so much and yourself hopefully thinking you will change perspective and like the other party in return...yes, I know such things happen in life but it takes a long time, and often the other party will be quite hurt in the process you may not know when you would have killed his/her enthusiasm towards the end. It may just end up reversing the process - you liking him/her but he/she decides to give up on you.
Vicious Cycle.
There is just something I need to change my life about. Not the perspective, but the way I uphold it. I think I'm just blindly upholding it without a care in the world...but I must remember it's more than just me that I have to account for...I still have to account for my parents who've supported me all the way and seen me grow to an adult. It's more than just myself now.
I know it's not the end. I know it's a test of faith. The Truth can only be as real as the Truth. There are some things I really need to set it straight. I can't be like this anymore.
"Iceflame", a contact from SG, did tell me "you can never finish earning money". I know, but I've not reached the point I can save comfortably so these words can never apply to me for now. Why am I so lazy about the fact of earning money outside my standard working hours? I really should start working for my future.
I know I always say this but never do anything about it...that is because I lack that very motivation. Motivation comes from within but I can't do that now cos of what I am. Seriously speaking, no one else can give me enough motivation for now, not even my parents. My parents give me the motivation to live on and survive, but I need another kind of motivation to go BEYOND that......
Am I giving myself excuses about a lack of motivation? Or am I just plain lazy?
I've told my close friends and family I will never follow "his" footsteps. True to say I'm earning money every month...but if I do not strive for a better life, I will never have a better life.
Who can give me that motivation? What can give me that motivation? My mum once told me a rather saddening thing - "If my death can make him work harder and strive for himself, then I don't mind dying." You know, I do not want that to happen even though she never referred the "him" as me, I do not want that to happen either.
My parents are just such wonderful and selfless people.
Suddenly I just felt like crying, but I know I can't. This month has been a high and low month, and finances had been terribly low. I shrimp and save hard, even skipping lunch and eating instant noodles. I anticipate my weekend to be at home playing SG, not because of leveling but because I don't wanna spend any money outside. My Ezlink is at a low, I don't even have a dollar with me right now. I need to prepare at least $30 for sunday's outing with my friend, and that certainly won't come from my own pockets. Next week ain't going to be good either.
I just can't afford the insurance plan for now. I think I must tell my agent about it, regardless of how much protest she might hand to me. I know it's not difficult to get $150 if I wanted to, I could just ask *her*. People who know me certainly knows that I'm someone who has pride as a guy and normally won't stoop to borrowing money from a female...but in some cases there will be a tradeoff, and there is a tradeoff. I gonna just try asking, and returning *her* at end of the month...and furthermore I must try to treat *her* better in the future, since I've already owed *her* so much. Only my closest people should know who I'm talking about. I know she will scream at me, but I believe she will help me. If I asked. If I begged. Hard enough.
I really wonder why I'm doing this...just to keep my dream. I wanna see if my dream can become a reality...a good reality.
I've done a lot in my life to keep my dreams alive. A pity, my dreams just get shattered one by one. Leave a dream for me to realise, won't You?
.LuKe.
P/S: What a low. Ouch.
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Iced Lemon Tea
"If Dreams are meant to be shattered, let Them shatter early so I can get on with the future."
How much do you agree with this statement?
As an authentic Piscean, I never wish or want any dream of mine to be shattered. Reality is never kind as we all know, and this time is no exception. I think the world is too realistic to my liking I'm starting to break down, to fall out of place. I'm trying to keep my head up high, but motivation itself ain't high, and motivation ain't the only thing now I can keep myself going.
I've been so low on assurance for the past months, and I'm really getting tired of everything.
So, is it better to find someone you love, or to find someone that loves you? I know a lot of people I've asked nowadays chose the latter as they are already low on confidence level to be always the giving party. Do you know I'm still trying to convince myself that finding someone I love is of utmost importance? It's very simple for the fact when you love someone you can give all you can, you will devote yourself to it and you will have no regrets even if things does not end up well in the end...however...there are just so many events for the past year that seemingly WANT me to change that perspective.
I DO NOT want to give up on that perspective. Bring it on. Come on, convince me the other way round, kill me, hurt me or torment me I do not care...this is going to be one perspective I'm so damn stubborn about. It's no point hanging around with someone who loves you so much and yourself hopefully thinking you will change perspective and like the other party in return...yes, I know such things happen in life but it takes a long time, and often the other party will be quite hurt in the process you may not know when you would have killed his/her enthusiasm towards the end. It may just end up reversing the process - you liking him/her but he/she decides to give up on you.
Vicious Cycle.
There is just something I need to change my life about. Not the perspective, but the way I uphold it. I think I'm just blindly upholding it without a care in the world...but I must remember it's more than just me that I have to account for...I still have to account for my parents who've supported me all the way and seen me grow to an adult. It's more than just myself now.
I know it's not the end. I know it's a test of faith. The Truth can only be as real as the Truth. There are some things I really need to set it straight. I can't be like this anymore.
"Iceflame", a contact from SG, did tell me "you can never finish earning money". I know, but I've not reached the point I can save comfortably so these words can never apply to me for now. Why am I so lazy about the fact of earning money outside my standard working hours? I really should start working for my future.
I know I always say this but never do anything about it...that is because I lack that very motivation. Motivation comes from within but I can't do that now cos of what I am. Seriously speaking, no one else can give me enough motivation for now, not even my parents. My parents give me the motivation to live on and survive, but I need another kind of motivation to go BEYOND that......
Am I giving myself excuses about a lack of motivation? Or am I just plain lazy?
I've told my close friends and family I will never follow "his" footsteps. True to say I'm earning money every month...but if I do not strive for a better life, I will never have a better life.
Who can give me that motivation? What can give me that motivation? My mum once told me a rather saddening thing - "If my death can make him work harder and strive for himself, then I don't mind dying." You know, I do not want that to happen even though she never referred the "him" as me, I do not want that to happen either.
My parents are just such wonderful and selfless people.
Suddenly I just felt like crying, but I know I can't. This month has been a high and low month, and finances had been terribly low. I shrimp and save hard, even skipping lunch and eating instant noodles. I anticipate my weekend to be at home playing SG, not because of leveling but because I don't wanna spend any money outside. My Ezlink is at a low, I don't even have a dollar with me right now. I need to prepare at least $30 for sunday's outing with my friend, and that certainly won't come from my own pockets. Next week ain't going to be good either.
I just can't afford the insurance plan for now. I think I must tell my agent about it, regardless of how much protest she might hand to me. I know it's not difficult to get $150 if I wanted to, I could just ask *her*. People who know me certainly knows that I'm someone who has pride as a guy and normally won't stoop to borrowing money from a female...but in some cases there will be a tradeoff, and there is a tradeoff. I gonna just try asking, and returning *her* at end of the month...and furthermore I must try to treat *her* better in the future, since I've already owed *her* so much. Only my closest people should know who I'm talking about. I know she will scream at me, but I believe she will help me. If I asked. If I begged. Hard enough.
I really wonder why I'm doing this...just to keep my dream. I wanna see if my dream can become a reality...a good reality.
I've done a lot in my life to keep my dreams alive. A pity, my dreams just get shattered one by one. Leave a dream for me to realise, won't You?
.LuKe.
P/S: What a low. Ouch.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
The Thursday Post
[CuRRent MooD:] Quite alert, not really tired, just pondering
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - Last Unicorn
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Iced Milo (lol)
Including this post, I'm 16 posts from the 200th.
This blog post should be quite meaningless since I have nothing much to say apart from myself being broke, broke and terribly broke. And yeah, nothing really happened these days apart from some chat, and yeah some chat.
Ytd went downstairs to meet up wif Mad cos she wanna have someone to talk to...yeah, my mistake for not bringing my tissue packs...how could I have forgotten. Oh well...yeah, guess you know what happened if I mentioned that. Lol.
Damn, Friendster is lagging. Or issit just the school network?
These days had been a series of ups and downs, and mood has been stable but fluctuating...I know that sound stupid but it's true - stable at fluctuation. LOL.
Hope everything works out fine.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - Last Unicorn
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Iced Milo (lol)
Including this post, I'm 16 posts from the 200th.
This blog post should be quite meaningless since I have nothing much to say apart from myself being broke, broke and terribly broke. And yeah, nothing really happened these days apart from some chat, and yeah some chat.
Ytd went downstairs to meet up wif Mad cos she wanna have someone to talk to...yeah, my mistake for not bringing my tissue packs...how could I have forgotten. Oh well...yeah, guess you know what happened if I mentioned that. Lol.
Damn, Friendster is lagging. Or issit just the school network?
These days had been a series of ups and downs, and mood has been stable but fluctuating...I know that sound stupid but it's true - stable at fluctuation. LOL.
Hope everything works out fine.
.LuKe.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
MIraculously alert
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine, alert, not sleepy (for now)
[CuRRent Song:] Mario Lopez - Angel Eyes (Club Mix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Well due to a headache yesterday, I turned in early before 12mn which is really a rarity. Ended up now I'm quite alert which must have been quite a miracle in my standards. To say the least I'm rather tired yesterday (which I wonder why) so that was the reason why I could turn in that early.
Nothing much to blog actually, I've managed to call TP and get the gal to call me up...if they manage to contact her that is. And my mistake, she dropped her EZlink and not the matriculation card -.- OMG what a mistake...hahaha...
Yesterday...just a bit of SG, and went to Yuling's place to fix up their comp. Her Antivirus has expired and I went online to find those freebies for them...yeah. That's just about yesterday.
Hope I'm writing a good chapter this time round.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Mario Lopez - Angel Eyes (Club Mix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Well due to a headache yesterday, I turned in early before 12mn which is really a rarity. Ended up now I'm quite alert which must have been quite a miracle in my standards. To say the least I'm rather tired yesterday (which I wonder why) so that was the reason why I could turn in that early.
Nothing much to blog actually, I've managed to call TP and get the gal to call me up...if they manage to contact her that is. And my mistake, she dropped her EZlink and not the matriculation card -.- OMG what a mistake...hahaha...
Yesterday...just a bit of SG, and went to Yuling's place to fix up their comp. Her Antivirus has expired and I went online to find those freebies for them...yeah. That's just about yesterday.
Hope I'm writing a good chapter this time round.
.LuKe.
Monday, September 19, 2005
A surprise for Mr Monday
[CuRRent MooD:] Bright, a lil tired :P haha
[CuRRent Song:] Alex Megane - Hurricane (Cascada Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Come to think, I gonna be back home later to consume instant noodles - no more money left for me to spend. Gosh, not another of such situations. I'm like owing money from everywhere, and this better be worth it.
Anyway, writing off the previous chapter does bring me the perks, I did not expect myself to be this bright (as in feeling good) but tired on a monday. If you invert the circumstance (not bright but alert) things might have been worse. Nothing's much worse than bad mood + being alert - you can't even blame your mood on tiredness -.-
Haha...it's a good thing I stayed up to play SG in the morning. I believe there are stuff for me later to do and from my understanding I will require myself to finish it today since Mr Joel Chan (one of the teachers in school) and my HOD is expecting at least one lab to be done soon to cater to the students' usage. I heard one of the classes are not even stable in their class and that becomes a reason why the lab has to be done up soon. That sounds pretty lame, isn't it?
For my brother's side, I think things are going to clear up soon for his life. No, there will still be plenty of shit for him to clear up, but I do hope everything will light for him soon. Do not let the baby daughter be a hinderance to him. No, you guys probably will not understand what I am trying to say, and yes shall I repeat, the baby AND the mother is a hinderance...not just her family. The whole thing is screwed up, it's unfortunate that my brother got deeply involved in the entire matter. Everything went wrong from the beginning and the ending's even coming to a worse predicament.
My brother's contacts are interesting complex yet simple from different points of view. I shall not elaborate further.
The weekend has not been very good, it is really quite screwed up to say the least. Brother was sleeping at home and there were some cancellation of events so I went PS all by myself. Nothing much to do, just spending time there. Frankly speaking, can't really recall much about the events...I think it was about the time I meet up wif Sunshine after being at PS till 10:30pm, I went over the area near Hotel Phoenix...on the way I happen to bump onto Meiyun and Peishan (both bro's frens) and again, asked me if I wanted to go MU...come on gals, I'm not that loaded. Went to meet up wif Sunshine and went home with her.
Mum told me she's not going to market on Sat morning and I thought I'm going to have a peaceful morning...boy, not exactly correct to say the least. SMSes kept bombarding my phone...irritating. There was an arrangement to meet up with my agent at 4pm, so I had to wake myself up at 2+...actually I woke up at 1:40pm to meet Sunshine for a while and sent her to the bus stop. After that went to market and makan, went home 2+. Dallied till 3+ and left home for Bugis (en route Parkview Square)...Berlinda said she wanted to meet me for phone stuff so I was ok with it...I reached Parkview at 4:30pm and discussed issues till ard 6pm. Sylvia was on sms mode wif me as she was facing some problems (oh, in case you didn't know, Sylvia's my ex) and I actually offered to meet her if I'm not meeting Berlinda (which could be anticipated). Ended up I became a prophet - by the time I'm out of PVS and in Bugis, Berlinda called to tell me she's still working, which means a cancellation. Brilliant thinking isn't it? I smsed Sylvia but she told me her bf's coming back for her which means my company is not needed. Fine, I'm at it myself again. Put my iPod Mini at louder mode, blasted myself with Summer Rain and walked real fast to PS.
Boy it's near 7 when I arrived at PS to meet my bro. Hang and around it's 8pm we went to buy some stuff and went Mac to consume (bad of us). After that he went back home (he promised Ying he'll be back 8) and I continued to hang around the area till I meet up wif Linda which by then is like 11+pm...sent her back home, chat a lil, and off to home I am. Really stupid isn't it? By the time I'm home it's like 1+...and yes, I spent on NightRider. Goodness me.
Sunday, woke up at...ehm sometime in the early afternoon at ard 1+pm. Went to market and consumed lunch...think it was 2 something because the stall I took my food closed at 3pm. Reached home near 3 to arrange a meeting with my online fren, by the time I took the comp from my bro it was 3+...went online and found that my fren was not free (she left offline msgs) so I'm left with doing nuts...wasn't in real mood for playing SG and yeah, Berlinda called again and said she could not switch on her 6510. OMG!!! Why does she give such interesting situations? I arranged a meetup with her in town at 6pm I think...so I reached near that time. Waited and waited...by 6:30pm she called and said she's still stuck at Parkway Parade repairing her Nokia 3120. Asked if still wanna meet up, I was so fucking pissed she pigeon my time off the previous day, I told her to not meet and hung the phone up. Imagine being pigeon-flown by the same person for consecutively 2 days. WASTE MY TIME. And I was so tired I didn't really want to go out so early to meet anyone, but just for her I did and this is shit she gave me. Never mind........activated fast mode again and walked over to PS to meet brother. Blah and blah, bro left at ard 9:30pm while I went to meet Linda which I waited till 10:15pm...walked her to her bf's working place and my journey back home begins.
End of Chapter. Now you understand why I was lamenting about being taken for granted?
Sunshine, take care. Sorry to have heard about yur granny's thing. My condolences (spelt this way?) to you my dear. =) *hugs*
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Alex Megane - Hurricane (Cascada Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Come to think, I gonna be back home later to consume instant noodles - no more money left for me to spend. Gosh, not another of such situations. I'm like owing money from everywhere, and this better be worth it.
Anyway, writing off the previous chapter does bring me the perks, I did not expect myself to be this bright (as in feeling good) but tired on a monday. If you invert the circumstance (not bright but alert) things might have been worse. Nothing's much worse than bad mood + being alert - you can't even blame your mood on tiredness -.-
Haha...it's a good thing I stayed up to play SG in the morning. I believe there are stuff for me later to do and from my understanding I will require myself to finish it today since Mr Joel Chan (one of the teachers in school) and my HOD is expecting at least one lab to be done soon to cater to the students' usage. I heard one of the classes are not even stable in their class and that becomes a reason why the lab has to be done up soon. That sounds pretty lame, isn't it?
For my brother's side, I think things are going to clear up soon for his life. No, there will still be plenty of shit for him to clear up, but I do hope everything will light for him soon. Do not let the baby daughter be a hinderance to him. No, you guys probably will not understand what I am trying to say, and yes shall I repeat, the baby AND the mother is a hinderance...not just her family. The whole thing is screwed up, it's unfortunate that my brother got deeply involved in the entire matter. Everything went wrong from the beginning and the ending's even coming to a worse predicament.
My brother's contacts are interesting complex yet simple from different points of view. I shall not elaborate further.
The weekend has not been very good, it is really quite screwed up to say the least. Brother was sleeping at home and there were some cancellation of events so I went PS all by myself. Nothing much to do, just spending time there. Frankly speaking, can't really recall much about the events...I think it was about the time I meet up wif Sunshine after being at PS till 10:30pm, I went over the area near Hotel Phoenix...on the way I happen to bump onto Meiyun and Peishan (both bro's frens) and again, asked me if I wanted to go MU...come on gals, I'm not that loaded. Went to meet up wif Sunshine and went home with her.
Mum told me she's not going to market on Sat morning and I thought I'm going to have a peaceful morning...boy, not exactly correct to say the least. SMSes kept bombarding my phone...irritating. There was an arrangement to meet up with my agent at 4pm, so I had to wake myself up at 2+...actually I woke up at 1:40pm to meet Sunshine for a while and sent her to the bus stop. After that went to market and makan, went home 2+. Dallied till 3+ and left home for Bugis (en route Parkview Square)...Berlinda said she wanted to meet me for phone stuff so I was ok with it...I reached Parkview at 4:30pm and discussed issues till ard 6pm. Sylvia was on sms mode wif me as she was facing some problems (oh, in case you didn't know, Sylvia's my ex) and I actually offered to meet her if I'm not meeting Berlinda (which could be anticipated). Ended up I became a prophet - by the time I'm out of PVS and in Bugis, Berlinda called to tell me she's still working, which means a cancellation. Brilliant thinking isn't it? I smsed Sylvia but she told me her bf's coming back for her which means my company is not needed. Fine, I'm at it myself again. Put my iPod Mini at louder mode, blasted myself with Summer Rain and walked real fast to PS.
Boy it's near 7 when I arrived at PS to meet my bro. Hang and around it's 8pm we went to buy some stuff and went Mac to consume (bad of us). After that he went back home (he promised Ying he'll be back 8) and I continued to hang around the area till I meet up wif Linda which by then is like 11+pm...sent her back home, chat a lil, and off to home I am. Really stupid isn't it? By the time I'm home it's like 1+...and yes, I spent on NightRider. Goodness me.
Sunday, woke up at...ehm sometime in the early afternoon at ard 1+pm. Went to market and consumed lunch...think it was 2 something because the stall I took my food closed at 3pm. Reached home near 3 to arrange a meeting with my online fren, by the time I took the comp from my bro it was 3+...went online and found that my fren was not free (she left offline msgs) so I'm left with doing nuts...wasn't in real mood for playing SG and yeah, Berlinda called again and said she could not switch on her 6510. OMG!!! Why does she give such interesting situations? I arranged a meetup with her in town at 6pm I think...so I reached near that time. Waited and waited...by 6:30pm she called and said she's still stuck at Parkway Parade repairing her Nokia 3120. Asked if still wanna meet up, I was so fucking pissed she pigeon my time off the previous day, I told her to not meet and hung the phone up. Imagine being pigeon-flown by the same person for consecutively 2 days. WASTE MY TIME. And I was so tired I didn't really want to go out so early to meet anyone, but just for her I did and this is shit she gave me. Never mind........activated fast mode again and walked over to PS to meet brother. Blah and blah, bro left at ard 9:30pm while I went to meet Linda which I waited till 10:15pm...walked her to her bf's working place and my journey back home begins.
End of Chapter. Now you understand why I was lamenting about being taken for granted?
Sunshine, take care. Sorry to have heard about yur granny's thing. My condolences (spelt this way?) to you my dear. =) *hugs*
.LuKe.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
I ended a chapter, and I'm writing another one soon.
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired, confused, in thought
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] BBQ Chicken, Mee Goreng, Plain Water
Tonight I'd ended a chapter I've written for the past months...it's really a strange feeling, but I believe it will do good to myself in the long run. This ending proved myself that with proper reasoning and willpower, I can convince myself to do things that I've never thought I could've done with my own motivation.
I don't intend to dwell on this chapter for long though, I've decided to write a new chapter in my life. I have not decided properly on what to write though, but I hope things will be on a happy note. The previous chapter allowed myself to learn some lessons and stuff to prepare myself for greater challenges ahead, but the feeling of sourness remains. I hope I do not face the same failure as I did the previous, and I really wanted to make sure I shall be hurt no more.
Sometimes I think I'm being taken for granted. I guess people really cannot be treated too nicely, else they will seriously take you for granted. I do not want such a feeling anymore. There's this person I've been trying to contact but she did not reply for God knows why reasons. So far for being nice and good. That's something I shall use a proper matter to settle soon. I hate it when people take me for granted...
Do not take me for granted...
* End Of Chapter *
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Groove Coverage - I Need You (Project One Remix)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] BBQ Chicken, Mee Goreng, Plain Water
Tonight I'd ended a chapter I've written for the past months...it's really a strange feeling, but I believe it will do good to myself in the long run. This ending proved myself that with proper reasoning and willpower, I can convince myself to do things that I've never thought I could've done with my own motivation.
I don't intend to dwell on this chapter for long though, I've decided to write a new chapter in my life. I have not decided properly on what to write though, but I hope things will be on a happy note. The previous chapter allowed myself to learn some lessons and stuff to prepare myself for greater challenges ahead, but the feeling of sourness remains. I hope I do not face the same failure as I did the previous, and I really wanted to make sure I shall be hurt no more.
Sometimes I think I'm being taken for granted. I guess people really cannot be treated too nicely, else they will seriously take you for granted. I do not want such a feeling anymore. There's this person I've been trying to contact but she did not reply for God knows why reasons. So far for being nice and good. That's something I shall use a proper matter to settle soon. I hate it when people take me for granted...
Do not take me for granted...
* End Of Chapter *
.LuKe.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Stupidified Sia
[CuRRent MooD:] Feeling stupid (but not myself)
[CuRRent Song:] 李圣杰 - 痴心绝对
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Pokka Green Tea
Just now went back for a while to SG and rest...haiz, still got to hear some stupid nonsense about my bro's situation again...
Sometimes really wonder when, or if, my unofficial sis-in-law will ever become my official sis-in-law...not that I really cared, but when my mum laments about this and that, I can't help but think of it. Like today, she's coming out from hospital with the child...my brother asked if can bring her back to her house, she said cannot cos of her dad...so my bro left her to go home herself...den my mum really got angry and questioned my bro as to why he is so stupid not to ask the mother...at least let the mother know that we are doing something and not like so heartless don't even send my sis-in-law and her daughter back home...I admit even I myself did not think of that...but heck, such things happening is really shit dirt crap!
Sigh...morning I was still feeling all right...I think I'm not only being affected by my own problems but by this...it's not just "other people" but it's part of my family! Then my mum was like saying we can't even bring her back to my place cos they're not even married (which I agree)! I've always mentioned that I do not mind giving up my room for a while but then the stupid idiot female side really worth a mention to be cursed and swore upon! No lah..ok ok relax...hahaha...I'm not really angry but feeling pretty stupid about the whole matter.
Grrr...why must like that??? Need something to make me happy...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] 李圣杰 - 痴心绝对
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Pokka Green Tea
Just now went back for a while to SG and rest...haiz, still got to hear some stupid nonsense about my bro's situation again...
Sometimes really wonder when, or if, my unofficial sis-in-law will ever become my official sis-in-law...not that I really cared, but when my mum laments about this and that, I can't help but think of it. Like today, she's coming out from hospital with the child...my brother asked if can bring her back to her house, she said cannot cos of her dad...so my bro left her to go home herself...den my mum really got angry and questioned my bro as to why he is so stupid not to ask the mother...at least let the mother know that we are doing something and not like so heartless don't even send my sis-in-law and her daughter back home...I admit even I myself did not think of that...but heck, such things happening is really shit dirt crap!
Sigh...morning I was still feeling all right...I think I'm not only being affected by my own problems but by this...it's not just "other people" but it's part of my family! Then my mum was like saying we can't even bring her back to my place cos they're not even married (which I agree)! I've always mentioned that I do not mind giving up my room for a while but then the stupid idiot female side really worth a mention to be cursed and swore upon! No lah..ok ok relax...hahaha...I'm not really angry but feeling pretty stupid about the whole matter.
Grrr...why must like that??? Need something to make me happy...
.LuKe.
Thursday? Wow so fast
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral
[CuRRent Song:] Michael Learns to Rock - Sleeping Child
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Beehoon + Luncheon Meat + Fish Fillet + Teh Peng
Ytd night chatted with Desy for about 2 hours till 1+am...well somehow after that chat I felt better with my mood, now I am neutralised! Hehe...well hope it lasts a lil longer than usual since I've been moody the past few days...and of cos there might be other reasons why my mood is neutralised? =)
Hmmm..I fell in love with Summer Rain...here are the lyrics...HAHAHA...
Summer Rain
Slinkee Minx
Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain
I can hear him saying nothing will change
Come dance with me baby in the summer rain
I remember the rain on our skin
And his kisses hotter than the Santa Ana winds
Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain
I remember laughing till we almost cried
There at the station that night
I remember looking in his eyes
[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
I can hear the whistle, military train
I was dancing with my baby, in the summer rain
I can hear him saying Ooh love is strange
Come dance with me baby, in the summer rain
I remember the rain pouring down
And we poured our hearts out as the train pulled out
I can see my baby waving from the train
It was the last time that I saw him in the summer rain
[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Every time I see the lightening
Every time I hear the thunder
Every time I close the window
When this happens in summer
Oh the night is so inviting I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart
[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Every night and every day now
Though I know you've gone anyway
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Hehe done. It's a nice song...
Nothin much to blog since nothing much happened yesterday...only at night bumped onto Valerie and Ivan and chatted and talked a lot of cock...laugh and laugh...and online chatted wif pple in the afternoon...
Hmmm...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Michael Learns to Rock - Sleeping Child
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Beehoon + Luncheon Meat + Fish Fillet + Teh Peng
Ytd night chatted with Desy for about 2 hours till 1+am...well somehow after that chat I felt better with my mood, now I am neutralised! Hehe...well hope it lasts a lil longer than usual since I've been moody the past few days...and of cos there might be other reasons why my mood is neutralised? =)
Hmmm..I fell in love with Summer Rain...here are the lyrics...HAHAHA...
Summer Rain
Slinkee Minx
Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain
I can hear him saying nothing will change
Come dance with me baby in the summer rain
I remember the rain on our skin
And his kisses hotter than the Santa Ana winds
Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain
I remember laughing till we almost cried
There at the station that night
I remember looking in his eyes
[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
I can hear the whistle, military train
I was dancing with my baby, in the summer rain
I can hear him saying Ooh love is strange
Come dance with me baby, in the summer rain
I remember the rain pouring down
And we poured our hearts out as the train pulled out
I can see my baby waving from the train
It was the last time that I saw him in the summer rain
[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Every time I see the lightening
Every time I hear the thunder
Every time I close the window
When this happens in summer
Oh the night is so inviting I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart
[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Every night and every day now
Though I know you've gone anyway
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Hehe done. It's a nice song...
Nothin much to blog since nothing much happened yesterday...only at night bumped onto Valerie and Ivan and chatted and talked a lot of cock...laugh and laugh...and online chatted wif pple in the afternoon...
Hmmm...
.LuKe.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
(- Wednesday -)
[CuRRent MooD:] Average
[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - Show Me The Light (Radio Edit)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
If there is a first thing I wanna cover, it's about the NB search ytd wif Isabelle.
She purchased a NB worth ard 2.7k with 3 yrs warranty (1 + 2)...and the promos are mad...they give free 30gb portable HDD + optical mouse, give $100 carrefour voucher. Got extra batt, free acer bag (the model's Acer btw). Specs-wise...
Intel Centrino 1.73GHz (Shld be Centrino)
Can't remember L2 Cache...think is 2MB
512MB DDR2 RAM
60GB HDD
Shared Graphics (128MB I think)
External DVD-ROM/CD-RW
Card Reader (I think)
Wireless (802.11g I think)
Infrared(and/or Bluetooth, I forgot)
Weight @ 1.4 or 1.7kg
First batt lasting power = 4.5 hours, second batt @ 2.5 hours
Quite compact also...
WTF!!! I WANT SUCH A NOTEBOOK!!!!!!!
Of cos, if you did notice, drawback is shared graphics...but small NBs are usually shared graphics anyway...with the exception of the Fujitsu model I saw...but it's AMD -.- ...
Ok back to ytd's activities...when I reached home, I received a msg from Belle saying she wanted to go check out NBs cos her NB died on her. So after hanging ard a bit at home, took 198 to Queensway area and to Queensway Shopping Centre bus stop. Wait and wait, den she told me got last-min customer call @ 5:50pm! OMG...den seeing the time not good (cos I wanna go down Apple Centre to collect my "Rotten Apple") so I proposed I go down Orchard first...den I took 14 and the traffic was slowwwww...by the time Belle took a 14 I'm only past Bukit Merah...after that reached Wheelock area, ran to Wheelock and up to Apple Centre. Waited a while then till my queue number, and claimed my "brand new" iPod Mini! Yeah...!!! Inside I praying they ran out of the lousy 8 hours battery and replace it with the 18 hours! :P wishful thinking...well I'll find out soon when I use it :P
Just at this time after I got the fixed "Rotten Apple" and Belle appeared outside the Centre. Sometimes Belle never fail to marvel me with her dress sense, not to say it's bad...I always felt it's fresh. We took 36 to Suntec area (stopped at Carrefour) and walked over to Millenia Walk's Harvey Norman. She wasn't very satisfied with the assortment of NBs there, so we went over to Suntec Carrefour where she found the model I've mentioned above...I've checked thru the specs and it was pretty ok...plus the freebies are so irresistable I think it's really a good buy. After doing the necessary procedures we went to KFC to makan...and chat about her studies...actually it's more of her day though I started wif what had happened recently in my family, since there's nothing too much of my private life these days (not to say none, but...).
Left KFC at 10pm and walked to Peninsula area and boarded 32 back to her place den to Buona Vista Terminal and I walked home from there. Of cos, it was good WKRZ played nice songs like Everytime We Touch and Funny Day. I've also found out that the remixed (revamped) Summer Rain that I heard in MU was sang by Slinkee Minx (originally by Berlinda Carlisle), and I have it now! Also found that Gwen Stefani song that I heard as well.
Reached home and saw bro playing MapleStory. Haha...he went to attend the phone a while and I helped played his account for a short while...that short while is the first time I've touched MapleStory. I guess I wun mind training if I'm free and if SG really is bad (like being capped badly), so Belle if you're reading this, you can just tell me about yur acc details. Rest I'll check wif my bro.
That sums up ytd's activities. It's 14th Sept, a day away from reinc! It's actually a day half I suppose since it's US time...hahaha...
I think that's all...=)
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Mysterio - Show Me The Light (Radio Edit)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
If there is a first thing I wanna cover, it's about the NB search ytd wif Isabelle.
She purchased a NB worth ard 2.7k with 3 yrs warranty (1 + 2)...and the promos are mad...they give free 30gb portable HDD + optical mouse, give $100 carrefour voucher. Got extra batt, free acer bag (the model's Acer btw). Specs-wise...
Intel Centrino 1.73GHz (Shld be Centrino)
Can't remember L2 Cache...think is 2MB
512MB DDR2 RAM
60GB HDD
Shared Graphics (128MB I think)
External DVD-ROM/CD-RW
Card Reader (I think)
Wireless (802.11g I think)
Infrared(and/or Bluetooth, I forgot)
Weight @ 1.4 or 1.7kg
First batt lasting power = 4.5 hours, second batt @ 2.5 hours
Quite compact also...
WTF!!! I WANT SUCH A NOTEBOOK!!!!!!!
Of cos, if you did notice, drawback is shared graphics...but small NBs are usually shared graphics anyway...with the exception of the Fujitsu model I saw...but it's AMD -.- ...
Ok back to ytd's activities...when I reached home, I received a msg from Belle saying she wanted to go check out NBs cos her NB died on her. So after hanging ard a bit at home, took 198 to Queensway area and to Queensway Shopping Centre bus stop. Wait and wait, den she told me got last-min customer call @ 5:50pm! OMG...den seeing the time not good (cos I wanna go down Apple Centre to collect my "Rotten Apple") so I proposed I go down Orchard first...den I took 14 and the traffic was slowwwww...by the time Belle took a 14 I'm only past Bukit Merah...after that reached Wheelock area, ran to Wheelock and up to Apple Centre. Waited a while then till my queue number, and claimed my "brand new" iPod Mini! Yeah...!!! Inside I praying they ran out of the lousy 8 hours battery and replace it with the 18 hours! :P wishful thinking...well I'll find out soon when I use it :P
Just at this time after I got the fixed "Rotten Apple" and Belle appeared outside the Centre. Sometimes Belle never fail to marvel me with her dress sense, not to say it's bad...I always felt it's fresh. We took 36 to Suntec area (stopped at Carrefour) and walked over to Millenia Walk's Harvey Norman. She wasn't very satisfied with the assortment of NBs there, so we went over to Suntec Carrefour where she found the model I've mentioned above...I've checked thru the specs and it was pretty ok...plus the freebies are so irresistable I think it's really a good buy. After doing the necessary procedures we went to KFC to makan...and chat about her studies...actually it's more of her day though I started wif what had happened recently in my family, since there's nothing too much of my private life these days (not to say none, but...).
Left KFC at 10pm and walked to Peninsula area and boarded 32 back to her place den to Buona Vista Terminal and I walked home from there. Of cos, it was good WKRZ played nice songs like Everytime We Touch and Funny Day. I've also found out that the remixed (revamped) Summer Rain that I heard in MU was sang by Slinkee Minx (originally by Berlinda Carlisle), and I have it now! Also found that Gwen Stefani song that I heard as well.
Reached home and saw bro playing MapleStory. Haha...he went to attend the phone a while and I helped played his account for a short while...that short while is the first time I've touched MapleStory. I guess I wun mind training if I'm free and if SG really is bad (like being capped badly), so Belle if you're reading this, you can just tell me about yur acc details. Rest I'll check wif my bro.
That sums up ytd's activities. It's 14th Sept, a day away from reinc! It's actually a day half I suppose since it's US time...hahaha...
I think that's all...=)
.LuKe.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Tuesday, what's on?
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired
[CuRRent Song:] Radium feat. DJ Inside - Universe of Dreams
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Kway Chup + Soya Bean Drink
Morning woke up 6:30am to come school at 7am for CPA exams preparation...now so tired...haha nvr mind later can go home early...yeah!
Was woken up by my bro's call at 3 something...guess what? My niece is born. =) at 2.6kg =) I shld try to go see the baby girl...God knows whether I will have much chances to see her at all..lol..
Actually just here to update this...ytd nothing much...slack at home after work...yeah...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Radium feat. DJ Inside - Universe of Dreams
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Kway Chup + Soya Bean Drink
Morning woke up 6:30am to come school at 7am for CPA exams preparation...now so tired...haha nvr mind later can go home early...yeah!
Was woken up by my bro's call at 3 something...guess what? My niece is born. =) at 2.6kg =) I shld try to go see the baby girl...God knows whether I will have much chances to see her at all..lol..
Actually just here to update this...ytd nothing much...slack at home after work...yeah...
.LuKe.
Monday, September 12, 2005
Monday Morning
[CuRRent MooD:] Neutral, eyes a lil tired
[CuRRent Song:] Pulsedriver - Slammin' (Female Vocal Radio Version)
[ReaLLy CuRRent Song:] Eighth Wonder - Cross My Heart
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Plain water
Life's yet again at a standstill. Thanks for the people who've shown concern with regards to the saturday post. I'm actually still ok although I'm not at my optimum...from what I can see it's not going to be easy to go back to what I was...I really start to feel stretched...
On saturday I helped my mum prepare dinner...hehe sorta proud to say I helped out in most procedures for the dish...imagine my mum bought 3kg of vege...wow that's a lot...and cooked them all at once...haha! After that my bro brought Ying back home (and stupid things happened) and after eating dinner at home and play a bit of SG (that's earlier in the day) I went to PS with both of them.
I really have no words to describe either of them, but I have to say that Ying (my unofficial sis-in-law) really disappointed me. I can't believe she gave that kind of attitude to my mom. Bro, are you even on sense mode at all? You allowed her to do that?
Anyway...initially earlier in the day Linda told me we were unable to meet, but well since I'm bored I just went PS and played DDR with my bro. Then went up Star Factory and waited for Puzzle Fighter, jus as I inserted my token someone else did as well...oh man, a plump gal. I was not in the best of moods and chose Ken, probably the most powerful char in the game. I wasn't bothered with the game, I didn't bother whether she wins, though I only lost on her third attempt at the game. And she swore at her loss cos of some lame reason. -.-
After that went to Mac looked for my bro n Ying...den blablabla...den again she never fail to disappoint me...haha...den Linda asked whr I was den I told her...den she came to meet us...after whatever stuff we went Zone-X to play PPP...after that walked down to Orchard...
Chatted quite a bit wif her and happened to bump onto Edwin. =) Linda often made me discover stuff about myself that I haven't quite noticed in a while, or even ever. This time round I've got to know more about myself as well...even though it might not really be a good thing...
I realised I'm not working hard at all to achieve what I want. Am I lazy, or am I afraid of changes? I think it's the former, or I hope it's the former.
Sunday...SG SG SG...haha...initially wanted to go out a lil but ended up finding Sunshine and passing her the cable...yeah...just about it...oh yeah, was woken up by my mum screaming at my bro with regards to Ying's attitude the previous day...I wonder why things have to turn out this way.
I really hope everything will turn out fine. I just want a happy and satisfying relationship...with people...with a special someone in my life...*sigh*...that is soooo hard to achieve.......and little complications please.....
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Pulsedriver - Slammin' (Female Vocal Radio Version)
[ReaLLy CuRRent Song:] Eighth Wonder - Cross My Heart
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Plain water
Life's yet again at a standstill. Thanks for the people who've shown concern with regards to the saturday post. I'm actually still ok although I'm not at my optimum...from what I can see it's not going to be easy to go back to what I was...I really start to feel stretched...
On saturday I helped my mum prepare dinner...hehe sorta proud to say I helped out in most procedures for the dish...imagine my mum bought 3kg of vege...wow that's a lot...and cooked them all at once...haha! After that my bro brought Ying back home (and stupid things happened) and after eating dinner at home and play a bit of SG (that's earlier in the day) I went to PS with both of them.
I really have no words to describe either of them, but I have to say that Ying (my unofficial sis-in-law) really disappointed me. I can't believe she gave that kind of attitude to my mom. Bro, are you even on sense mode at all? You allowed her to do that?
Anyway...initially earlier in the day Linda told me we were unable to meet, but well since I'm bored I just went PS and played DDR with my bro. Then went up Star Factory and waited for Puzzle Fighter, jus as I inserted my token someone else did as well...oh man, a plump gal. I was not in the best of moods and chose Ken, probably the most powerful char in the game. I wasn't bothered with the game, I didn't bother whether she wins, though I only lost on her third attempt at the game. And she swore at her loss cos of some lame reason. -.-
After that went to Mac looked for my bro n Ying...den blablabla...den again she never fail to disappoint me...haha...den Linda asked whr I was den I told her...den she came to meet us...after whatever stuff we went Zone-X to play PPP...after that walked down to Orchard...
Chatted quite a bit wif her and happened to bump onto Edwin. =) Linda often made me discover stuff about myself that I haven't quite noticed in a while, or even ever. This time round I've got to know more about myself as well...even though it might not really be a good thing...
I realised I'm not working hard at all to achieve what I want. Am I lazy, or am I afraid of changes? I think it's the former, or I hope it's the former.
Sunday...SG SG SG...haha...initially wanted to go out a lil but ended up finding Sunshine and passing her the cable...yeah...just about it...oh yeah, was woken up by my mum screaming at my bro with regards to Ying's attitude the previous day...I wonder why things have to turn out this way.
I really hope everything will turn out fine. I just want a happy and satisfying relationship...with people...with a special someone in my life...*sigh*...that is soooo hard to achieve.......and little complications please.....
.LuKe.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
It's an early Saturday Morning
[CuRRent MooD:] Not so good
[CuRRent Song:] No song
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Hmmm...I only remembered last beverage was Milk Black Tea...
Been thinking a little again, and it seems to tell me that after what happened last night (morning) I should get a slightly clearer view of things and what I want, even though it's plainly stupid to be deducing anything from that.
I hope kindness will pay...or is it a conspiracy? Am I too good to people, I wonder.
I'll be back to my cosy bed once I'm back from the market with my mum. I hope the day gets a little better.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] No song
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Hmmm...I only remembered last beverage was Milk Black Tea...
Been thinking a little again, and it seems to tell me that after what happened last night (morning) I should get a slightly clearer view of things and what I want, even though it's plainly stupid to be deducing anything from that.
I hope kindness will pay...or is it a conspiracy? Am I too good to people, I wonder.
I'll be back to my cosy bed once I'm back from the market with my mum. I hope the day gets a little better.
.LuKe.
Friday, September 09, 2005
It's early Friday
[CuRRent MooD:] Just a bit tired
[CuRRent Song:] SG background music
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Chicken Chop + Teh Peng (Milk Tea with Ice)
Well..nothing much to update, just that I've watched One Last Chance with Belle...quite an okay show I should say...some laughs, some lame stuff, some touching stuff. And a happy ending. LOL.
I've jus found that I might be over-enthusiastic in making friends at times, I think my enthusiasm does scare people off. Sorry if I did so, I am like that! =)
Friday. Hmmm.
Anyway, I've signed up reincarnation event for SG. Hehe. =)
Hope everything is fine...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] SG background music
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Chicken Chop + Teh Peng (Milk Tea with Ice)
Well..nothing much to update, just that I've watched One Last Chance with Belle...quite an okay show I should say...some laughs, some lame stuff, some touching stuff. And a happy ending. LOL.
I've jus found that I might be over-enthusiastic in making friends at times, I think my enthusiasm does scare people off. Sorry if I did so, I am like that! =)
Friday. Hmmm.
Anyway, I've signed up reincarnation event for SG. Hehe. =)
Hope everything is fine...
.LuKe.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Middle of Week
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine but a bit less than alert
[CuRRent Song:] VA - Speed Up x3 (Mixed by DJ Steven Junior)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Double Cheeseburger and Pepsi
Today helped solved Sunshine's student's parents' computer problem...unable to connect to internet...dunno why the Singnet program cannot work, have to log into the router (modem) itself to change the authentication information to log into the internet...good thing it worked...actually the mother wanted to give a token of appreciation but I was like "well just helping out..." so I refused it...maybe next time if got problem again den say la...hahaha...
Just now went to MSN...den 3 emails, checked and told me a msg from friendster. I went to check, someone msged me and said wanted to expand her contacts so ok fine...went to check her profile...I was like O.O wah! I won't elaborate much here cos it's not that nice...if you all can find out who's new in my contacts jus go see lor...it feels like a booby trap...hahahaha...
No offense to that lady if she happens to read this post, it's actually a compliment and her pics are rather nice. I guess if I haven't updated my profile I might've scared her off - after all, my previous profile does sound rather intimidating I guess. Maybe? Lol. I like my current profile right now, straight to the point and describes about myself. Presto!! I got a friend request =)
Oh well, Flo's waiting to see my blog entry. I shall stop here till I got anything else to add.
Oh yeah, today's VPN briefing's a waste of time.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] VA - Speed Up x3 (Mixed by DJ Steven Junior)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Double Cheeseburger and Pepsi
Today helped solved Sunshine's student's parents' computer problem...unable to connect to internet...dunno why the Singnet program cannot work, have to log into the router (modem) itself to change the authentication information to log into the internet...good thing it worked...actually the mother wanted to give a token of appreciation but I was like "well just helping out..." so I refused it...maybe next time if got problem again den say la...hahaha...
Just now went to MSN...den 3 emails, checked and told me a msg from friendster. I went to check, someone msged me and said wanted to expand her contacts so ok fine...went to check her profile...I was like O.O wah! I won't elaborate much here cos it's not that nice...if you all can find out who's new in my contacts jus go see lor...it feels like a booby trap...hahahaha...
No offense to that lady if she happens to read this post, it's actually a compliment and her pics are rather nice. I guess if I haven't updated my profile I might've scared her off - after all, my previous profile does sound rather intimidating I guess. Maybe? Lol. I like my current profile right now, straight to the point and describes about myself. Presto!! I got a friend request =)
Oh well, Flo's waiting to see my blog entry. I shall stop here till I got anything else to add.
Oh yeah, today's VPN briefing's a waste of time.
.LuKe.
A Slight Realization in the middle of the week...
[CuRRent MooD:] Fine
[CuRRent Song:] VA - Speed Up x3 (Mixed by DJ Justin & DJ Jaz)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Rice + Curry Chicken (Canned) + Plain Water
This post is actually quite useless...apart from wishing Vivian all the best...yes, I know I've not spoken about her for a while. I think I should catch up wif her personally someday to see if she needs any help. She got a tough knock on her life this time, something worse compared to her past 13 years I suppose...I just hope I can help her out in any way I can.
About Sunshine...went to find her today and found that we seemed to be still pretty close...as what I was really thinking, I am really wondering what exactly I am doing with my life...as what Damien (my ex-sergeant from 21SA) had mentioned...he advised me to work more while I'm still young, to work to my max before I turn older...as for female company...he jus thinks that in accordance to my budget there is no way I can sustain...which I agree...but come to think, I don't really spend much while I'm with Sunshine..haha..and to think, I've not been out wif her for a while...
While I was going through random stuff, I saw "mysterious person's" pic of her and her ex...felt a little weird. I wonder how this trip will affect both of them...just pray for her I guess...
Now as I am listening to techno...suddenly felt like going to disco or pub and dance...lol...
Mood is changing...darn.
Desy went back Indonesia...she's also a slight worry...she's developing in both body and mind, but she has to face some stuff sooner or later...I can only help in informative purposes but everything else she needs to have a go for herself...but sometimes her stuff I also headache...like dat 6260 thing...
Who else...Mic n Weijie...hope can last ba...sometimes see Mic's temper I also nothing to say...even Daph will agree wif me...I c le also headache...but den just hope she cherishes him...
Rosanne is moving...
Alynna Jie is of unknown status now...also sorta miss her...
Tingting...long time no catch up wif her...also miss her...
Ah Pat...busy...pass her gift also so hard...
What else...
Sometimes I just hope I can give up everything new for the old...I really wish I can travel years back and undo that mistake...but it's too late...
Too much mistakes...accrued...
I'm in the middle of nowhere...I need feelings to keep myself going and motivated...but its also the same thing that keeps me from going forward...
I need a Miracle...
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] VA - Speed Up x3 (Mixed by DJ Justin & DJ Jaz)
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Rice + Curry Chicken (Canned) + Plain Water
This post is actually quite useless...apart from wishing Vivian all the best...yes, I know I've not spoken about her for a while. I think I should catch up wif her personally someday to see if she needs any help. She got a tough knock on her life this time, something worse compared to her past 13 years I suppose...I just hope I can help her out in any way I can.
About Sunshine...went to find her today and found that we seemed to be still pretty close...as what I was really thinking, I am really wondering what exactly I am doing with my life...as what Damien (my ex-sergeant from 21SA) had mentioned...he advised me to work more while I'm still young, to work to my max before I turn older...as for female company...he jus thinks that in accordance to my budget there is no way I can sustain...which I agree...but come to think, I don't really spend much while I'm with Sunshine..haha..and to think, I've not been out wif her for a while...
While I was going through random stuff, I saw "mysterious person's" pic of her and her ex...felt a little weird. I wonder how this trip will affect both of them...just pray for her I guess...
Now as I am listening to techno...suddenly felt like going to disco or pub and dance...lol...
Mood is changing...darn.
Desy went back Indonesia...she's also a slight worry...she's developing in both body and mind, but she has to face some stuff sooner or later...I can only help in informative purposes but everything else she needs to have a go for herself...but sometimes her stuff I also headache...like dat 6260 thing...
Who else...Mic n Weijie...hope can last ba...sometimes see Mic's temper I also nothing to say...even Daph will agree wif me...I c le also headache...but den just hope she cherishes him...
Rosanne is moving...
Alynna Jie is of unknown status now...also sorta miss her...
Tingting...long time no catch up wif her...also miss her...
Ah Pat...busy...pass her gift also so hard...
What else...
Sometimes I just hope I can give up everything new for the old...I really wish I can travel years back and undo that mistake...but it's too late...
Too much mistakes...accrued...
I'm in the middle of nowhere...I need feelings to keep myself going and motivated...but its also the same thing that keeps me from going forward...
I need a Miracle...
.LuKe.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
That M*E and H*Pee super idiotic...
[CuRRent MooD:] Pissed
[CuRRent Song:] 周华健 - 花心
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Do you know what my employers (big bosses) do when school holidays come? They give us senseless things to do.
Do they not realise CPA exams ard the corner still give us senseless stuff to do? Just came back from ytd leave, check email and saw some stupid things...
Wat Virus scanner not installed, SP2 rollout blablabla...damnit.
Nothing much about the previous weekend...went to Belle's chalet and watch football...nothing much to say the least...France squandered so much chances although they won 3-0 against a less-than-impressive Faroe Islands. They should trash them like 9-0 or something.
Life is really going to a strange direction.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] 周华健 - 花心
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Milo
Do you know what my employers (big bosses) do when school holidays come? They give us senseless things to do.
Do they not realise CPA exams ard the corner still give us senseless stuff to do? Just came back from ytd leave, check email and saw some stupid things...
Wat Virus scanner not installed, SP2 rollout blablabla...damnit.
Nothing much about the previous weekend...went to Belle's chalet and watch football...nothing much to say the least...France squandered so much chances although they won 3-0 against a less-than-impressive Faroe Islands. They should trash them like 9-0 or something.
Life is really going to a strange direction.
.LuKe.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
It's high time I should freakin do something about my life
[CuRRent MooD:] Disturbed
[CuRRent Song:] SG Background Music
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] BBQ stuff (hot dog or crabstick) and orange juice
Check the title out, and that's probably my justified cause of the day. I'm too tired.
I should just sit back and revert to my old lifestyle. That's me.
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] SG Background Music
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] BBQ stuff (hot dog or crabstick) and orange juice
Check the title out, and that's probably my justified cause of the day. I'm too tired.
I should just sit back and revert to my old lifestyle. That's me.
.LuKe.
Friday, September 02, 2005
Weekend's coming
[CuRRent MooD:] Tired, a lil happy, a lil thinking, a lil no-so-happy...etc.
[CuRRent Song:] Master Blaster - Hypnotic Tango
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Steamboat Dinner @ Marina South and now plain water
I get a feeling my throat's gonna suffer from the steamboat dinner I had just now. I went to Marina South to celebrate Michelle's birthday. I got to know her classmates Joycelyn, Chloe (pronounced Cleo-Yee) and Ivan (which is Joyce's bf I think. Yeah should be. Haha.)...and of cos Mic's baobei Weijie and Daph and the other gal I forgot her name...siao liao...hahaha...both Joyce and Chloe has their own charm I've noticed. Don't worry about anything cos I'm not thinking about anything at all. Got her a pink pig (the pink furball that you can see in popular shops) and a "Me to You" Bear bag...it's those paper carriers, nothing really too special. Chloe was saying it looked cute and it suits Mic's character - yeah of cos I know that since it's more than 3 years I've known her. Anyway after the dinner we went arcade to play games, and I had a run of PPP in Hard mode wif demand from them...yeah just about it. Went back at 1030pm from that area.
As per the mysterious person's case, I've decided not to purposely do anything about it. Why? Simple - the style doesn't fit me. I'm never a "striker" in nature so this time won't make any difference. I might make changes, but it should not be too substantial - after all, I did say that I can't afford much changes at my age already.
I will be attending Belle's chalet this coming Saturday. I haven't got a gift for her but I can't afford anything on a high budget so I gonna shrimp. This month's a killer for me as well...cos of the stupid bill I had to pay for someone else...sometimes I wonder why I'm so stupid...always helping him but I suffer in return...haiz.
When a weekend comes, troubled thoughts will come back to haunt me. When will they end?
.LuKe.
[CuRRent Song:] Master Blaster - Hypnotic Tango
[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Steamboat Dinner @ Marina South and now plain water
I get a feeling my throat's gonna suffer from the steamboat dinner I had just now. I went to Marina South to celebrate Michelle's birthday. I got to know her classmates Joycelyn, Chloe (pronounced Cleo-Yee) and Ivan (which is Joyce's bf I think. Yeah should be. Haha.)...and of cos Mic's baobei Weijie and Daph and the other gal I forgot her name...siao liao...hahaha...both Joyce and Chloe has their own charm I've noticed. Don't worry about anything cos I'm not thinking about anything at all. Got her a pink pig (the pink furball that you can see in popular shops) and a "Me to You" Bear bag...it's those paper carriers, nothing really too special. Chloe was saying it looked cute and it suits Mic's character - yeah of cos I know that since it's more than 3 years I've known her. Anyway after the dinner we went arcade to play games, and I had a run of PPP in Hard mode wif demand from them...yeah just about it. Went back at 1030pm from that area.
As per the mysterious person's case, I've decided not to purposely do anything about it. Why? Simple - the style doesn't fit me. I'm never a "striker" in nature so this time won't make any difference. I might make changes, but it should not be too substantial - after all, I did say that I can't afford much changes at my age already.
I will be attending Belle's chalet this coming Saturday. I haven't got a gift for her but I can't afford anything on a high budget so I gonna shrimp. This month's a killer for me as well...cos of the stupid bill I had to pay for someone else...sometimes I wonder why I'm so stupid...always helping him but I suffer in return...haiz.
When a weekend comes, troubled thoughts will come back to haunt me. When will they end?
.LuKe.
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