Post #501, Last day of 2010.

[CuRRent MooD:] Hard to find a word for it

[CuRRent Song:] No song

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Pearl Milk Tea (damn sweet)

Well I guess I don't update my blog a lot nowadays, maybe it's laziness or maybe some other matters. I cannot mention anything about work since I'm jobless. Yeah, you heard it right - jobless.

Maybe it came as my own doing, having matters that went out of hand that caused me to lose focus, and now concentrating on reality might deem a little too late. I've been able to survive for the first month but for how long? I do really hope a satisfactory job will come soon.

As a year draws to a close, everyone talks about celebration, about resolutions and I am no exception. This year does bring quite a bit of ups and downs, and testing times. So much marriage questions, so little time, so little money, and of course the jobless part does make me wanna break down at times. I'm still around cos I have my family, my dear, my friends and of cos the Divine One up there somewhere who allows me to be surviving for a reason. Truth be told, no one knows when I'll just suddenly break down without knowing why and how, no one knows whether I'll just disappear from the face of the earth without a care of the world. No one knows, I do not know either.

Sometimes I wish I am not what I am. I wish things are better, I wish things are more normal, I wish for many things in life that I knew that it has to be worked out rather than just being spoken. Having a soft personality can be really testing, so testing till it works out to the very existence in this world. My so-called trying to be understanding personality astounds me at times, and sometimes I do not know whether there is a right or wrong, or whether there is a need to know right or wrong. I do my best to put perspective on others, trying so hard to look at better side of things, but when I don't see it when it comes, I question myself to whether I have done it right.

I realize I tend to be hardly unreasonable, I wonder who agrees with me on that. Anytime anything unreasonable comes out, it will be tamed quickly by the slightest of reasoning. By then, who know or what knows whether what is right or reasonable at all.

2010 was a year of trials, and ended with trials. I know years ahead will tend to be in that direction. Let's just hope I'll be a "better man" after all these years ahead of me.

Happy New Year, everyone.

.LuKe.

Trying to blog more! LOL

[CuRRent MooD:] Fine, rainy weather

[CuRRent Song:] Sugababes - About A Girl

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Bee Hoon, Luncheon Meat, Fish Fillet / Teh Peng

Generally a good weekend as National Day made it a long weekend, things had been fine on most fronts, and most importantly, no Monday blues and the week is a day shorter!

Actually also not sure what to blog...hahaha...if got something to blog den I blog again...as my subject says..."Trying to blog more!"

Oh yeah, I started a Dragonmaster Evan character in Maple...seeing Serene play Maple, so I also started a new char inside that server...hahaha...so far it's lvl 26 (or 25)...very fast to level...

.LuKe.

May I wish for my Xmas pressie now?

[CuRRent MooD:] Fine, lil tired

[CuRRent Song:] None

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Chicken Chops from Aston / Plain Water

Okay here goes, I wish for...

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an iPod Nano 5G!

Then again, I wonder if I may just break it. LOL.

For a rather nice article on this gadget, please proceed to Ars Technica.

.LuKe.

Activities during the Christmas period...

[CuRRent MooD:] Fine

[CuRRent Song:] Duno

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Hacks Sweet

Ehm, this period of time has been quite a buzz of time past, so I'll try and see what I can recall from my memory-incompetent brain... :P

Before XMas thing, I shall present to you the Emil Chau IMM pics :)

Emil comes on stage

An Introduction?

Something laughable, always part of Emil

His trademark laughter

Posing?

Preparing his "Lee Guitar"

Tuning his "Lee Guitar"

Looking at his audience on the upper floors

In thought?

Another of his laughter

The autograph session

Oh, in case you think that's the end of pictures...no, I guess this gonna be my longest photo post yet! Next should be the pre-XMas pics at Orchard Road with my dear!

Sakae goodness!

Why the secrecy sia...

Smile appears while I wipe my hands...haha

What message am I conveying?

My dear love sweets...:P

Expanding and expanding...

Can't wait to get my hands...no I mean my mouth on the dessert!

What's left...

It was a nice night out with my dear, and after this thing...ehm, was the chalet outing on dear's side at Changi! I didn't really have the pics to do with the chalet outing, but instead pics of our short stint to Pulau Ubin, which I can't even recall when was the last time I've been there! It's a nice good short trip by the way.

On the way to Ubin...

Really a rare scene nowadays

My dear being taken a pic

The walkway for us to gaze at the sea, have a look at the shore, etc.

Where are we now?

Supposedly mudskippers, but sorry my pictures are lousy :P

Nice gentle waves hitting the shores, isn't it?

Low tide!

Supposedly some small orange crabs...

Mangrove Trees...very important plants!!!

An old...well?

A nice sweet picture of my dear and I

The getaway was fine, got my memory refreshed of her many cousins (which I hope I can still remember on the next time I see them) and had quite a bit of BBQ food...hahaha...

Next to come, a visit to Lunar! Just in case for my readers who do not know, Lunar is a relatively new Chinese-que live band nightspot (think DragonFly), it's relatively not bad and I greatly prefer it to Dragonfly (the latter has too much pple it's intoxicating).

A vile attempt of trying to beat the sexiness of the lady in the picture...

A group picture of us in Lunar...

...and a less serious version of us...(what's with Rykiel only adding that additional V sign?)

Well, just about 2+ nearing 3, seems that much of us are lil tired here and there, but well those lil Vodka can't kill me, was wide awake during the makan session at MacDonalds...

Dear's a lil tired, and I'm still munching away my 20 piece nugget...

I wonder what's Xing gawding about?

Why am I looking at his nugget when I have one my own?

Xing has that narcissist streak...but the camera refuses to fulfill his fantasy...

Instead fulfilling mine!!!

Okay ppl, that's the end of the pictures! Happy new year!

.LuKe.

The super long-awaited KL post

[CuRRent MooD:] Fine

[CuRRent Song:] Duno

[Last FooD/BeveRage:] Lexus Chocolate Cream Crackers

Since it's so long ago, not too sure what to say...stick with the pics will you?






































.LuKe.

P/S: Yeah it's messy but what to do!